Thursday, May 25, 2000-1
© 2000 (Phone/Private)
Participants: Mary (Michael) and Joe (Holden).
Elias arrives at 10:16 AM. (Arrival time is 22 seconds)
ELIAS: Good morning!
JOE: Good morning, old friend! (Elias chuckles)
Elias, I’ve gotten myself into a quagmire of confusion here, and I’m
hoping maybe you can help me with this.
ELIAS: Very well.
JOE: Okay. Let’s see, how do I start this? I’ve been
noticing or attempting to notice everything that’s happening in the now
with what has been going on with my day-to-day activities, and it has brought
to light some very, very strong belief systems that I am starting to recognize.
But I really just don’t know quite how to deal with this, and so I’m turning
to you in this respect.
We had a lightening storm here, and we got hit by lightening, and some
funny things happened. But anyway, we had an air compressor that
might or might not be compromised by the lightening storm, so the insurance
company agreed to pay for a new air compressor, so I went to the store
and I looked at air compressors.
Now, there’s a much larger air compressor there than the one that I
have, and I’m thinking to myself, “Guilt doesn’t exist; there is no good
and bad. Maybe I should just get this larger air compressor, which
would be awfully nice to have.” But it’s not the same type of air
compressor that’s being replaced. It’s much larger. It’s not
of equal value, in monetary terms. Then I get into a fight with myself
because of my belief systems in right and wrong, and the fact that I’m
noticing these belief systems and how they affect me.
I look at the larger air compressor, which I’d love to have, knowing
about right and wrong and that the insurance company probably without question
would pay for it. But by the same token, I have this belief system
that says, “The right thing to do is to get one of comparable value because
that would be fair.” I’m battling with myself back and forth and
I’m observing these belief systems and I’m remembering what you’ve said
about guilt, but knowing damn well that if I go ahead and get this larger
air compressor, I’m going to feel guilty about it.
Then I get to thinking about no conflict and I think, “If I get this
larger air compressor, I’m going to be in conflict with myself, and if
I’m in conflict with myself and I have a bout of conscience about this
whole thing, am I somehow subjectively, in my reality creations, going
to punish myself for getting this larger air compressor?”
In the end, I end up — realizing that I have strong belief systems and
making the choice that I really don’t want any conflict and I’m really
not sure as to how my guilt is going to affect my reality creations, which
up to now have been very good and I’m doing very well in that respect —
I choose the no-conflict scenario and get the smaller air compressor that
was much closer in equal value to the one that may have been compromised.
That creates tremendous variations in everything, in the way that I
start to feel about things, and I just wonder if you might comment on that
and tell me in actuality what’s happening versus what I believe, and my
alignment with the belief systems of right and wrong, guilt/no guilt, the
whole nine yards.
ELIAS: First of all, let me express to you that what you feel
and what you are experiencing and what you are creating in actuality is
what is occurring, for this is what you are creating within your reality
within the moment, and this is not to be discounted.
But I am understanding of the direction of your question and of your
confusion.
Now; let me express to you, one very strong influencing factor in this
particular situation and scenario that you have created is that you are
responding to energy in the wave in consciousness which is occurring presently
addressing to duplicity.
You, being a manifestation of essence which is belonging to the family
of Sumafi, are beginning within this wave in consciousness to be noticing
more intensely, and — in a figurative manner of speaking, but also quite
realistically in your reality — you are battling with this particular belief
system, in your interaction with it and your noticing and identification
of it.
You have presented yourself with a scenario. You incorporate a
physical object that you perceive needs be replaced. You have created
a situation in which the financial aspect of the replacement of this object
shall be accomplished, and you present before yourself the choice of acquiring
one type of this object or another type.
Now; the object itself matters not. The physical creation itself
matters not, which you are aware of.
You are already recognizing that what holds significance in this situation
is your noticing of your responses and your actions and your motivation
for creating your individual choices in relation to other individuals and
what you believe.
In this, you present yourself with a scenario that offers you the opportunity
to view how influenced you are individually by different aspects of duplicity,
and how intensely strong these aspects of duplicity are in their influence
of your perception.
Now; in this, you choose to be engaging the no-conflict exercise.
You present yourself with the objective recognition of this exercise, you
offer the scenarios to yourself, and in that exercise, you create a choice.
Subsequent to the choice that you have created in choosing to be offering
yourself the least conflict in alignment with the recognized beliefs which
are influencing of you, you move yourself into another conflict concerning
your no-conflict scenario.
For once you have chosen your no-conflict scenario, you are questioning
and doubting of yourself in your choice of no conflict, for you assess
that by choosing your no-conflict scenario, you are allowing yourself to
be aligning with the existing belief systems, and therefore, in your perception,
reinforcing those existing belief systems and not trusting yourself in
your ability to be moving through those existing belief systems.
Therefore, you create another conflict, which you also incorporate the
guilt that you were attempting to avoid in relation to the no-conflict
choice!
You were attempting to avoid the guilt in relation to other individuals
or the company, so to speak, which is providing you with the funds to be
acquiring the object. You wish not to be incorporating guilt concerning
their participation, and you choose your no-conflict scenario.
But subsequently, you DO incorporate guilt in relation to yourself,
that you are not accomplishing well enough within your reality, for you
are not trusting yourself and you are not moving through your existing
belief systems, and therefore you place judgment upon yourself, and this
creates confusion.
Now; as I have stated, there is a large element of this scenario which
is influenced by this wave in consciousness which is occurring presently.
Within a different time framework, you may have chosen your no-conflict
scenario, and not followed that scenario with the incorporation of conflict
concerning your choice.
But within this time framework, there is a tremendous movement of energy
which you are participating within, and belonging to the Sumafi family,
you are more intensely responding to this particular movement of energy
than would you be were you belonging to a different essence family.
But this particular wave in consciousness addressing to this particular
belief system of duplicity creates more of an element of friction within
individuals that are belonging to and also aligning with the essence family
of Sumafi, for this belief system creates friction in the intent with the
Sumafi family and their natural expression.
Now; as to the conflict that you have created in this situation, you
offer yourself the opportunity to view that these aspects of duplicity
are in actuality quite strong and quite affecting.
But let me also express to you, where you have incorporated confusion
— as you allow the influence of the duplicity to cloud your viewing of
your creations — is that in actuality, the choice to be creating your no-conflict
scenario is NOT in actuality reinforcing of the existing belief.
It appears surfacely to you that this is what you are creating, but
in actuality, by choosing the no-conflict scenario in this physical situation,
you are recognizing — or you have recognized individually in this situation
— that you do hold strongly-influencing beliefs in this situation.
You are acknowledging those beliefs in the recognition of them.
You are recognizing that if you are forcing your energy in the direction
of attempting to forcibly override the existing belief system that you
hold, you shall be incorporating guilt, and that guilt IS influencing of
your energy and your interactions, for you shall project outwardly the
energy that you are creating inwardly.
Therefore, if you are creating the energy associated with guilt, you
shall project that outwardly and be affecting of your reality in your interactions
in every other area — with other individuals, with other situations — for
you are responding to what you are viewing within yourself. Guilt
is a tremendous judgment upon self, and as you create a tremendous judgment
upon self, you project that energy outward and you affect your interaction
with all of your reality.
Now; by choosing your no-conflict scenario, you neutralize the situation.
You neutralize the energy of the belief in that moment. You acknowledge
that you hold this belief and you lend no energy to its perpetuation, for
you are not creating a judgment upon it. You are merely recognizing
it and acknowledging it and allowing yourself to create a choice, knowing
that you shall be creating certain responses if you are engaging a different
choice.
Now; I have expressed to individuals previously with respect to their
movement concerning medical profession, and in this, I have spoken with
you concerning your partner with respect to these types of beliefs.
They are the same. The scenario underlyingly is the same.
The action which occurs is the same. The belief may construct itself
differently, but the action is the same.
And in this, an individual may create, as we have spoken previously,
a dis-ease or an illness or a malfunction, and they may choose not to be
interactive with individuals within the medical profession, for they view
that to be a perpetuation of their beliefs that they hold concerning the
medical profession, and they also view it to be a reinforcement of their
own lack of trust of their ability to be healing themselves or to be creating
their reality.
And in actuality, as they fight against those types of interactions
and they create those types of judgments concerning those choices, they
are in actuality reinforcing the very action that they wish not to be reinforcing.
Whereas were that same individual to choose interaction with their physicians,
recognizing that they do align with certain beliefs concerning the abilities
of their physicians, the acknowledgment of that belief and the lack of
judgment of it and the movement into compliance with it temporarily in
actuality neutralizes elements of that aspect of the belief itself, and
in actuality reinforces the individual’s trust of self.
In the same manner, your choice for your least-conflict scenario in
this situation with your machine reinforces your trust of yourself that
you may choose this direction, and it is not wrong. It is not right.
It is not better or worse. It is merely a choice, and it is, in your
terms, an informed choice, for you have created the choice intentionally
objectively to be avoiding an anticipated more intense conflict, and one
that you recognize shall be reinforcing of your expression of duplicity
in guilt.
Therefore, you choose in an objective informed manner, in trust of yourself
that you ARE addressing to and noticing your beliefs and the influence
of them, that you ARE addressing to these beliefs, and you are allowing
yourself an ease in your movement.
Therefore, I express to you, in creating the no-conflict or the least-conflict
scenario, you are in actuality accomplishing the very actions that you
wish to be accomplishing, and reinforcing the very elements of yourself
in acceptance and trust that you wish to be reinforcing.
Now; the other aspect of this scenario is your subsequent incorporation
of self-guilt for the assessment that you perceive you have not been trusting
of yourself and the doubt of self, and this is the element that is directly
influenced by the wave in consciousness.
This wave in consciousness addressing to duplicity creates a tremendous
movement in vicissitude, and in this, individuals as yourself that are
belonging to this family of Sumafi shall be noticing and recognizing of
the intensity of the influence of this particular belief system.
But I shall also express to you, take heart my friend, (chuckling) for
this is an opportunity! Each time that you allow yourself to be noticing
of these types of situations and scenarios, you also allow yourself to
objectively view these influences and you allow yourself objective choice,
and this is the point.
This is the action of this shift, to be moving your awareness of what
you create within your reality into an objective intentional direction,
that you shall be aware objectively, within each moment, of the choices
that you are creating, and allow yourself more choices as you recognize
what influences the choices that you automatically move into.
JOE: Well, let me ask you this. It would seem to me, after
my own mental evaluation, for whatever it’s worth, that I recognized it,
but I did not have the trust in myself to just make either choice without
... just trusting in myself that whatever choice I made was okay, and I
realized — it hit me like a brick — that I had not anywhere come close
to reaching that point yet.
ELIAS: Quite, and therefore you employ your no-conflict scenario
...
JOE: Right, exactly.
ELIAS: ... and move yourself into a reinforcement of your trust
and acceptance.
I have expressed to all of you many times, you do hold the ability to
instantaneously, spontaneously move into an expression of complete trust
and acceptance of self.
I have also expressed to you that within the design of your reality
physically and the strength of the belief systems that have been incorporated,
which IS very much your reality, you all ARE — not merely shall be or have
been, but ARE — creating a process, which is quite acceptable — it is not
wrong or bad — and in this process of moving yourselves into acceptance
and trust, you offer yourselves scenarios, such as the example that you
have offered today.
And in this, you allow yourselves to physically view, to assess, to
evaluate, to notice, to recognize, and to create choices, and ALL of this
— within your process — allows you more of an objective understanding of
yourself and of your reality.
In this, it is quite beneficial that you ARE creating a process, for
in this process of moving yourselves into acceptance and trust in increments,
you avoid many situations and circumstances and creations of trauma.
You avoid overwhelming yourselves. You allow yourselves to view,
in harmony with the movement of linear time — in a slow fashion, so to
speak — how you have designed all of your reality and how you interact
with it, and how YOU create all of your reality.
I have expressed to you previously, you have created a design in your
physical reality, in relation to many of these beliefs, in an intensity
that has become so very automatic within your reality that you are moving
about within your reality upon what you term to be automatic pilot.
You are not even paying attention to what you are creating.
Therefore, you have created a process in which, in increments, you begin
noticing. You begin paying attention. You begin recognizing
all that you are creating and all of the choices that you are creating
within your reality, which in actuality offers you more choices.
JOE: So in this particular instance I recognized the strength
of the belief systems, and in part the cause and effect. In this
particular instance I chose not ... because of the least conflict, I chose
not to go against those belief systems, which I knew were influencing of
me. But as I do this more and more and more, I suspect there will
come a time when I won’t be affected much by the alignment of the belief
systems, and will be able to have enough trust in myself to do whatever
it is I want to do at that particular time without feeling any guilt whatsoever.
ELIAS: You are correct.
JOE: Good! (Laughing)
ELIAS: Ha ha ha ha!
JOE: Good! (Elias chuckles)
Elias, is there anything else you’d like to say on this subject?
When I first was talking to Mary about this, I had half a notion to put
this into the x-files and not let it be transcribed, but I think what’s
said here today is pretty darn important. (Elias chuckles)
ELIAS: I shall express to you, as I have expressed many times
previously, allow yourself to be continuing to hold your attention within
the now, noticing what you are creating.
But incorporate a small affirmation temporarily, in which within these
time frameworks that you begin to doubt and question
yourself and the choices that you are engaging, affirm to yourself that
the choices matter not. They are merely choices. They are not
right or wrong. One choice is not better than another choice, and
force in energy is, figuratively speaking, self-defeating. It moves
contrary to your objective. Therefore, the less force that you employ
in your choices, the more ease you ALLOW in your choices, the more you
are in actuality reinforcing your own acceptance and trust of self.
Each time you begin doubt within yourself, attempt briefly to acknowledge
yourself and to express to yourself that there is no better. You
are acceptable and your choice is acceptable in its creation now, in whatever
creation you have chosen. Are you understanding?
JOE: Well, let me ask you this. This is my interpretation
of what you’re saying, and you can tell me if it’s right or wrong, as far
as understanding and interpretation. Had I merely gone up there and
not really thought about it, not really objectified the belief systems
of right or wrong, but intuitively made the choice that I thought was best
for me at the time, there would have been no force in energy. It
would have just been an automatic response based on a trust in self rather
than any other objective parameter.
ELIAS: I shall respond to you in the affirmative, but I shall
also express to you in addition that affirming your assessment of this
scenario — in had you created this or that — is irrelevant, for you created
what you created and this is what we are addressing to, and what you may
have created or what you might have created matters not, for it is not
what you created.
Therefore, all that holds significance is what you HAVE created or what
you ARE creating, not what may be created.
The “ifs” or the “shoulds” within your reality are illusions, and they
hold no significance and no importance. What you DO create holds
significance and importance. What your perception is holds significance
and importance, for this is what you shall create — what your perception
expresses.
Therefore, what I am expressing to you is not to be looking to what
you may have or could have created in your choice, but what you HAVE created,
and to be acknowledging of that; not to be acknowledging of what might
be, but to be acknowledging of what IS.
JOE: But in that respect, Elias, I created “what is” based on
a very strong belief system.
ELIAS: It matters not. You also acknowledged your recognition
of that belief system, and in that recognition and that acknowledgment,
you lent no energy in judgment of it.
You merely created a choice that offered you less conflict, and this
is a choice that acknowledges your trust within yourself, that regardless
that you align with beliefs, you are acceptable and your choices are acceptable.
Are you understanding?
JOE: Yes I am, I think. But in choosing the choice of less
conflict, I may have also admitted that in aligning with that belief system,
I was giving myself or allowing myself less freedom than what I possibly
should have or could have, and in taking the less-conflict scenario and
allowing myself less freedom, I was also admitting to myself and acknowledging
less of a trust in self than what I would like to have.
ELIAS: Ah, and this offers you the opportunity to view within
yourself how you perceive some expressions within your reality or some
movements within your reality to be better than other movements, and this
is quite the point — allowing yourself to recognize the strength of the
influence of the belief of duplicity. This is what expresses to you
and dictates to you this perception that there are better methods, or that
you yourself may be better if you are striving more and if you are creating
in a better manner.
Vic’s note: The following was all delivered very intently.
And what I am expressing to you now is that there is no better.
This is entirely a design and an illusion which is set forth through the
influence of an aspect of the belief system of duplicity.
You are already best. You are already creating perfectly.
Your beliefs are influencing your perception of yourself that you are not
creating perfectly, and therefore you create judgments, and this sets in
motion a very large wheel which moves quite rapidly, and it continues to
turn and turn and turn, for as you create the judgment, you also reinforce
the duplicity, which expresses once again to you that you are not adequate
enough yet, that you could be creating better, that you will be experiencing
no conflict at all IF you are creating better.
ALL of these expressions are influences of duplicity. ALL of these
expressions camouflage the now and camouflage your perception, dictating
to it that you are presently not adequate enough, not good enough, and
not perfect.
And therefore, in the influence of that belief, as it dictates to your
perception, you create an actual reality in which you view yourself to
not be accomplishing perfectly yet, and you reinforce this and reinforce
this and reinforce this with judgment and the continual perpetuation of
viewing that you need be creating better.
I shall express to you what shall be better — what shall be better would
be for you to be eliminating the word “better” from your language!
HA HA HA! For....
JOE: What do I replace it with, Elias? Effortless?
ELIAS: You shall replace it with nothing! For you already
are!
Better implies future. Better implies anticipation of elements
that are to come, and there are no elements that are to come! There
is merely the now, and therefore, the importance of acceptance in the now.
And THIS is the process and the method that you are all offering to
yourselves now, the opportunity to view in each moment all of the influences
of these beliefs, and in that opportunity, you may allow yourself to acknowledge,
“It matters not that I am aligning with this belief system. This
belief system is an aspect of my reality. It holds no significance.
I need not be creating a judgment, good or bad, better or worse, upon my
choices that I create in relation to this belief system. I have created
a choice. It is acceptable. I am acceptable. It matters
not.”
JOE: Well, before I got to thinking about this and before I started
noticing — and there’s been other examples besides this one — but this
one I just ... you know, I thought I understood duplicity, but I really
did not understand duplicity, and in examples like this and conversations
like this with you, I believe that I am really starting to understand what
duplicity means, and the impact and the force that duplicity has in the
way we believe and in what we create around those beliefs.
ELIAS: Quite! I am expressing to you not figuratively but
quite literally and in intensity, these belief systems that you hold within
this reality physically are very strong!
They are immensely powerful, and this particular belief system of duplicity
is not merely powerful, and not merely is it expressed within itself, but
as I have offered many times in information, it — in a manner of speaking
— attaches itself to every other belief system and intertwines itself in
EVERY expression of your physical reality.
You create an assessment upon every movement, every moment, every choice
that you engage within your physical reality in relation to duplicity.
You either assess that your action is good or it is bad. It is acceptable
or it is unacceptable. It is better or it is worse.
This is the tremendous camouflage of duplicity, and it is intensely
strong.
JOE: Well not only that, but it seems to me like it creates a
tunnel, and those belief systems of right and wrong are the walls of the
tunnel, and we just kind of walk down this tunnel, and we create our realities
within this little macrocosm that is based around our ideas of what is
good and bad.
ELIAS: Correct.
JOE: It would also seem to me that this causes a lot of conflict,
when one tunnel intersects another tunnel and there’s friction between
the two, which causes wars and everything else, on a larger scale.
ELIAS: Quite! You are correct in this also, and another
camouflage of duplicity is that it defines itself in very different manners.
What is right and wrong in the perception of one individual may not
be defined in the same manner with another individual. It is HIGHLY
individualized in relation to EACH perception. Therefore, there are
many of your tunnels, so to speak, that intersect with each other, but
their definition of this same belief system and its terminology may be
quite different.
JOE: Not only that, but at times it seems, in light of the way
we’ve been talking about things, so totally ludicrous that one should think
they’re right and the other one should think they’re right, and that it
should cause friction to begin with.
ELIAS: Quite. This is another aspect of the belief system
of duplicity, the belief in absolutes; that your direction, your definitions,
your thoughts, your assessments are absolute in their expression — they
are absolute right, they are absolute wrong — that as you create a choice
and you assess that it is right, if another individual creates a different
choice, you shall absolutely assess that their choice is wrong.
JOE: And that’s a judgment.
ELIAS: Quite! The judgment is also placed in the expression
of the right. It is not merely the expression of the wrong.
Either expression is a judgment.
JOE: Well, I think I can start to see duplicity. I think
I can start to see that in a movement towards effortlessness in reality
creation, there has to be a movement towards non-judgment and a movement
towards trust in self, which starts to come about with this recognition
of the belief systems.
ELIAS: You are correct, yes, and this is the process, and....
JOE: This is the movement, then, towards which this wave in consciousness
is directed?
ELIAS: Yes, and in this, you present yourselves with scenarios,
as you have in your example this day, that you may allow yourselves to
view the influence and that you may move yourselves in this process of
which you have just expressed.
JOE: You mean to lose myself in confusion sometimes?
ELIAS: Ha ha ha ha!
JOE: I’m pretty good at that! (Laughing)
ELIAS: Ha ha ha ha ha! And you may also recognize the judgment
that you place upon that! Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!
JOE: You’re absolutely right! I do!
ELIAS: I express to you my friend, you are presenting yourself
with wondrous examples, many, many aspects of this belief system and many
opportunities to be creating more choices concerning your movement in relation
to duplicity. How very exciting! Ha ha ha ha ha ha!
JOE: Yes, as a matter of fact it is, and enlightening also.
ELIAS: Quite, (chuckling) and all of this offers you freedom,
and this is the wondrous element of this shift!
JOE: Well, I can see the movement now, and I can also start to
understand duplicity. So, it’s a time thing, but eventually I’ll
get there.
ELIAS: (Chuckling) And I shall continue to be encouraging
with you.
JOE: Thank you.
ELIAS: You are very welcome, my friend.
JOE: I had one more question, but I think what I’ll do, because
of time constraints with Mary, I’ll let that go till our next session.
ELIAS: Very well.
JOE: And I want to thank you, as always, for the information you’ve
given me today.
ELIAS: And I express to you my friend, you are very welcome, as
always, and we shall continue our sojourn together in our investigation
of this reality.
JOE: Very good.
ELIAS: To you in tremendous affection, my friend, au revoir.
JOE: Take care, Elias.
Elias departs at 11:18 AM.
FOOTNOTES:
(1) For readability, I have removed the word “that”
in the following phrase: “In the same manner, your choice...” Originally
it was, “In the same manner that your choice...”
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