Wednesday, January 23, 2002 (Private/Phone)
Participants: Mary (Michael) and Carollee (Theona)
Elias arrives at 8:46 AM. (Arrival time is 23 seconds.)

ELIAS: Good morning!

CAROLLEE: Yes, hello. I would like to know... Well, I guess I'd like to introduce myself. My name is Carollee, and I'd like to know my essence name, family and alignment family.

ELIAS: Very well. Essence name, Theona, T-H-E-O-N-A (thee OH nah).

CAROLLEE: What's the first letter?

ELIAS: T.

CAROLLEE: Theona?

ELIAS: Yes.

CAROLLEE: T-h-e-o-n-a?

ELIAS: Yes.

CAROLLEE: And essence family?

ELIAS: And what is your impression?

CAROLLEE: Of that name?

ELIAS: Of your essence families.

CAROLLEE: Oh, I thought it was Ilda, or that could be the alignment.

ELIAS: Alignment is correct.

CAROLLEE: Ilda?

ELIAS: Yes.

CAROLLEE: I thought my essence family was Sumafi or possibly Tumold, or both.

ELIAS: Sumafi; I express to you, Sumafi.

CAROLLEE: Sumafi?

ELIAS: Yes.

CAROLLEE: Yeah, I thought that was likely. Thank you!

ELIAS: You are quite welcome.

CAROLLEE: And my son Gabriel, the same thing - essence name and family and alignment family?

ELIAS: Essence name, Jannu (zha NU).

CAROLLEE: How do you spell it?

ELIAS: J-A-N-N-U.

CAROLLEE: And essence family?

ELIAS: And your impression?

CAROLLEE: I'm not sure. I think he could have some Vold and Tumold. He could also have Ilda. He could also have Sumafi!

ELIAS: I shall express to you, essence family, Sumari; alignment, Vold.

CAROLLEE: Vold alignment and family Sumari?

ELIAS: Yes.

CAROLLEE: Thank you. I would like to ask my intent. I have a feeling that it's something about having people feel comfortable to come into their own around me, and also something about expressing some depths of communication.

ELIAS: Look to the entirety of your focus and allow yourself to discover the theme that presents itself in general throughout the entirety of your focus, not merely now.

CAROLLEE: It just seems something about freedom of expression, freedom of expression of learning to play, to play with abandon and to let others do the same around me ... I don't know.

ELIAS: The exploration that you engage in this focus is not necessarily concerning what you are expressing presently but rather an exploration of how individuals interact with each other and how that interaction may be interpreted in a manner that restricts freedom, therefore offering you information within your exploration in how to turn that type of expression into an expression that allows for a playfulness regardless of the seriousness that may be presented. Are you understanding?

CAROLLEE: I understand some things. Something about transcending seriousness, I was going to say at one point.

ELIAS: Correct.

Now; your assessment of your impression of your intent is partially correct, for it is concerning incorporating playfulness and the allowance of that - not merely with yourself, but generating an energy that allows for that type of expression with other individuals. But more specifically, your intent explores the expressions of yourself and other individuals that may hinder that type of expression, and therefore allowing you to explore avenues in which you may reconfigure your energy to generate this type of expression of playfulness and of freedom.

CAROLLEE: I see; I see. Thank you.

My situation with Gabriel seems to be ... there's some complexity about the parentage of him. There's something of a push-pull energy there that I feel in the interaction, and also I found a little violence in myself that I never saw before in this lifetime. I was wondering if you could offer a little insight about my interaction with him. I know he's brought a lot into my life by my having him.

ELIAS: Express to myself the nature of your concern...

CAROLLEE: Well, let's see...

ELIAS: ...in viewing yourself and your interaction and your behavior.

CAROLLEE: I find myself afraid of wanting to make him into a partner instead of a child. When I feel very loving toward him I feel happy that I'm able to experience that, the beauty and presence of being in the child's presence. Then I find that at some point he seems to become very... Suddenly he turns what seems like a positive interaction into a complete abrupt about-face, and then I find him... I'm frightened by his seeming cutting off of the communication, cutting off from me. Also in some past lives that I've looked at, other focuses that I've looked at, I feel like I've done things that would be called desperate in a consensus reality. I've experienced a lot of bleed-through since he was born and some crises situations that I feel like I must have generated to wake myself up, to present myself that I could be on a new terrain in this life. Anyway...

ELIAS: I am understanding.

Now; the point, my friend, is to be allowing yourself to view you and what you are generating and what you are projecting, for what you are projecting is what generates the reflection that you view in relation to the small one.

Now; in this, let me express to you as I have many times previously, as the individual that chooses the role of the parent, so to speak, aside from all of the beliefs that may influence this role, the actual agreement that you have engaged in relation to this other individual is merely to be facilitating a physical avenue for manifestation. You are understanding?

CAROLLEE: Yes.

ELIAS: Therefore, once you are facilitating that action, especially within this time framework in which the movement is to be recognizing and addressing to beliefs and allowing yourself to move into an expression of acceptance of them, it becomes more significant that you pay attention to the beliefs that are associated with the roles that are expressed in this type of relationship. For I may express to you quite sincerely, small ones that are manifest now, these focuses are aware of the time framework in which they are choosing to be manifest; therefore their awareness parallels the movement of this shift. Therefore in a manner of speaking, in general terms they parallel the movement which is expressed in individuals and en masse around them, so to speak, and the awareness that is being moved into in objective terms, regardless of what you view as age.

Therefore, one individual may be incorporating an age which may be expressed as 37 in years, as an example, and a new focus that incorporates merely 2 years incorporates the same awareness, for they are choosing to be manifest in this physical dimension paralleling the movement of the shift. Therefore, if you as a parent are not recognizing... (40-second pause as Elias coughs)

Excuse one moment. (15-second pause as Elias closes his eyes and the coughing eases off)

If you are not recognizing the awareness of the small one or the child, you open yourself for tremendous conflict, for the child already incorporates an awareness of directing itself and therefore shall not be compliant with certain expressions that move in the familiar capacity of these roles. Are you understanding?

CAROLLEE: No, I couldn't hear two of the last words. They won't be compliant with expressions...

ELIAS: Of these roles in the familiar...

CAROLLEE: Oh, the typical roles of mother and child?

ELIAS: Correct.

CAROLLEE: Yeah, I experience that a lot.

ELIAS: Also, there is an awareness of the child of those expressions of energy that may be projected by yourself that may either be influenced by bleed-throughs or that may be a projection of energy attempting to be creating roles that are not in agreement with what the child has chosen in its direction.

CAROLLEE: I try to see that and I feel like I just allow it, just let go and try see the present, and that seems to help a lot, just accepting what is in the present...

ELIAS: Yes.

CAROLLEE: ...now.

ELIAS: Yes.

CAROLLEE: That seems to work.

ELIAS: Yes. Allowing yourself to focus your attention upon you rather than focusing your attention upon expectations concerning the child, and allowing yourself to continue to hold your attention within the now and not project[ing] within past or future shall be greatly affecting.

Attempting to force energy, even in what you term to be affection, merely perpetuates the reflection of forcing energy, in a manner of speaking, back to yourself.

CAROLLEE: Okay, so anything else about him that I might be aware of?

ELIAS: Recognize that regardless of age... (Elias begins coughing again for 21 seconds, and Mary suddenly pops back in with a real coughing fit.)

Elias departs at 9:08 AM.

MARY: Sorry, just popped myself right back out. (Continues coughing for many minutes)

(1) Originally stated as: "Therefore in a manner of speaking in general terms the movement which is expressed in individuals and en masse around them so to speak and the awareness that is moving into in objective terms regardless of what you view as age, they parallel."

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