Saturday, July 15, 2000
© 2001 (Private/Phone)
Participants:  Mary (Michael) and Paul (Xutrah).
Elias arrives at 2:12 PM. (Arrival time is 21 seconds)

ELIAS:  Good day!

PAUL:  Bon jour, mon ami! (Elias chuckles)  Let’s have some fun today!

ELIAS:  Very well!  You may proceed.

PAUL:  Well, let’s do some boring statistics first.  May I have the essence name, family, et cetera of my son Christopher?

ELIAS:  Very well. (Pause)  Essence name, Camdon; C-A-M-D-O-N.  Essence family, Sumari; alignment, Gramada; orientation, common.

PAUL:  Thanks.  How many focuses do I have within this dimension, and am I the designated final focus?

ELIAS:  Total numbering of focuses within this physical dimension, 791.  Now I shall express to you, what is your impression concerning the designation of final focus?

PAUL:  I believe that I am.

ELIAS:  And you are correct!

PAUL:  It’s good to get confirmation on that one!  A couple of questions at the behest of my favorite Vold-aligned focus.  How did she know her essence name before I told it to her, and why is she so terribly frightened by falling sensations? (Pause)

ELIAS:  As to the knowing of essence name, this may not be quite so unusual.  The individual has merely allowed herself an openness to her own energy in conjunction with your energy, and allowed herself to be engaging inner senses to be receiving information through your energy in validation of her own knowing.  Are you understanding?

PAUL:  Yes, I am.

ELIAS:  As to the fearfulness associated with falling, this is an association that this individual has created with a feeling of a lack of control.

PAUL:  Hmm.

ELIAS:  In this, the action of falling is objective imagery that this individual associates as a symbol, so to speak, with the feeling of a lack of control, and this individual holds a strength in the belief of exhibiting control.

PAUL:  Okay.  Ah, this is a good one here.  This is a dream that I had recently.

I’m sitting in a field with perhaps a dozen other people in a circle.  There is going to be an Elias session, and I will be participating in the energy exchange with you.  At least one of the participants is openly skeptical.  The session begins, and I enter an altered state.  My vision changes in a manner I can’t describe right now, but not into what I think a trance should look like.  In a voice I recognize as yours, I say, “Good evening.” (Elias chuckles)  During the entire session, at no time do I feel “possessed” or not in control.  That feeling adds to my impression that I am just making it all up.

You greet one person as Ruburt and another as Joseph, neither of which looks like Jane Roberts or Robert Butts.  You answer a question posed by the skeptic that I can’t remember, but I’m pleased that the interaction is constructed exactly as I think you would.  You open a thought bubble, as Michael puts it, but something occurs that breaks the connection between us.  You say, “Excuse, please,” as I fall off the chair.  I am grateful for the interruption because I had no idea where the talk was going, and was afraid of being found out if it continued too long.

I’d appreciate your comments on my stab at interpretation.  Objectively, I have not yet reconciled with my officially accepted reality an impression I had recently that I may participate in energy exchanges if I so desire.  Subjectively, I feel I projected within consciousness to another future focus of mine.  Most interestingly, the experience of this future focus seems to indicate how easily subjective information can be accessed by the objective personality after the shift has occurred.  And symbolically, what the heck do Ruburt, Joseph, and you, for that matter, have to do with all this?

ELIAS:  (Chuckling)  I shall express to you that you have presented yourself with much symbology in this imagery that you have offered to yourself.  You present to yourself an association with individuals within your imagery that you view as authorities, and individuals that you create an association of what you term to be respect, and a trust in the information which has been offered by these individuals’ participations with this type of phenomenon.  And this be the reason that you image these two individuals physically focused, and also an interaction with myself.

You also present the imagery of interaction with myself as an association of validity, that your experience with this type of phenomenon, if offered in an expression in comparison, so to speak, with myself and this energy exchange, shall be viewed as valid.

You offer yourself imagery of an individual that you assess to be quite skeptical, and this offers you an association with the possibility of being interactive with individuals that are not accepting of the action that you engage and the choice that you have created.  And in this, [you] allow yourself within this imagery to experiment with your response, and you offer yourself an accurate response in relation to your beliefs and reservation in conjunction with this type of phenomenon.

Your response is to be not continuing in the participation of the energy exchange, that you may allow yourself an opportunity to be “checking” the interaction and assuring yourself of its flow, therefore offering to yourself the exhibition of imagery that you continue to hold an association with your own expression of control, and that this control continues to hold an element of importance in your participation in this type of an interaction.

One of the reasons that you express the importance of this expression of control is that you may be validating of self in the interaction of challenge.  Therefore, we return to the individual viewed as skeptical.  An individual that may be perceived as skeptical presents, within your associations in conjunction with your beliefs, a threat, for they present an open and obvious expression of a lack of acceptance.

And in that expression, you are responsive in mirroring to yourself your individual doubts and questioning of your own acceptance of self, of your ability, and of your actual participation in this type of exchange, which you also reinforce and exhibit within your imagery in your expression of doubt that this may be merely created through the action of your imagination, and not trusting that you are actually participating in an energy exchange with another essence ... OR that you may be participating in an action of channeling other aspects of your OWN essence, which may offer equally valid information, but is also requiring of your expression of trust of self and your trust of your abilities to be accomplishing this type of action.

One is not of greater value than the other, which also presents itself in your imagery within the exhibition of your doubt, for in your association with your doubt, there is a wondering that what may be occurring is a channeling of energy and information of your own essence, and this is viewed as less valuable than an exchange with another essence.

Therefore, I may be acknowledging of you that you have created a tremendous expression of variety of information within your imagery to yourself! (Chuckling)

PAUL:  Not bad!  So my assessment that subjectively, that was a projection within consciousness — I’m trying to understand and get the feeling of a projection within consciousness — is incorrect.

ELIAS:  It IS a projection in consciousness, into an area of consciousness, in similar manner to what individuals may create in projection to what you identify as the pond.

This is not to say that this is not a genuine projection.  It is a projection within an area of consciousness that may appear in some aspects in the creation of dream-like imagery, but it is in actuality a movement of your consciousness to another area of consciousness in which you may provide yourself with information and imagery, in similar manner to your participation within your objective waking awareness in Regional Area 1.  Are you understanding?

PAUL:  Yes, I believe so.  If I may paraphrase, I allowed myself the freedom in another area of consciousness to be creating the imagery that I was trying to present to myself to understand the situation.

ELIAS:  Correct.

PAUL:  Okay.  Shall we briefly on to the game?

ELIAS:  You may!

PAUL:  In the old belief systems category, I’d like to link Borledim with mortality. (Pause)

ELIAS:  One point!

PAUL:  Thank you! (Elias chuckles)  Ah, some more unofficial information! (Laughing)  A few weeks ago, I was intellectually agonizing ... I know you find that hard to believe!

ELIAS:  HA HA HA!

PAUL:  ... over some job and family issues.  On my drive home from work, I relived this feeling of acceptance, the same as when I knew it would be okay even if the divorce actually did happen.  My problems fell away at that moment.  At the next turn, my turn signals didn’t work.  Figuring a fuse had gone, I resigned myself to the hassle of fixing it.  Then I remembered there was somebody I knew who likes to play with electrical things!  After I wiped away the tears from laughing so hard, of course, the signals worked fine.

By the way, the acknowledgment and caring you gave me at that moment are heartfelt and greatly reciprocated.

Okay, after turning that corner, both literally and figuratively, I’m getting ready to take off the metaphysical training wheels.  Was it ME that orchestrated that episode for MY noticing?

ELIAS:  (Chuckling)  You are correct, and we have discussed this previously.

PAUL:  (Laughing)  Ah, but I’m not yet trusting of self enough to acknowledge that!

ELIAS:  Ha ha ha ha!

PAUL:  We’re getting better, though! (Elias chuckles)

Let’s see.  This is an interesting one.  I’m noticing some physical discomfort in the area of brain pain.  I suspect it’s related to an increase in energy flow.  Am I on the right track here?

ELIAS:  And an opening of neurological pathways.  Yes, you are correct.

PAUL:  Okay.  Somewhat along the same lines, last night I was very busy while sleeping.  I wish I could objectively remember what I was doing!  But was the leg cramp that tossed me out of bed associated with this energy movement? (Pause)

ELIAS:  Yes.

PAUL:  Alright.

ELIAS:  This is a physical, objective creation of imagery associated with painfulness.

PAUL:  Is it related to the discussion that I had with Michael prior to engaging you — that of the possibility of doing an energy exchange with another essence? (Pause)

ELIAS:  Partially, within your association with what you view to be a creation of painfulness not associated entirely with corporeal events.

PAUL:  I’m not understanding.

ELIAS:  You may associate some actions as being painful, and some creations and interactions as being painful, which are not necessarily physical associations.

PAUL:  Okay, I got it this time.

ELIAS:  You have imaged this, within your cramping, as a physical painfulness to be gaining your attention.  You also have designed the type of painfulness quite specifically in the action of what you identify as a cramping, which is a constriction and an intense tension which creates a momentary immobility, and in association with this type of action, you may be creating similar types of expressions, not in physical manner but within your movement, if you are not offering yourself a familiarity with self and offering yourself information concerning this type of action.

But I shall also express to you, in relation to yourself and your beliefs, that you do individually hold a belief system that you may be acquiring more information or assimilating more information — and more efficiently — if you are providing yourself with the actual experience yourself, and that regardless of the possibility of challenge or painfulness in any type of exchange, you may choose to be engaging those types of actions merely for the reason that you identify they assume more value if they are difficultly sought.

PAUL:  (Laughing)  Yeah, it’s gotta be hard in order to be worth anything, right?

ELIAS:  Ah, yes! (Chuckling)

PAUL:  Yeah, along those lines, I read a transcript recently about being able to open up the window to self, which in our last session we discussed some, and you indicated that being able to associate a color with my tone is helpful along those lines.  So my question is, what IS my color?  Yes, it is hard to re-create the opening of this focus to essence, and I am inquiring after some ... oh, I don’t want to say tricks, but I’d like some help along these lines.

ELIAS:  (Chuckling)  Very well.  You may allow yourself the association of color vibration with the translation, in your physical dimension, of rust.

PAUL:  Rust — yeah, I’ve seen that before! (Elias chuckles)  Along those lines, what is my intent in this focus? (Pause)

ELIAS:  To be exploring avenues of interaction with other individuals that you view as helpful, in offering different types of avenues in suggestion to other individuals that they may be incorporating to facilitate more of an ease in their movement, and your movement within your intent associated with that action is an expression of exploration of different types of avenues or directions of movement that may be constructed, so to speak — or methods that may be constructed — to be facilitating of this type of movement.

PAUL:  It always seems to come back to acceptance, doesn’t it?

ELIAS:  Yes. (Chuckling)

PAUL:  So, I have had this feeling that the only way that I can truly help somebody is in the way that they want to be helped, and the only way to come to that position within myself is by accepting whoever and whatever they are.

ELIAS:  You are correct, and in this, you may be recognizing of a sense or a feeling that you have incorporated throughout your focus, of wanting to be creating a notable expression, (Paul laughs) a recognizable expression, and this is an aspect which presents itself to you in association with your intent.  This be the reason that you have incorporated that particular type of feeling throughout your focus, for this is an aspect of what you create within your focus.

PAUL:  Curiouser and curiouser! (Elias chuckles)

I think the answer to this is yes.  In a psy-time impression from a few days ago in which I was climbing a ladder, were you my brother that I was pushing up that ladder? (Pause)

ELIAS:  Yes.

PAUL:  Cool!

So far, in my objective perception, there are relatively few Borledim family essences attracted to this material ... or focuses of essence.  You’ve said the Borledim and Vold families are organizing this shift, so why aren’t there more Borledims around to keep me company?

ELIAS:  (Chuckling)  There are many individuals that are belonging to this essence family that hold an awareness objectively of the movement which is occurring.

I shall express to you, partially the reason, so to speak, in objective terms, of why more individuals of this essence family have not been presented within this forum is that the forum itself has moved through its stages of expansion.

Individuals have drawn themselves to this interaction in greater numbers, so to speak, associated with the essence families of Sumafi and Sumari, and that has been welcomed and allowed by the individuals that participate physically in facilitating this phenomenon.  As the physical[ly] focused individuals create their movement in conjunction with this phenomenon, they expand their awareness, which also expands the allowance for an influx of more individuals of other essence families to be drawing themselves to this interaction also.

Many other individuals of other essence families may not be choosing to draw themselves to this particular individual phenomenon.  There is much information which is being offered within your time framework concerning this movement of this shift in consciousness.  There are many avenues that individuals may avail themselves of presently to be engaging this type of information.  The exchange that occurs in this phenomenon is merely one avenue and one offering of information in which some individuals choose to be drawing themselves to this type of expression of information.

I may express to you, many individuals that are belonging to this essence family of Borledim hold their attention in other directions than this type of a participation.  But I shall also express to you that as you continue to view futurely, you shall be noticing more individuals drawing themselves to this exchange and interaction belonging to other essence families than you may have viewed previously.

PAUL:  What would one of those other directions for the Borledim family be?

ELIAS:  A concentration of attention in the identification of exchange of energy with self, in a manner of speaking, and the projection of that energy, and participation with other individuals.

In actuality, [this is] quite similar to your own design within your individual intent in this focus.  You, within this time framework, move in the expression of consideration of energy exchange, or the action of channeling energy of YOUR essence to be offering similar information, which you thusly shall create a movement in relation to that information of extending outwardly that information, offering different methods or avenues of movement to other individuals to be facilitating more of an ease in their movement and a lack of conflict in relation to each other and other individuals.

Many individuals that are belonging to this particular essence family create an action of turning their attention to their individual essence and accessing information in this manner, and not necessarily participating in the action of an energy exchange.  Their attention is focused upon the interactions and creations within your physical dimension.  Their attention is focused upon individuals.

They concern themselves with what we have expressed as earth stock, which may be interpreted as the creation of and the nurturing of your species.  Therefore, their attention is held in association with the interactions that are occurring between individuals, and also in how all of you as individuals interact within your dimension itself, how you are participating in its creation, for your participation in its creation is also your participation in your creation of yourselves.

PAUL:  This is a hard area for me.  I’ve never considered myself a nurturing type of person.  However, I have had an intense desire for the inward connection to essence.

ELIAS:  Ah, and I shall disagree with your assessment, for may you offer to myself presently that you do not hold a desire to be helpful to other individuals?

PAUL:  Oh, that IS a contradiction, isn’t it? (Elias chuckles)  Okay.

ELIAS:  This expression of this desire to be helpful to other individuals, in the manner that you express it, is directly related to the expression of your intent and your essence family, and IS an expression of nurturing.

PAUL:  I guess it’s just how we define it, isn’t it?

ELIAS:  Quite. (Chuckling)

PAUL:  Hmm ... yeah, I’ll ask it anyway.  When I look at a clear blue sky, I see many small curls of a translucent something — and I’m not talking about floaters that people see — that are wriggling about in my peripheral vision.  Are these manifestations of essence, and why do I only see them when looking at the sky?

ELIAS:  In a manner of speaking, yes, these are manifestations of essence.  They are the exhibition and manifestation of other types of expressions which occupy the same space arrangement and physical dimension as do you, but you do not offer yourself a clear or constant viewing of them, for they do not participate in the same type of reality creation that you create in the design of your officially accepted reality in this physical dimension.

PAUL:  I have the impression that I have more than a few focuses in other dimensions.  I go back to my fascination as a teenager, and actually older than that, with science fiction and that sort of thing.  Is this part of the connection that I’m making?

ELIAS:  These are not bleed-throughs to other physical dimensions, although I may express to you, you do hold many focuses of essence within other physical dimensions.

These particular manifestations are quite natural, in a manner of speaking, to this physical dimension, in like manner to yourself.  They are aspects of essences, some of which may be aspects of your own essence.  They are, in a manner of speaking, a type of alien manifestation within your own space arrangement.

PAUL:  Sure!  Why not? (Laughing, and Elias chuckles)

Okay.  Well, I’ve come to the end of my list right here.  I’ll ask it again — what sort of “heads up” do you have for me this time?

ELIAS:  (Chuckling)  And I shall express to you to be continuing in your noticing, and also, allow yourself to be relaxing.  Recognize that in the imagery that you are presenting to yourself and the experiences that you are offering to yourself in connection with your consideration of your choice to be engaging an energy exchange, you hold the choice, and you may be creating the choice in whichever manner you wish.  You may be participating temporarily, and you may disengage.  You may participate in this type of action in lengthiness, or not.  YOU design how you shall participate.

Therefore, offer yourself the freedom to move in the expression of what you desire without limitation, and also in the recognition that you are directing the action, for essences are not intrusive.  Therefore, in this type of energy exchange, within any moment that you choose not to be continuing in your participation, it shall be acknowledged and complied with.  Are you understanding?

PAUL:  Yes.  It’s the relaxation that’s the hard part.

ELIAS:  Quite, and the offering to yourself of trust.  Therefore, notice within the moments that you are not offering your expression of trust, and you may allow yourself the opportunity to be addressing to this.

PAUL:  Hmm.  A small question — when you say “addressing to this,” do you mean addressing to my lack of trust?

ELIAS:  Yes, and offering yourself the expression of acknowledgment of self.

PAUL:  Okay.  Elias, I thank you very much for our time together.

ELIAS:  You are quite welcome.  I anticipate our next meeting, and I offer to you encouragement and my expression of energy.  I am acknowledging of you, and you may offer my greetings to your partner also.

PAUL:  Thank you.

ELIAS:  To you this day, in affection, au revoir.

PAUL:  Au revoir.

Elias departs at 3:03 PM.

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