Exploring Sexual Preference
Topics:
“Exploring Sexual Preference”
“The Orientation of Soft”
Monday, July 3, 2000
© 2001 (Private/Phone)
Participants: Mary (Michael) and Joseph (Dainel).
Elias arrives at 9:57 AM. (Arrival time is 26 seconds)
ELIAS: Good morning, Dainel.
JOSEPH: Good morning, Elias! I guess I don’t have to introduce
myself! (Elias chuckles) So, we’ll waltz right into it.
ELIAS: Very well.
JOSEPH: First, I have a comment to make about an analogy you often
give. Du hast einen Vogel! Get it? (Elias chuckles) I
guess you do! (Laughing)
I wish to take care of a favor for a dear friend. George wonders
if you would help with confirmation on a name of a focus. He knows
the first name for sure. It’s Marcus. More than one person
got various names for the rest of the name. George got Marcus Antonius
Aurelius Caifano. Is this correct? Vicki got another one ...
but George got Marcus Antonius Aurelius Caifano. Is this correct?
(Pause)
ELIAS: No.
JOSEPH: Okay. Now, Vicki got Marcus Polonius or Plubius.
Is either correct? (Pause)
ELIAS: You may acknowledge affirmative in relation to Lawrence’s
impression.
JOSEPH: Polonius or Plubius?
ELIAS: Polonius.
JOSEPH: Polonius?
ELIAS: Yes.
JOSEPH: Okay, thank you. Okay, George also wonders why an essence
is referred to as he or she, when essence is not supposed to have a sex.
For example, you refer to Ron, who is Olivia, as she, and Seth called Jane,
who is Ruburt, he. Has this been explained in another session already,
and could you give me an idea of which session you might have explained
it in?
ELIAS: This is merely an identification of a particular type of
configuration of energy that you within this physical dimension identify
in relation to genders, and as it is a familiar expression to you and is
relative to your physical dimension — for you do create your physical reality
in relation to the expressions of gender — it is merely an expression that
may be offered as a translation of certain types of identifications associated
with a particular type of expression of energy that you are familiar with.
JOSEPH: Okay, thank you for that. A dear friend of George’s
has just disengaged, a dog named Emma. George is aware that animals
do not have beliefs to get rid of after this physical life, but he’s wondering
where Emma is now, and what she is. George has suggested that she
might be a baby whale swimming alongside its mama in the ocean. I
answered George with the suggestion that this might be imagery, and before
I go on with what I think about this, I’ll let you answer his question.
Where is Emma now? What is she? (Pause)
ELIAS: I shall express to you that this configuration of consciousness
has not reconfigured into an actual manifestation at this present moment.
I may also express to you that you are correct in your expression of your
impression that he is offering to himself imagery, which may be comforting
within your physical expressions.
JOSEPH: George is disturbed because he had to take the dog to
the vet to have it put to sleep, and he mainly wants your confirmation
that it was Emma’s choice to disengage.
ELIAS: Yes.
JOSEPH: Okay, I’ll tell him that. Thank you.
One evening I was listening to NPR in the kitchen while I was making
supper, and there was a program on this radio station about a famous personage,
and this jarred information in regions of my consciousness that are usually
blocked off, that the individual I was hearing about is another focus of
mine. This person did paintings and sculptures, and is one of those
famous artists. You mentioned that I had a focus as a sculptor and
a painter. How about one born March 6, 1475? How about if we
play guessing games with the readers of the transcripts, and not call the
artist by name? (Elias starts laughing) Do you know what I’m talking
about?
ELIAS: Yes. (Grinning) In your attempt to not be drawing
attention to the notoriety of the individual, but merely in the expression
of confirmation or validation of your impression, which I am acknowledging
of....
JOSEPH: Oh, thank you.
Okay, you’re aware that it’s one of my big pleasures in life to have
a horoscope of any individual I know. The astrological chart offers
a deeper insight into what I already know about a person. The only
way I can construct a chart on this famous focus of mine is for you to
offer me the individual’s exact time of birth, and the location.
Would you be willing to? (Pause)
ELIAS: I shall express to you first that you attempt to be offering
yourself this information, and subsequently, if you view yourself to be
in your terms unsuccessful, I shall be compliant.
JOSEPH: Repeat that. I didn’t hear the complete thing.
You said I should try to do this myself, and then if I what?
ELIAS: If you deem yourself to be unsuccessful....
JOSEPH: Oh, okay. Now I get it. Thank you. Okay,
thank you.
I wonder if the importance of fame that I carry through this present
life of obscurity is something from my connection to this successful and
highly renowned artist focus of mine, and connected with that is something
that has bothered me for many years. Although I like the type of
work that I do, I’ve always hated the image. It’s as though someone
is looking down on me. Now I wonder if that feeling/desire to continue
the recognition in my focus is from this famous sculptor.
ELIAS: No. This is an association which is directly related
to the beliefs that are held and influencing within this particular focus
presently.
JOSEPH: Okay. If my memory serves me, this artist had an
unusually strong enjoyment of the beauty of the male body. I think
I sense a parallel to my present focus. Essence is expressing this
enjoyment of male in another way, in my response to the personality of
male.
ELIAS: It is a quality that you share in expression, yes.
JOSEPH: Okay, thank you. I know I’m connected with this
focus, this famous focus, but all the focuses I was aware of experienced
lives of misery and great conflict. We talked about it in a previous
session.
Then I began to realize that my viewing of this focus of an artist who
enjoys his life may have been that I started to gain and accrue self-acceptance.
Also, I’m now telling myself that I’m a wondrous, glorious being worthy
of this, that, and everything else. Is that correct, and perhaps
I can now expect to contact more focuses that are living relatively happy,
fulfilling lives?
ELIAS: If you are so choosing, yes. (Grinning)
JOSEPH: Okay. The focus of the person we were just talking
about was concurrent with the life of Martin Luther, and so the sculptor
lived through the Reformation. I wonder what this individual thought
of that, and I wonder how he reacted to that. More importantly, this
focus of mine had many contacts with two factions, with both the side of
the pope and the side of Luther. In this focus, I grew up among Catholics
and Protestants who often offended each other and sometimes engaged in
rather bitter conflicts. Now I realize that these persons from my
childhood may well have been other focuses of those sixteenth century individuals
who participated in the Reformation and conflict, and which that other
focus of mine is in contact with.
ELIAS: Yes, you are correct.
JOSEPH: Okay, thank you. Back to the Egyptian focus for
a quick detail, did I stab and kill Richard with a sword while he sat in
a chair? (Pause)
ELIAS: Your impression is correct.
JOSEPH: Now I’ll make another quick return to the Greek focus.
I think I know how my man died. Did he fall down a rocky slope and
break his neck? (Pause)
ELIAS: Yes.
JOSEPH: A bit of clarification on our previous conversation, and
all I request is a quick yes or no. Is Richard, from the Egyptian
focus, and Curtis, the gang-banger I mentioned, are they focuses of the
same essence?
ELIAS: No.
JOSEPH: Okay. Are Lee, Mike, and Kevin focuses of one essence?
ELIAS: No.
JOSEPH: Are my brother and the black man I see within my mind’s
eye focuses of the same essence? (Pause)
ELIAS: Yes.
JOSEPH: Okay. Are some of those black men I see the ones
I’ve been around in the nursing home who have Thomas in their names? (Pause)
ELIAS: You have encountered one.
JOSEPH: One. Is that Robert Thomas, the man I see almost
every weekend in one nursing home? (Pause)
ELIAS: Yes.
JOSEPH: Okay. As I laid in my bed one night after I meditated
on a man I want to visit me for sex, something came into my mind and stuck
there. What came into mind were two focuses in the slavery era, the
American slavery era, a black man and woman. They were separated
and sold to separate owners, but the woman felt the pain more keenly than
the man did. At first I thought these focuses were the basis of the
relationship I’m trying to form through my meditations. The man I’m
trying to draw to me is a heterosexual married man now, whose focus is
that of the female slave. This heterosexual American slave feels
a bleed-through of her longing that’s becoming expressed towards me when
the two of us meet, since I have a focus as a male slave. And after
that was in my mind for half a day, I began to wonder if these two focuses
were the basis of the attachment that Curtis and I had for each other.
Maybe that explains why he continues to cling to me even though I reject
him. My question to you is, these two focuses that are coming into
my mind, the male and female slaves, are they someone I’m trying to draw
to me, or is that an explanation of my relationship with Curtis?
ELIAS: What you are engaging in offering yourself this type of
information is a validation of your shared experiences with other individuals.
You are also offering to yourself another validation in your interconnectedness
with other individuals and experiences that you share, and you are allowing
yourself to draw parallels between the experiences of different focuses.
This is not to say that one experience or many experiences within any
focus is creating the experiences that you are engaging within this focus,
or that they are the reason for your experiences within this focus.
You are merely offering yourself imagery and impressions which provide
you with information, that you may view parallels of these types of experiences.
Many times, this type of action within certain individuals is beneficial,
for within your physical dimension, you move in a manner of viewing reality
outside of yourself, and in that action, as you allow yourself to view
the experiences and choices and creations of other individuals, you offer
to yourself a type of clarity in your assessment of those experiences and
choices, and subsequently you may allow yourself to view your own choices
and creations more clearly.
In this, as you draw parallels between your creations in this focus
and what you view in the experiences of other focuses, you allow yourself
to identify and clearly view the interactions that are occurring in other
focuses that you participate within, in the same manner that you view other
individuals outside of yourself and allow yourself a clarity in what they
are creating.
This creates more of an ease as you turn your attention back to self,
in allowing you more clarity as to what YOU are creating presently.
[It is] not that the other experiences in other focuses are dictating
your experiences now, or that they are influencing you in a manner to be
producing those same types of actions, but that you may offer yourself
more clarity in what YOU engage and the choices that you create in THIS
focus.
Are you understanding?
JOSEPH: Barely. It’s very difficult for me to comprehend.
I think I almost get it. I think the only question that remains is
... do I actually have a focus as the black man that I envisioned?
ELIAS: Yes.
JOSEPH: And does Curtis have a focus as this woman?
ELIAS: Yes.
JOSEPH: Okay, so what you’re explaining to me is how these focuses
interact or what the basis of my experience is. Okay, I understand
now. I’m gonna have to think more about that. Thank you.
ELIAS: You are welcome.
JOSEPH: Okay, is
a conversation between you and Vivien. She mentions connecting with
focuses in nonphysical realms. On page 8, she describes a monster
with a head like a mushroom and tendrils hanging down, etc. I see
this creature so clearly that it caused me to think that I might have a
focus in this dimension. Do I?
ELIAS: Yes.
JOSEPH: Okay. I’m batting close to a hundred here! (Elias
chuckles) Congratulations to me!
ELIAS: Very well!
JOSEPH: What you said to me in the last session, when I asked
you about male, female, and other, completely confused me. You explained
gender at length ... well, you talked about gender at length, which didn’t
seem to pertain. I don’t have any confusion about gender or what
you mean by that. Then you brought in the orientations, which distracted
me just as much. After mulling all of this, I decided to stick with
the opinions I formed about sex before I ever even heard of you, with some
modifications from what you tell us. So I’m gonna describe what I
think, and you can comment to the extent you wish.
A male comes into this focus with the decision already made as to whether
to experience sex with just females or with other males, and also with
a pool of probabilities from which he can create his life. A portion
of males — I think it’s a small percentage — decides on sexual interest
and activity with females only. A smaller portion decides on sexual
interest or activity with males only. The rest of the males experience
a varying interest in females and a varying interest in other males, from
a little bit, to more and more, to the point where the interest or activity
is directed to about half of each, males and females. Thus there
is a gradual shading, from a male being completely heterosexual, to one
having slight homosexual tendencies, to being interested in both sexes,
to having more and more interest in other males, to being completely interested
in other males. In other words, when the whole spectrum of humanity
is taken into consideration, there is no boundary between a male’s interest
in females and a male’s interest in other males. Okay ... I just
hope you won’t confuse me! (Laughing) Go ahead and express yourself.
(Elias chuckles)
ELIAS: I may say to you once again, the identification of gender
as a choice for manifestation is merely a choice of physical appearance
and function. As to the identification of sexual preference, this
is the design of the individual, but is....
JOSEPH: To what point? The design of the individual to what
point?
ELIAS: That is an individual choice also. It is not predetermined.
JOSEPH: So it can be at any point in his life? It’s a probability
that he can choose at any point?
ELIAS: Quite, for this is not associated with gender or with orientation.
It is an objective preference. It is a choice which is created in
relation to your physical manifestation in this particular dimension.
It is relative to this physical dimension and the design of this physical
dimension.
At times, an essence may focus its attention into a particular manifestation,
and from the onset of that manifestation, the individual may choose a particular
preference and may continue that preference throughout the entirety of
the focus. Many times this is the design of this type of preferential
choice, but it is not ALWAYS the design of the preferential choice.
It is not a rule.
But there are many times in which the individual is expressing this
type of choice, which creates the appearance, within your physical viewing
and understanding, that the choice has been created before manifestation,
and that the individual is predestined to a particular expression, and
that it is not a situation of choice OR preference.
But I shall express to you quite definitely, the expression of sexual
interaction with any other individual is quite a choice of preference,
which is an objective creation relative to this physical dimension.
JOSEPH: When you talk about preference and objective choice, the
reason I’m puzzled about all that is because there are millions — that
I know of, and I know there’s numerous more essences that I’m not aware
of — of men who do not choose to engage in homosexual activity, but they
also feel a strong impulse to try to fight it. That’s objective!
How can objective choice be in conflict with....
ELIAS: That IS objective, and all of your conflict in ANY expression
is objective.
JOSEPH: I mean, it seems to come from another realm, the urge
for homosexual experiences. It doesn’t seem to be objective.
Their objective desires just stay within the framework of society, the
heterosexual framework.
ELIAS: Not necessarily. This is an expression of your beliefs.
Every expression, every movement, every choice that you create of any
type of manifestation — be it thought or feeling or emotion or physical
action — within your physical reality is, within your waking state, an
objective choice. It is an element and an expression of your objective
reality.
Even elements of your dream interaction are objective, for any expression
that you hold in memory which may be associated with familiar objects or
actions that relate, so to speak, to your physical waking reality may be
expressed as objective.
JOSEPH: Well, you know, I am not understanding this very well,
but I don’t think it’s possible. I think something has to evolve
inside of me for me to gain comprehension; some movement has to take place.
I would like to go on to specifics. There have been several men
in my life that I’ve really been puzzled about because of the way they
teeter-totter between interest in males and interest in females, and I
wonder if you would express ... and also, these men cannot express themselves.
None of them can describe what they’re going through or what they’re feeling.
The only one who could tell me would be Elias. The most important
man in all of this is Louis, who has been visiting me for sex since 1982,
and this has been a very beautiful experience. When he first met
me, he was starting to raise a family — he has two sons in high school
now — and in the middle of that his wife divorced him, and he wanted to
stay married to her. I don’t understand how he feels about men and
women. Do you want to express anything?
ELIAS: Let me express to you, Dainel, the difficulty that you
are encountering in your thought process in association with this subject
matter is an expression of your beliefs, which are quite strongly held,
and this creates....
JOSEPH: Which beliefs?
ELIAS: Beliefs concerning expressions associated with sexuality.
In this, you focus your attention....
JOSEPH: Do you mean my personal beliefs, or the beliefs I align
with in society?
ELIAS: Both.
JOSEPH: Both, okay. Okay, continue.
ELIAS: You focus your attention quite intensely in a defined association
with this particular subject matter, and in this, the expressions that
fall outside of your defined association are objectively incomprehensible
to you, in a manner of speaking. They do not fit in the expression
that you view to be acceptable.
Let me also express to you, these expressions, these definitions, are
in actuality quite simple, and may be explained quite simply as being influenced
by individuals’ beliefs and their alignment with mass belief systems.
You are creating this same type of action in a different manner.
Some individuals allow themselves to be strongly influenced by societal
beliefs, and they themselves hold very strong beliefs in similar manner,
and therefore, as within the expression of all individuals within your
physical dimension, they allow these beliefs to be quite influencing of
their perception, which also dictates their reality, and therefore, they
create the type of reality through their perception that is strongly influenced
by the beliefs that they align with. You create this action also.
JOSEPH: I’m barely understanding, but I want to ask a question
to see if I understand part of it. When you talk about mass beliefs,
are you referring to the fact that they are living a heterosexual married
life, and they align with mass beliefs in that way?
ELIAS: Yes.
JOSEPH: And their real preference/choice is a homosexual existence?
ELIAS: It is not necessarily a situation of what you term to be
the real choice or the unreal choice.
JOSEPH: The unreal choice?
ELIAS: I am expressing to you that in certain situations, individuals
ARE expressing their reality in relation to what you are inquiring of.
It is not unreal that an individual be aligning with what you identify
as mass belief systems, and creating a design within their focus to be
expressing themselves in what YOU identify as heterosexuality, and also
express certain wants or desires or attractions physically to be experiencing
what YOU identify as homosexual activity.
It is not a question of either/or. This is an influence of your
beliefs, that you need be defined, within an individual focus and reality,
as choosing one direction or another direction in association with your
expression of sexuality.
What I am expressing to you is that these are objective choices of preference
which are quite changeable, and may be expressed consistently throughout
a particular focus in one direction, but it is not a rule. Therefore,
it is not an absolute, and there is the ability within all of you to alter
your preference within any given time framework. It is your choice.
This is an expression of your innate free will.
You are not locked into any expression concerning your preferences,
in a manner of speaking, even within your choices of male and female or
any of the expressions of the three orientations. Genuinely, you
are not locked into those experiences and choices either. But in
certain expressions of your reality, you have created such an intensity
of strength of your beliefs that you do not alter certain choices, and
you do not perceive them as BEING alterable. You view them as absolutes.
You manifest as male within this physical focus, you yourself, and in
this, it is objectively incomprehensible to you to engage the genuine realistic
recognition that this is a choice of physical configuration and that you
hold the ability, through your perception, to alter that configuration
of energy of physical mass within any given moment.
I have expressed previously that the choice of orientation that you
create within any particular manifestation in this dimension is a subjective
choice. Therefore, although it is possible theoretically to alter
that choice, you do not alter that choice, for it is also possible for
you to alter the choice of your physical gender, but you do not alter your
physical gender, and essentially, it is quite understandable that you do
not exert the expression in energy to be altering these types of choices,
for you are experiencing many other focuses simultaneously which ARE expressing
different choices. Therefore, YOU are experiencing different choices.
What I am expressing to you, Dainel, is that you allow yourself to view
the strength of your beliefs, and how they are greatly influencing of your
perception within your physical focus.
You choose particular expressions in this focus that may be quite confusing
or even incomprehensible to another individual, for they are not within
their design of experience, and their beliefs move in different types of
expressions, influencing their perception. You are creating the same
type of action in relation to your beliefs.
It is confusing or baffling to you objectively within your thought process
to view the choices of some other individuals within their focus, for they
are not in alignment with your beliefs, your perception, and your choices.
But this is not to say that they are inefficiently expressing themselves
or their reality, or that they are even denying themselves within their
experience.
For I shall express to you, all of you are creating your value fulfillment,
and all of you are creating experiences that are beneficial to you.
They may not be objectively comfortable, and they may express conflict
and confusion within you, but they ARE beneficial and you ARE choosing
all of these experiences.
(Intently) This, I may express to you, is the most difficult concept
for all of you to be incorporating as reality, that you actually DO create
— objectively — ALL of your reality, every moment, and that all of that
reality IS chosen. It is a CHOICE. (Pause)
JOSEPH: I don’t know if the next question makes any sense in view
of what you just told me ‘cause I only understood some of what you said,
but I’m gonna ask this question anyway. Can an extremely masculine
man also be soft? I mean, what I classify as an extremely masculine
man, can he also be of soft orientation?
ELIAS: Yes.
JOSEPH: Okay....
ELIAS: I may express to you, conversely, an individual, a man
that you assess within your identifications physically as displaying extremely
feminine qualities, may be holding the orientation of common or intermediate.
JOSEPH: Okay, so anybody could be any orientation is what you’re
saying, right?
ELIAS: Yes, and this is not the determining factor in relation
to sexual preference. Preference is an entirely different expression,
and this is objectively chosen.
JOSEPH: That part I understand. The part that’s more confusing
is what you call choice, because it doesn’t seem like choice. I guess
it’s because of beliefs, which I can’t really come anywhere near understanding.
On the subject of soft, in the course of reading the transcripts, I’ve
come across descriptions of the soft orientation, and for the most part,
I fit into what is described about soft. But one thing that you mentioned
doesn’t seem to pertain to me, and it’s that the people who are soft are
in continuous interaction with others. You also said that individuals
who are soft and solitary are in conflict.
ELIAS: I am quite understanding of your confusion in this aspect
of the offering of information. I am understanding of many individuals’
confusion concerning that particular aspect of the information which has
been offered.
For objectively — as you experience within your own focus, and other
individuals holding the orientation of soft also experience within their
focuses, and within the viewing of other individuals in relation to this
orientation of soft — it appears surfacely that these individuals holding
this orientation of soft create a propensity for isolation more so than
do individuals within the other two expressions of orientations.
Therefore, surfacely this appears to be contradictory.
I shall express to you, as I offer information of continuous interaction,
I am not expressing this information in the definition that you identify
as interaction, for your automatic association with this offering of information
is limited, and is defined in actual, objective, expressive, individual
interaction between yourself and other individuals.
Now; many times you associate this in the expression of relationships
in intimacy or partnerships. Let me express to you, as an individual
holding the orientation of soft, if you are allowing yourself to view your
focus in its entirety, from the onset of your focus to this point within
your linear time framework, you may allow yourself to view that in some
capacity, you are always engaging interaction, and in the time frameworks
that you engage no interaction with other individuals, you shall allow
yourself to view your own expression of discomfort. It matters not....
JOSEPH: You know, Elias, lots of times I’m in more discomfort
WITH people than when I’m alone.
ELIAS: I am understanding.
JOSEPH: So I don’t quite understand what you’re saying.
ELIAS: And this also is an expression that is experienced within
individuals that are of this orientation of soft. They also....
JOSEPH: I understand the reactions to others is part of being
soft. That’s clear to me. It’s the part about being alone that
puzzles me.
ELIAS: But are you genuinely what you term to be alone?
JOSEPH: The thing that I miss in my life is having sex and having
a partner, and that’s only for a short amount of time, and most of the
time I’m affected by it when I’m alone and I feel good, and I don’t have
that because I can’t seem to produce it. That’s my single biggest
problem.
ELIAS: I am understanding of the direction in which you have channeled
your energy and your objective expression. You express to myself
and to yourself and to other individuals that your want is to be interactive
with other individuals in the engagement of sexual activity, but that you
prize your time framework in which you are experiencing your aloneness,
so to speak.
What I am expressing to you is the suggestion that you view the reality
of what you are creating, and also your natural movement.
First of all, even within your time framework that you experience in
aloneness, you are not in actuality alone.
JOSEPH: I don’t understand that!
ELIAS: Look to your activity. You engage what you....
JOSEPH: Well, at work I’m around people, but I’m not interacting.
Other people are interacting much more than I am ‘cause they’re all common.
Then at home, there’s actually no one here.
ELIAS: Let us view your activity within your home, and your direction
of attention, and what you may physically term as your preoccupation of
your time framework in your aloneness.
JOSEPH: But does that mean that I’m practicing for other people,
to play for other people? Is that constantly being with someone?
ELIAS: You engage much activity in investigation of other focuses
of your essence ... and of other focuses of OTHER essences!
JOSEPH: Good god! (Laughing) I’m not aware of doing that.
I mean, a little bit, maybe.
ELIAS: This is not alone!
JOSEPH: Well, I repeat, I’m not aware of doing a lot of that.
Maybe a little bit....
ELIAS: I shall express to you that within your particular focus....
JOSEPH: Are you saying that people that are common and intermediate
aren’t really interacting that much? They aren’t really having those
fantasies, or they’re having different types of fantasies than I am?
Is that what you’re saying?
ELIAS: I am not expressing fantasy to you....
JOSEPH: Well, I’m calling ... it’s not quite fantasy. It’s
what you call investigating other focuses, just to translate that.
ELIAS: (Chuckling) Which, within your definition, creates
the expression of a lack of reality.
In this, what I am expressing to you, Dainel, is that you experience
certain aspects of discomfort and a lack of ease and pleasure within your
focus, which creates some elements of confusion and some elements of conflict,
which we have discussed and which you express within yourself many times,
and the reason that you engage these types of expressions of confusion
and conflict in association with certain manifestations is that you ARE
moving, in some expressions, contrary to the natural flow of your individual
orientation.
This is not to say that the identification of continuous interaction
must be expressed in constant engagement of other individuals. You
are associating a continuous engagement of other individuals in a definition
of continuous interaction, and they are not quite the same. You may
be interactive with other individuals continuously, and you may not be
experiencing certain elements of conflict in certain expressions, and this
is not to say that you need be engaging other individuals continuously.
Your energy shall be interactive regardless of your engagement with other
individuals ... and you hold an awareness of this objectively already!
You are aware, within your workplace, within other situations, that
you are engaging other individuals’ energies, regardless of your objective
physical engagement of these individuals. You are aware of your interaction
with other individuals’ energies. (Pause) You may define this action
within your thought process differently than I am expressing it to you,
but you do hold an awareness of the interaction that is occurring, regardless
of physical proximity and regardless of physical engagement. (Pause)
JOSEPH: Well, Elias, the time has gone way over, and I’m gonna
have to wind it up real fast here, so I won’t ask any more questions.
I just want to thank you for all your input, all your helpfulness, whatever
— information.
ELIAS: You are welcome, Dainel. Allow yourself a time framework
of assimilation.
JOSEPH: There’s some very difficult things to comprehend, extremely.
ELIAS: I am understanding. I am also understanding that
belief systems are expressed quite strongly.
And this be the reason that I continue to be interactive with all of
you, for this is the expression of difficulty in movement within this shift
in consciousness. Your movement into acceptance is quite unfamiliar.
It is very familiar to be in alignment and expressive of these belief systems,
and I continue to be expressing my energy in encouragement to you, and
you ARE offering yourself much information.
I may also express to you, allow yourself a relaxation in your movement.
You are assimilating much information quickly, and in that action, you
may also be creating some elements of confusion merely in the action of
swift movement.
JOSEPH: I can understand that concept. Can I ask a real
quick yes-or-no question? Don’t go into discussion; just say yes
or no. Is all the practicing on the piano that I do continuously
contrary to my intent in any way, or is it contrary to my orientation of
soft?
ELIAS: No.
JOSEPH: Okay, thank you.
ELIAS: (Chuckling) You are very welcome, my friend.
I shall continue to be offering energy to you....
JOSEPH: Offer energy to these men so they’ll have more interest
in me! (Laughing)
ELIAS: HA HA HA HA!
JOSEPH: Offer energy to my attractiveness or something! (Laughing)
ELIAS: Ah! And I shall leave this design to you! Ha
ha ha ha!
JOSEPH: That’s not very helpful! (Laughing)
ELIAS: Ha ha ha ha ha! I shall offer energy to you in encouragement
to be accepting of you, and THAT shall be helpful to your creation of your
attraction! (Laughing)
To you in great affection, and anticipation of our continuation of fun....
(Laughing)
JOSEPH: Much gratitude!
ELIAS: I express to you, my friend, au revoir.
JOSEPH: Good-bye.
Elias departs at 11:04 AM.
FOOTNOTES:
(1) When I heard “Du hast einen Vogel” on the
tape, I was clueless as to what Joseph was saying, so I asked him.
He told me the words and then said, “That’s German and means, ‘You’re crazy!’
Literally, it translates into, ‘You have a bird.’ It’s obviously
in reference to all Elias’ cages of birds or beliefs, which drive me crazy!”
(2) This was funny because I didn’t remember having
this impression. I searched my email filing cabinet at length, trying
to find where I had sent George these names, but nothing was there.
I finally asked him about it, and he said Vivien had this impression, not
me.
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