Creating a Wondrous Abandon!
Topics:
“Creating a Wondrous Abandon!”
“Exploring Future Focuses”
Sunday, June 11, 2000
© 2001 (Private/Phone)
Participants: Mary (Michael) and a new participant, Paul (Xutrah).
Elias arrives at 1:27 PM. (Arrival time is 23 seconds)
ELIAS: Good morning!
PAUL: Bon jour, mon ami! (Elias chuckles) I wish to thank
you for creating some linear time to speak with me today.
ELIAS: Ah, and you may be thanking of yourself also!
PAUL: Thank you!
ELIAS: Ha ha ha ha ha!
PAUL: Well, let’s see. Yes, I do have some questions.
ELIAS: Very well.
PAUL: To begin, may I have the essence name and spelling of my
family members? First of all, my wife, Anne. (Pause)
ELIAS: Essence name, Dorothy; D-O-R-O-T-H-Y.
PAUL: Okay, and her essence family, alignment, and orientation?
ELIAS: Essence family, Sumari; alignment in this focus, Vold;
orientation, common.
PAUL: Thank you. Now for my daughter, Allyson. What
is her essence name and spelling, family, alignment, and orientation as
well?
ELIAS: Essence name, Rishio; R-I-S-H-I-O. (ree’shee-oe)
Essence family, Sumari; alignment, Zuli; orientation, common.
PAUL: Thank you. Now my son, Matthew. (Pause)
ELIAS: Essence name, Ditoe; D-I-T-O-E. (dee’toe) Essence
family, Gramada; alignment, Ilda; orientation, common.
PAUL: Thank you. And now for myself. (Pause)
ELIAS: Essence name, Xutrah; X-U-T-R-A-H. (zoo’tra) Essence
family, Borledim; alignment, Sumari; orientation, common.
PAUL: Thank you. My wife wishes to know how many physical
focuses she has in this dimension, and my question is, how many focuses
have we shared? (Pause)
ELIAS: Physical focuses in total numbering in this particular
dimension associated with this individual, 786. Numbering of focuses
that you share commonly, 14.
PAUL: Thank you. So she’s an “old soul.” (Elias chuckles)
And I was wishing to know my fragmentation. (Pause)
ELIAS: This essence is fragmented from the mergence of the essences
of Trae, Mileau, and Doss.
PAUL: Okay, thank you.
ELIAS: You are quite welcome.
PAUL: Being new at this — I just have begun reading your transcripts
within the past two or three weeks — I would like to validate some subjective
connections that I have been making, if I may.
ELIAS: You may.
PAUL: Let’s see. In a dream a few years ago, I am a scribe
sitting at Jesus’ feet, taking notes as fast as I can while he is speaking.
I can’t keep up because I am trying to absorb the content at the same time
as listening. Because of this, I have a definite case of the “less
than’s.”
ELIAS: (Chuckling) You are correct.
PAUL: Is this focus’ name Thymaus? (Pause)
ELIAS: Eliminate “S” at ending of name. Yes, you are correct.
PAUL: So that would be Thymae.
ELIAS: Yes.
PAUL: Thank you. (Chuckling) A question ... or no, a feeling
that I had. I felt rather serious and musty in this focus.
Is this a focus that we shared? (Pause)
ELIAS: That I have participated in as an expression of this essence?
PAUL: Yes. (Pause)
ELIAS: Yes.
PAUL: Was I the scribe that you were referring to when you spoke
with Lawrence in my time frame recently? (Pause)
ELIAS: No.
PAUL: Okay. This is very interesting to me, because I have
two focuses at major shifts in consciousness; back then, or in our linear
time back then, and now, with our current shift in consciousness.
Do I have any more focuses at other major shifts in consciousness?
ELIAS: I may express to you that you participate in time frameworks
in which there are expressions of movement en masse that you may identify
as significant within your history, although not in the same type of capacity
as these particular movements that you are referring to.
PAUL: Okay, moving on. In a dream last week set in a quote/unquote
“future city,” I am blind and being led by a guide who is also blind.
Towards the end of the dream, my guide ran away from me. I was able
to follow slowly by looking through my eyelids, and occasionally opening
them to confirm my progress.
I’m curious about the imagery that I presented to myself of being blind.
I was assuming it was associated with being in the Sumafi family, but this
is incorrect. Can you help me in this line?
ELIAS: I shall express to you that what you have offered yourself
an opportunity to be viewing is not the creation of dream imagery, but
rather a projection of self within consciousness. These are different
actions.
In this, as you have allowed yourself to be projecting within consciousness,
you have moved your attention to a future focus of yourself and offered
yourself a viewing of actions that that particular focus engages.
Now; let me express to you that within this time framework, in association
with this shift in consciousness and its movement in this new millennium,
individuals are allowing themselves to be accessing information concerning
future focuses, or projecting their attention, their awareness, to actual
viewing or interaction with future focuses.
This offers an opportunity to be establishing a type of communication
in objective terms with another focus of essence that may exhibit more
willingness to be participating with you in an objective manner, and therefore
lending an expression of energy in helpfulness, so to speak, as you begin
incorporating the insertion of this shift into your objective awareness
and your officially accepted reality.
Projecting your attention to past focuses offers you information as
to expressions and qualities of yourself as essence, but the action of
allowing yourself to be interactive with future focuses incorporates a
difference in the expression, for those focuses that may be identified
as future focuses also allow themselves an opening or a wideness of their
objective awareness. Therefore, they do not incorporate hesitation
or fearfulness in their encounter with you.
Whereas, focuses which are manifest in what you identify as past are
not participating objectively in the action of this shift, and therefore
do not offer themselves the same type of objective awareness that you offer
to yourself within this present time framework. The interaction shall
be exhibited differently in your movement in connecting to, so to speak,
those past focuses. There is more of a willingness for interaction
in relation to future focuses.
You have offered yourself a beginning point. You have allowed
yourself to be projecting within consciousness and accessing another focus.
You may continue if you are so choosing in this interaction, and you may
be offering yourself information that may be helpful to your movement presently
within this shift, as may be offered by that other focus.
PAUL: Objectively, I wish to proceed with opening my consciousness
to this shift. It has been my perception that subjectively I still
incorporate an element of fear, and this is positive information along
those lines.
ELIAS: Let me also express to you, you allow yourself already,
in this action, in this projection, two valuable validations.
One is an overriding of the fear that you are speaking of temporarily,
and allowing yourself the accomplishment of projecting within consciousness;
not in the manner that is expressed — quite narrowly, I may add also —
in what individuals identify through your new philosophy of metaphysics,
but in a free flow of energy, without your silver cord (humorously) and
without the sluggishness of moving in small increments from room to physical
space to the identification of mapping a particular course, but merely
allowing yourself to spontaneously project to an area of consciousness
and a time framework, so to speak — which is a dimension within this dimension
— that shall be beneficial to you.
You also allow yourself a validation concerning the reality of future,
in future focuses of self. This holds significance also in another
expression, for you have chosen to be projecting your awareness to be moving
in relation to a specific individual that you view presently to be manifest
with what you define or identify as a disability in THIS time framework.
Now; in THAT time framework, it is NOT defined and viewed as a disability,
but is recognized as a specific, intentional choice of manifestation to
be creating a particular experience, and incorporated in that experience,
in the awareness that is held by that focus, it is not an obstacle to be
incorporating the experience of blindness. For the individual holds
the awareness that physical sight is merely the incorporation of one outer
sense, and that your seeing or visual may be incorporated without the engagement
of that particular physical sense.
Therefore, this individual has purposely created a particular experience
to be offering the exploration of movement NOT incorporating the engagement
of one particular outer sense, and overriding, so to speak, that one outer
sense through the movement and the expressions of other inner senses, which
may offer the same expressions without the outer sense.
YOU have not accomplished this action yet — ha ha! — within your physical
time framework, but you DO hold this ability! (Laughing)
PAUL: I have been trying to nurture it, to the best of my ability.
ELIAS: But in this action, you offer yourself a reinforcement
in recognition that any ability that may be exhibited by any future focus,
you also incorporate now. Therefore, in allowing yourself to view
another focus which creates this type of action, you also validate yourself
within THIS focus, and reinforce your recognition of the abilities that
you hold within this focus.
PAUL: Excellent. May I have the name of that quote/unquote
“future focus,” that I may better identify with his abilities, and mine?
ELIAS: You may. This individual within future focus incorporates
the physical naming of Randolph.
PAUL: Out of curiosity, were you the guide in that dream?
ELIAS: No. This is what you may term to be a friend of this
individual.
PAUL: Okay. Most importantly ... this is the core right
now for me to understand. About seven years ago I had a “spiritual
experience,” quote/unquote, that set me on a path of joyful sobriety.
My state of mind immediately preceding this experience was one of abject
despair. In this experience, I entered into a three-dimensional blackness,
both auditory and visual, in which I encountered a being — I don’t know
how else to explain it. It emanated and filled me with pure, unconditional
love. It told me I didn’t have to do what I was doing anymore if
I didn’t want to do that.
After some indeterminate amount of time, I had to withdraw from this
essence because the feeling was too intense. I’d appreciate help
in understanding this experience, which by the way, happened once more
since that initial time.
ELIAS: This is your offering to yourself of YOU. This is
your offering of yourself with essence.
Let me express to you, within your physical dimension, at times, individuals
throughout your history, so to speak, have allowed themselves moments in
which they are creating what you may identify in your physical language
as a wondrous abandonment.
And in those moments — which many times are preceded by tremendous despair
— the individual allows themselves a brief time framework in which there
is an actual alteration of their consciousness as it is configured in this
physical dimension.
Now; let me express to you, individuals have identified these types
of experiences or moments as viewing or experiencing the presence of God
or allowing themselves to be within the company of angels, and the experience
of presence is overwhelming.
PAUL: Quite.
ELIAS: Now; let me also offer to you, within the design of this
particular physical dimension, you have created an expression of separation
in which you focus aspects of your attention as essence in very specific
directions. This creates what I have identified as an individual
focus, which is your identification of you.
In that action, in relation to this particular dimension, you quite
purposefully create this veil of separation between this one focus of attention
and all other expressions of essence and all other attentions of essence.
You even create a veil of this attention between the one primary aspect
of yourself and all of the other aspects of yourself, which are all quite
present and exist quite in the same expression physically as do you in
the one aspect of you that you recognize, but you view merely one — the
primary expression of yourself. This is your identification of you.
And all that you view to be a part of you, so to speak, you do not actually
incorporate as a genuine part of you, but as some element that is outside
of you — your higher self, your wider self, your unconscious self, your
subjective self. You almost create an actual physical separation
between the attention that you recognize and all of these other aspects
of you that you incorporate as parts of you, but parts of you that are
removed from you, for they are not identifiable to you in the same manner
as the primary aspect of you.
Now, this is all created within this particular physical dimension quite
purposefully, and has been a very efficient expression in the movement
and exploration of this particular physical reality.
But even within that expression, throughout your history, as I have
stated, within certain moments, some individuals offer to themselves a
moment — or several moments — in which they drop these veils of separation
and allow themselves a recognition and an experience of fullness of their
being, of themselves.
But in reincorporating the veil of separation, as the experience becomes
more and more intense and overwhelming to the individual objectively, the
identification of this experience — and of this presence — is so very foreign
to your reality within this particular dimension that you create definitions
for what the experience may be.
And in this, you identify the gloriousness of the experience and of
this being or this presence, and within your objective awareness — which
is quite influenced by your beliefs — you assess that this cannot possibly
be you, but must be the identification of some wondrous element of consciousness
that holds much greater expression than do you, and you struggle with your
attempt to be identifying what this expression may be.
In this, at times, especially within moments of great fear or great
despair or great anguish within this physical dimension, individuals may
create this action of wondrous abandon, and may drop the veils of separation
and allow themselves to momentarily experience the wonder and the gloriousness
of their own being. This creates an expression of inspiration.
It also creates an intense expression of motivation.
Now; I may express to you, the motivation may be created in many forms.
Those individuals that you identify throughout your history as martyrs,
many times at the moment preceding disengagement or what you term to be
death, offer themselves this type of experience, for it creates a tremendous
surge of energy which you channel, so to speak, into your experience and
configure into the expression of motivation.
You have allowed yourself this type of experience. I may express
to you, in a manner of speaking, within this physical reality, you have
offered yourself a tremendous gift. (Paul sighs deeply)
This may serve you in many expressions. It may serve you in many
directions and in relation to your movement in this shift in consciousness,
for you may allow yourself to draw upon these experiences in your recollection,
so to speak, and you may remind yourself of the wondrousness of what you
are! This may serve you well, in reminding you also of what you hold
in capability.
PAUL: Ooh. (Sighing) Yes, it certainly was a gift, and one
that I am very grateful, very fortunate to have experienced. I have
to be honest and say, I would sure like to be able to do that again!
ELIAS: Ha ha ha ha ha ha!
Now; this is the point of your shift in consciousness ...
PAUL: Really?
ELIAS: ... to be dropping those veils of separation and to be
creating a widening of awareness, and incorporating the remembrance into
your objective awareness within this physical dimension.
PAUL: So if I may paraphrase briefly, the point of the shift in
consciousness is to drop the veil that we have incorporated into this physical
dimension of our intimate connectedness with ourselves, our essence.
ELIAS: Yes.
PAUL: Ooh, that makes it easier!
ELIAS: Ha ha ha! Or so you may be thinking! (Laughing)
PAUL: Or so I may be hoping!
ELIAS: Ha ha ha!
For to be accomplishing that action, you also need be accomplishing
the movement into the expression of acceptance of self and of your design
of this physical dimension — which the design of this physical dimension
incorporates belief systems — and the movement into this expression of
widening of awareness and the dropping of these veils of separation is
accomplished in the acceptance of your belief systems, and in the acceptance
and incorporation of trust of self.
PAUL: Ah, yes.
ELIAS: And there, we shall express, my friend, is the rub!
Ha ha ha ha ha!
PAUL: Aye, there it be! (Elias laughs) But I must say, this
journey I have set for myself, since that experience of knowledge of essence,
has been unbelievably, unbelievably fun! (Elias chuckles)
ELIAS: And you may be noticing it becomes easier and easier.
PAUL: Oh, perhaps one has that luxury in looking back!
ELIAS: Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!
PAUL: It never seems quite as easy in the midst of the throes.
ELIAS: Ah, let me express to you, my friend, that you may be incorporating
a thought process.
In the moments that you are viewing tremendous difficulty, express to
yourself the recognition that it is difficult merely for the reason that
you are complicating your movement, and in actuality, all that you create
is already effortless and the movement of your creations are quite simple,
but you are so very fond of complicating all of your actions! (Laughing)
PAUL: So, in the program that I participate in, we have a saying:
“This is a simple program for very complicated people.”
ELIAS: Quite! I shall express to you, hear hear! (Laughing)
PAUL: (Laughing) Very good! Wow, that was very insightful.
I thank you very much for that.
ELIAS: You are very welcome.
PAUL: I have a couple more question here. What is my essence
relationship to the physical focus named Rachel? (Pause)
ELIAS: In physical terms or in nonphysical terms?
PAUL: In nonphysical terms; for example, shared focuses, et cetera.
ELIAS: Shared focuses is the identification of physical terms.
You do incorporate other focuses, in physical terms. You also have
participated in many actions of mergences of essences.
PAUL: That is specifically what I am referring to, I guess, because
she has come up in my dreams more than a few times recently. (Elias chuckles)
So this would be a mergence of essence, correct?
ELIAS: Yes.
PAUL: Okay, let’s see. I’m going to ... here, I’ll just
say it. Last week ... it wasn’t last week. But do I need a
new computer monitor, or are those sporadic flashes just you having some
fun?
ELIAS: Ha ha ha ha ha! Interesting question!
Now; I may express the same inquiry to you. Do you perceive yourself
to be needing of a new monitor?
PAUL: (Laughing) I have already purchased one!
ELIAS: Ah! Then you DO perceive yourself to be needing of
a new monitor! I shall express to you that you may be “monitoring
your monitor!” (Paul laughs) And I may be monitoring your monitor
also! Ha ha ha ha ha! This is in actuality quite fun!
Ha ha ha!
PAUL: It is!
ELIAS: And I may express to you, what you view upon your monitor
is not merely an incorporation of other energy which may be associated
with this essence, but an interaction of energy between yourself and this
essence. (Laughing)
PAUL: Oh! Does this mean that I need to be noticing more?
ELIAS: Ah, and I shall be quite acknowledging of your recognition
of that! (Chuckling)
PAUL: Excellent. Now, we are, in linear terms, running short
on time. Is there anything you wish to express to me — quote/unquote,
“give me a heads up?”
ELIAS: Ah. I express to you, continue within your noticing.
I shall also express to you, in that noticing, allow yourself to be
incorporating that action in relation to this future focus that you have
accessed, for the movement that you are creating presently and the probabilities
that you are creating presently opens a door, so to speak, between yourself
and this future focus, and you may be allowing yourself information through
that door, so to speak.
I shall also express to you, do not be discounting of yourself so very
intensely!
PAUL: (Laughing) Ah, you know me too well!
ELIAS: (Chuckling) You are moving quite efficiently, and
you need not be expressing discounting of yourself quite so often! (Chuckling)
PAUL: Ah, you mean I’ve been “shoulding” on myself!
ELIAS: Ah, once again! (Laughing) You may be attempting
an exercise of acknowledging yourself ... and PLAY with that expression,
for that expression is less familiar in your creations than the expression
of discounting! (Chuckling)
PAUL: Indeed! We tend to walk the paths that are familiar,
do we not?
ELIAS: You do. Therefore, offer yourself the opportunity
to walk the unfamiliar and experience the fun!
PAUL: Well, this interaction with you has gone more than a little
bit towards that, I hope.
ELIAS: Yes, you are correct, and I shall continue to offer an
expression of energy to you, to be encouraging in your new adventure! (Chuckling)
PAUL: Thank you very much.
ELIAS: You are very welcome, my friend. I anticipate our
continued interaction and I offer to you an expression of tremendous affection.
PAUL: And I for you, Elias.
ELIAS: To you, today and always, au revoir.
PAUL: Au revoir.
Paul’s note: The tone that Elias’ voice took on during the last
couple minutes of the session touched me deeply. This “real live
dead guy” cares very much.
Elias departs at 2:22 PM.
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