Friday, May 12, 2001-1
© 2000 (Private/Phone)
Participants:  Mary (Michael) and Letty (Castille).
Elias arrives at 10:33 AM. (Arrival time is 17 seconds)

ELIAS:  Good morning!

LETTY:  Good morning, Elias!  And how are we this morning?

ELIAS:  As always!

LETTY:  Wonderful, wonderful!  Well, I’m really excited about this.  It’s been a while since I last talked to you!

I would like to start off with a question that Cindel asked for me last week, regarding my coughing and my blue energy center.  More specifically — maybe I’m trying to get validated — is it something that I’m holding back in my communication with people, or what?

ELIAS:  Partially, yes.

Now; in this, as I have stated to Cindel, you are also creating an action in connection with Isabel.  As you are aware, the two of you exchange energy quite often, and you offer energy to each other in many situations and many circumstances, in addressing to different elements within your realities.

In this same time framework, Isabel is creating an irritation within the same location — throat — and I have addressed to her to be viewing and aligning this same energy center of the blue.

In this, you are creating slightly different physical expressions, but you are affecting the same energy center, and the underlying reason that you are affecting of the same energy center is the same also.  You are both holding energy in this physical area in relation to communications.

This is an expression of restricting your own communications outwardly, as you view within yourselves some elements of uncertainty concerning your communications; recognizing your own beliefs, your own expressions, your own behaviors, and questioning the correctness, so to speak, of your communications.  Therefore, you are interrupting your communication with this irritation in this particular physical expression and the affectingness of the blue energy center.

It is not that you are discontinuing or entirely interrupting your outward communications, but that you are questioning your communications and how they are being received by other individuals, and you are questioning the effectiveness, and as I have stated, the correctness, of your own communications.

Now; in this, in actuality, it is a manifestation of a doubting of self, and your ability to be interactive efficiently and effectively with other individuals without projecting your expectations and beliefs to other individuals.

Now; I shall also express to you that this is, at times, a common expression within individuals as they are widening their awareness.  You create a movement automatically in the questioning of yourselves, as you are viewing and noticing and addressing to your own beliefs, your own behaviors, your own expressions.  You lean in the direction of creating this viewing of self in an intensity that you create almost an extreme, and you begin to create judgments and doubts within self, rather than accepting that within the moment, you are expressing perfectly.

The reason for noticing and addressing to beliefs is that you may be allowing yourselves to become accepting of them, and in this, you are also allowing yourselves to be accepting of self.

In the viewing of beliefs and of self, you automatically lean in the expression of duplicity, in which you create the judgments upon self.  This is what I have been expressing to you for much time framework, that [this] is not the point and is not moving in harmony with this action of acceptance.  It is merely a perpetuation of judgment, but as I have stated, it is also quite familiar to you, and automatic.

Therefore, you allow yourselves to be creating certain manifestations which gain your attention, and you offer yourselves opportunities to be availing yourself of information concerning those manifestations.

Therefore, you may view the responses that you are creating, turning your attention inwardly and creating doubts and judgments upon self, and this offers you the opportunity of choice to not continue in that type of manifestation.  Are you understanding?

LETTY:  Yes.  I do have one question ‘cause I realized that that was an attention to myself, and when I realize that’s happening, at that moment, I’m trying to sometimes even remember what it was about that I am trying to attract my attention to, but I kind of lose it.

ELIAS:  Specific events or actions are not important.  Those are the outward manifestations and the outward creations.  The physical imagery in itself holds little importance.

What holds importance is that you are allowing yourself to be noticing your perception, and that you are allowing yourself the opportunity to pay attention to your perception and how it moves.  One element of your perception directs your attention to self, and the judgments that you place upon self, in your inability or your inadequacy in the expression of communication.  Are you understanding?

LETTY:  Yes.  I was trying to figure out, okay, what was I trying to say — and not saying to somebody — or communicate?  But that doesn’t matter.  What matters is what I was thinking about myself.

ELIAS:  Correct, and in this, looking to the individual events at times may be helpful to some individuals, in offering you examples of expressions of behavior.  But once you have moved into an action of widening your awareness and familiarizing yourself with certain behaviors, it is of little importance any longer that you be focusing your attention on specific events or actions, for these are merely one element of the overall picture, so to speak.

In this, as you turn your attention to self, you allow yourself to view the entirety of the picture rather than merely one event, which is merely one brush stroke of the picture.

LETTY:  Okay.  That makes a lot of sense.  That was gonna be one of my questions to you, to help me focus on my state of self-judgment, and I think I just realized it. (Elias laughs)  And I do — I do!  I have caught myself judging myself, and having that little doubt about whether I did say the right ... whether I communicated correctly.

ELIAS:  But be remembering, that once again is merely one of the brush strokes upon the picture, for that is an expression of an incident or one action, a moment, one expression.

This is merely an indication to you or an example to you of the underlying movement that you create or the motivating force that creates those expressions, and the motivating force is the big picture.

LETTY:  Okay.  Speaking of creations and physical manifestations, a few days ago I experienced an ache, but only on my right side, which is a little different from the other ones I’ve asked about before.  This one seemed to be only on my right side — my right hand, my right finger, my right elbow, my right knee, like the joints.  I feel that it has something to do with ... I’ve always looked at the joints as having to do with flexibility, and how I am perceiving things as far as judging myself or judging other people, but I wasn’t sure if I was trying to tell myself something more specific, because of the fact that it was on the right side only.

ELIAS:  Your imagery that you are presenting to yourself in this specific manifestation is significant in relation to your movement and an association with this shift in consciousness.

Now; let me explain that the manifestation of affecting energy in relation to joints is not only an exhibition to you of flexibility, but also mobility, for the joints of your physical body facilitate mobility.

Therefore, it may also be translated into an equating with motion, and in this, you affect this particular side, so to speak, of your physical body, for you are recognizing or drawing to your attention your own individual movement in relation to this shift in consciousness.

The significance of the right side of your physical body is the symbology, so to speak, that the right side is associated with the female or feminine gender qualities.

Now; I have expressed much time ago within this forum that this shift in consciousness may be associated in one manner as a shifting from the design of your reality in association with masculine qualities, which has been created throughout your history thus far, into an expression of feminine qualities of energy in the action of this shift.

This is represented in all aspects of your reality.  You create identifications in all aspects of your reality in this dimension [as] associated with gender, male and female; not merely individuals, not merely elements of your reality that you define or identify as living do you associate with male and female, but you also associate objects or elements of your reality that you view as manufactured as male and female.

In this, you also associate, as I have stated previously, different elements of your physical bodies, your physical manifestation, as male and female.  The right is associated with female; the left is associated with male.

This be the reason that you affect merely one side of your physical body, for you are affecting in physical manifestation in association with the thrust of energy which is being manifest — and which you yourself are manifesting — in relation to this shift in consciousness and its movement into your objective reality.

LETTY:  Hmm!  Does this also have something to do with the wave that Cindel was telling me that we were currently going through?  I have noticed a lot of changes with people at work, people making a lot of mistakes or feeling a little bit doubtful about their work.

ELIAS:  And you shall be noticing of this type of expression and an increase in these types of expressions, or doubting of individuals within their own expressions, [or] your own doubts within self or judgments within self.

You are moving in the beginning aspects of this wave of duplicity and addressing to this belief system of duplicity, and you shall be noticing many, many different expressions that are associated with this particular wave and this particular belief system, for as I have stated, this one belief system intermingles itself with all other belief systems.  Therefore, there is no element of your reality that is unaffected by this particular belief system.

Now; those individuals that are belonging to the Sumafi family shall be expressing and experiencing the affectingness of this particular belief system more intensely than other individuals, and this may also become obvious to you in your viewing of other individuals.

You may be noticing some individuals that are being affected, in your terms, by this wave as they participate within this wave, and they shall be creating expressions in behaviors and exhibitions of energy in relation to this wave.

But you shall also be noticing of some individuals that appear to you to be struggling much more for a time framework — in discounting of themselves, in questioning of their abilities, in creating expressions of judgments upon other individuals.

[There are] many, many different types of expressions in association with this particular belief system, and in this, you may notice a variety of different types of expressions that individuals are creating in response to it.

LETTY:  Isn’t it to help ease maybe some of the uncertainties and doubts with myself or with other people?  Isn’t it just noticing it or acknowledging it, that that’s what it is?

ELIAS:  Partially, yes, you are correct, and the reinforcement to yourself, and at times even with other individuals, of acceptance; that you are merely participating within a wave.

And this needs not be expressed verbally to other individuals, or identified, so to speak, in communication of the actual wave in consciousness, but merely an acknowledgment and an acceptance that all of you are participating in this wave of duplicity, and this is not the measure of your abilities or your worth.  It is merely an opportunity for all of you to be viewing, noticing, and addressing to different aspects of this particular belief system, that shall allow you to move into more of an expression of acceptance.

LETTY:  Okay.  Well, I’m hoping that will make it easier! (They both laugh)  Okay, thank you very much, Elias.

ELIAS:  You are welcome.

LETTY:  I have a question.  I came up with a connection with Cindel and our friend Rosario, of a focus.  I haven’t connected a lot with focuses lately, personally.  But I see us in Africa in a primitive tribe, and I believe Cindel may be our mother, Rosario and I being siblings, but our friend Rosario being handicapped?

ELIAS:  You are correct.

LETTY:  Is that something that is bleeding through in her insecurity?

ELIAS:  Partially, this is being allowed to be affecting in association with the individual’s assessment of self presently, in doubting abilities and discounting of her own efficiency, so to speak.

LETTY:  Thank you.  I have a question for Marta.  He forgot to ask the essence name for his friend Leticia. (Pause)

ELIAS:  Essence name, Faith.

LETTY:  F-A-I-T-H?

ELIAS:  Yes.

LETTY:  Oh!  What a beautiful name!  Okay, I want to ask you if what we were just speaking about is related to the fear that I sometimes experience at night, when I’m home alone and I think I hear something or I start imagining hearing something or someone in the house.  It happens occasionally, but more, recently.

ELIAS:  (Grinning)  And this also is directly associated with the movement of this shift.

Let me express to you, Castille, each of you are creating the movement and the insertion of this shift in consciousness individually, and all of those individual expressions are what creates the collective or the mass expression.  It is not the reverse.

Therefore, it is not an expression that this shift in consciousness is occurring and affecting YOU, but that YOU are creating it and inserting it individually into each of your realities, and THIS is creating a mass movement and the manifestations of the shift in consciousness.

Now; in this, as I have expressed that you are all inserting this shift in consciousness into your objective reality now that you have moved into the time framework of your new millennium, you each individually are widening your awarenesses and opening your allowances objectively to be incorporating more aspects of consciousness into your objective awareness.  Therefore, many, many, many of you are experiencing unusual or different types of expressions within your individual realities.

Some individuals have begun seeing or viewing strange figures or movements within their objective waking reality.  Some individuals have begun hearing different expressions or even communications or voices within their reality.  Some individuals experience what they would identify as a presence or several presences that they do not quite identify, but they are quite aware of the existence of these presences.  Some individuals are encountering aspects within their reality that they are allowing to physically engage them and touch them.

In this, in some situations as you are experiencing elements of your reality that are unfamiliar, you may be responding in expressions of apprehension or some elements of even fearfulness.  I may express to you, there is no harmfulness which is looming or imminent in this action, and you may allow yourself to be relaxing, recognizing that this is merely energy moving within your reality, and you are merely allowing yourself to be opening within your objective awareness to be incorporating more of an expression in your awareness objectively of other aspects of consciousness, other aspects of your reality that you have not allowed yourself to experience or view previously.

LETTY:  Oh, I think I’ll sleep better tonight, Elias!

ELIAS:  (Laughing)  No harmfulness shall befall you.  In actuality, you are presenting yourself with opportunities; which you may turn your perception and allow yourself to view in excitement the newness of certain elements of reality, of consciousness, that you are now allowing to be inserted into your objective reality.

LETTY:  Wonderful!  Is that why I also ... lately I’m having trouble sleeping.  I mean, obviously, I know I’m creating it, but I’ll sleep for a few hours, and spend a lot of hours awake.

ELIAS:  Yes.

LETTY:  With the excuse of the fear, but....

ELIAS:  There is also an element of fascination!

LETTY:  Yes!

ELIAS:  For there is much movement which is occurring, and although it has not quite objectified itself yet in the same manner as you view the established elements of your objective reality, you are aware of the movement of consciousness, the movement of energy, and the action and movement of some THING.

Even in that you do not entirely objectively view the manifestations yet, there is still an objective awareness and there is an underlying expression of excitement in this, that you wish to be viewing and participating, and in a manner of speaking objectively, not missing what is occurring!

LETTY:  Yeah!

ELIAS:  Ha ha ha ha ha!

LETTY:  (Laughing)  The fun of it!  Wow, that is exciting!  I think I’ll definitely rest better anyway. (Elias chuckles)  That’s good.

I have one last question, regarding a dream I had a few nights ago.  Jose Luis, one of my coworkers, had died, and I felt very accepting of it.  It seemed very natural.  But yet, I was not accepting of my friend Rosario, who was upset about trying to perfect the religious announcements that go out — at least in the Catholic religion — when somebody dies.  I was upset about her, not about the fact that this person had disengaged.

ELIAS:  Quite.

Now; offer to me your impression of your imagery that you have presented to yourself, and what you are communicating to yourself that you may be viewing and paying attention to.

LETTY:  Well, part of it is that I feel that I am accepting of some things within me, because this person represents to me somebody that I don’t always see eye-to-eye with, and I feel that sometimes I don’t accept him, and therefore, it’s reflecting some of my non-acceptance issues.  And yet at the same time, I’m okay with disengagement as a continuation.  And as far as being upset with Rosario, I still find myself trying to change other people by trying to change me, instead of allowing myself to be.

ELIAS:  Partially, you are correct.  This is partially the elements within your imagery.  In this also, you may allow yourself to view that you are communicating information to yourself in relation to your movement and your beliefs as they are aligning with certain actions.  In this, you experience an ease in the choices that some individuals are creating, but not the choices that other individuals are creating.

You have moved yourself into a partial acceptance of the choice and the action of what you identify as death, allowing yourself to be recognizing that this is a choice, and that in actuality there is no separation.  Therefore, you have allowed yourself movement into some expressions of ease and acceptance of the choice of death.

But within what you define to be the living and the continuation within physical focus, you are also identifying in this imagery that within yourself and within the expressions of other individuals, there are some choices that are not acceptable.

Those choices which are associated with religious expressions are not acceptable, for you are viewing yourself as moving away from the precepts of religious beliefs.

Now; allow yourself to pay attention to that idea and expression, for in actuality, this type of direction is merely a different avenue and expression of perpetuating the same energy which is lent and offered to the same belief system.

The idea or the viewing of yourself in moving away from a particular belief system is merely a different type of expression of the same movement, so to speak, which is the perpetuation of the judgment and the perpetuation of the offering of energy to the belief system.

Moving away from the belief system is creating a judgment.  You move away, for you assess that the belief system is bad — and therefore you wish not to be associating with that — rather than movement into the acceptance and the recognition that any expression associated with those beliefs is acceptable, for it is merely a choice and it matters not.  Are you understanding the difference?

LETTY:  Oh, definitely, perfectly, which goes back to how I do sometimes catch myself trying to beat or erase the belief system instead of accepting it.  I believe, and you can verify this for me, but I believe I’m starting to understand the difference of trying to deny versus accept, because I have been putting judgments on things when I thought I was accepting them.

ELIAS:  I am understanding, and I am validating of your recognition and your noticing.  But do not place yourself within the trap of discounting or chastising yourself for your expression of judgment, for that is merely creating a judgment upon a judgment!  Ha ha!

LETTY:  (Laughing)  Going around in circles here!

ELIAS:  (Laughing)  Which is also an expression that shall be more and more intensifying in this wave which is occurring presently in relation to duplicity.

Therefore, be aware!  This shall be your greatest expression of recognition, which shall allow you to not be creating your own pitfalls, so to speak, in your movement in relation to this particular belief system.

LETTY:  Yeah, and I know it’s a strong one!

ELIAS:  Ha ha!  Quite!

LETTY:  Okay.  I’ll be exercising those muscles then!

ELIAS:  Ha ha ha ha ha!

Continue to express to yourself that you are presenting yourself with an opportunity — the opportunity to view, to explore, to recognize, to identify the aspects of this belief system, and not to be judging or eliminating them, but to be accepting of them.

LETTY:  Well, Elias, as always, it’s a brighter day today!

ELIAS:  Ha ha ha!  And as always, we shall continue our interaction, and I shall continue to be offering energy to you in encouragement.

Now; in one final comment, I shall express to you that you AND Isabel may be discontinuing this action of affectingness within the blue energy center, as you have both now offered yourselves information objectively as to what you are creating and why you are creating it.

Therefore, do not reinforce yourselves — either one — in irritation, for irritation also in your physical reality creates — as you design it — a type of domino or chain reaction which lends to the expression of duplicity.

LETTY:  Okay. (Elias chuckles)  Thank you!

ELIAS:  You are quite welcome.  I express to you great affection, Castille, and also a parting acknowledgment in your movement with your physical affectingness of your breathing.

LETTY:  Thank you.

ELIAS:  To you this day, in an offering of love, au revoir.

LETTY:  Au revoir.  I love you too.

Elias departs at 11:23 AM.

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