Monday, March 18, 2002 (Private/Phone)
Participants: Mary (Michael) and Cathy (Shynla)
Elias arrives at 11:05 AM. (Arrival time is 26 seconds.)

ELIAS: Good morning!

CATHY: Good morning! (Elias laughs) It's been a while since I've spoken to you.

ELIAS: Quite!

CATHY: So I'm just going to talk to you.

ELIAS: Very well!

CATHY: I have a few little questions. This has been all very interesting, this whole thing, Vicki deciding not to play and not to participate in physical focus. It's not something that myself or anyone figured into the equation. We all thought she'd be transcribing forever, and that was how she was going to do her part. Boy, were we surprised!

ELIAS: I am understanding.

CATHY: I've had some time to think about it, and other than I get a little angry sometimes when she's not around to chat with, for the most part I think I'm pretty okay with it - or I am right now in this moment, let me put it that way. The last episode I had, about a week ago, when I had a pretty good crying jag going the whole day, I don't care what I did, I kept crying and I was very sad.

I'm always thinking about the communications behind those emotions and I thought maybe you could help me a little bit with that particular day. I was trying to figure out why I was crying so much. I really couldn't figure it out.

ELIAS: What information did you offer to yourself?

CATHY: I mean, I understand how it got triggered, but I was trying to figure out what I was trying to communicate to myself. (Slight pause) Go ahead and ask me another question - I know you're going to! I'll just try to figure out how to answer it.

ELIAS: (Chuckles) Let us examine the process of the communication. You recognize that you are offering yourself a signal and you are engaging a physical manifestation of weeping.

Now; in this, you also recognize that there is a communication but you are uncertain as to what the communication is. In this, allow yourself also to recognize that in the moments that you move your energy into an expression of weeping, you generate this action as an extreme release of energy. This particular physical action is an automatic response of the physical body consciousness in time frameworks in which the individual is generating tremendous tension in holding to their energy field very tightly.

Now; this may be generated in association with what you view as sadness or at times disappointment; at times it may be expressed in association with happiness. But it matters not which emotion and which signal is being expressed, the commonality that moves the physical body consciousness to this action is that the individual is generating a tremendous holding to their energy field, and as I have expressed to you all many times, energy shall be expressed.

At times, as you generate tremendous tension, and in a manner of speaking, constriction of your energy, the physical body consciousness, in a manner of speaking, erupts with an expression outwardly of tremendous force. In this experience, you generate this particular expression of outward thrust of energy in this manner, for you have been consistently for a time framework holding to your energy field in an attempt to be expressing what you associate in your beliefs as an appropriate control.

Now; I am not expressing the use of this word "control" in what you associate as a negative manner, but in association with your beliefs you do generate an expectation of yourself to be expressing appropriate behavior which you associate with a certain expression of control of yourself. In this, you have been constricting your energy field consistently and in that consistent tension at times, in a manner of speaking, the pressure of the restriction of the energy erupts in a manner in which the physical body consciousness expresses it outwardly in force to allow you a release of this tension.

Now; this is the explanation of the actual physical weeping. The communication that you are offering to yourself is one that expresses to you in many moments that you are denying your choices in their full expression.

In some moments, you are allowing yourself a partial ability to express your choices, but even within those moments you allow yourself your choices only in association with certain conditions. This is quite strongly associated with your beliefs concerning appropriate behavior and within appropriate environments.

CATHY: That would be correct! Oh boy.

ELIAS: You are expressing many communications to yourself, Shynla, but even in the expression of these communications you are not allowing yourself to receive the message without the proper conditions.

CATHY: Wouldn't that be just like me! (Laughing)

ELIAS: Ah, but you, in like manner to other individuals but in some manners dislike other individuals, are moving in conjunction with this shift in consciousness and therefore you are presenting to yourself strong expressions and communications to allow yourself more of an expression of freedom within your movement.

Now; let me express to you also, the dissimilar action that you are engaging is dissimilar in a similar manner to Michael, to Lawrence, to Olivia, and also to Mylo although Mylo continues to generate tremendous struggle and challenges himself in a similar manner to what Lawrence generated within physical focus.

Let me, as an aside, merely offer to you a bit of information concerning the expressions of Mylo and of Lawrence within the time framework that Lawrence continued to be generating physical focus and what Mylo generates now. You are aware that I have expressed many times to Lawrence previously that he generated a tremendous challenge within physical focus and created restrictions. This has been purposeful, as I expressed to you subsequent to Lawrence's disengagement, for it offered you and Michael and Olivia an example and also generated an energy of motivation. Mylo expresses a very similar choice, to be presenting himself with obvious expressions of challenge and restriction, which you notice. And this generates a motivating expression of energy within you to be paying attention to you.

Now; you have been creating tremendous movement in this expression and direction, generating more and more of an allowance of yourself to be paying attention to yourself. As I have expressed previously to you collectively, you have already offered yourself a significant time framework to be examining the what of your creations, and now you are moving into an examination of the how.

Now; I shall express to you also, recently I have engaged conversation with Zacharie in explanation of this movement and its relation to the two base elements of the blueprint of your physical dimension, that of emotion and sexuality. The what is associated with communication and the base element of emotion; the how is associated with perception and the base element of sexuality.

What you are also moving into in this exploration of the how, which is directly associated with perception, is genuinely beginning to generate a relationship with self and moving your attention to self in the fullness of that expression, which shall allow you to be recognizing your own individual expression of freedom of your choices. Within this present time framework, you continue to express some struggle and challenge with this movement; but in association with the focal points, you are tremendously generating an expression of energy in supportiveness of each other.

Now; let me also express to you, in association with yourself individually, the movement that you are generating in attempting to offer yourself an objective realization and actualization of this freedom to generate the choices to allow yourself to express what you want without restriction is offering a tremendous expression of supportive energy to Michael. Lawrence is also offering a tremendous expression of energy, but in quite different manners.

I have expressed previously openly within this forum, I have purposefully chosen Michael to be engaging this energy exchange with, as he provides an objective expression of example of what I offer in concept to you all, as a focal point. You offer a tremendous expression of supportive energy to the facilitation of that example, Shynla. This is the reason that you are generating an extreme recently in your objective outward expressions, for you are also inwardly expressing a force of energy.

You have offered yourself enough information objectively to generate a genuine understanding of the significance of turning your attention to yourself and how powerful that movement is in altering your perception. You also incorporate an objective understanding of the reality that your perception is tremendously powerful and actually does create your reality, and in moving your perception and altering it in any manner also alters all of your reality physically.

What you are attempting to offer to yourself now is a genuine objective recognition of choice. This is your most powerful expression within your physical reality, the allowance of choice, and the manner in which you are presenting this concept to yourself is to generate precisely what you have, all of these examples of time frameworks in which you constrict and restrict your choices. This is significant, for it offers you the opportunity to recognize what beliefs are influencing that restriction of choice. Not that you may eliminate these beliefs, but merely recognize their existence and allow yourself to choose what you want.

You wish to be generating a freedom to choose to express yourself outwardly in a genuine expression of affection, of acknowledgment and of appreciation and of your knowing, without the association of restrictions that you place upon yourself in association with environment or other individuals, [or] in relation to the automatic responses to your beliefs concerning appropriate and inappropriate time, behavior, and environment.

I am acknowledging of your presentment to yourself of examples of this belief and examples of your automatic responses in association with these beliefs, for you do not motivate yourselves or generate an expression of turning your attention and altering your perception and offering yourself choice if you do not recognize that you are restricting your choices.

Therefore, in a manner of speaking, you have already moved yourself figuratively in what you may express as your center point or your halfway mark, for you have generated allowing yourself to view automatic responses and you have noticed the restrictions. You also are aware of the beliefs that generate these restrictions and you have offered yourself objective displays of expressions to move your attention and to generate questioning and examination. This is what has motivated you to engage conversation with myself this morning, and this is worthy of acknowledgment.

CATHY: Thank you. I'm pretty much aware of everything that you said...

ELIAS: I know.

CATHY: ...and like you said, it is real different to have that feeling of freedom...

ELIAS: Quite.

CATHY: ...and it's pleasantly unfamiliar. (Laughs) I have every intention of moving in that direction and to continue on the path, shall we say.

ELIAS: I am aware!

CATHY: Because I think that this information is very valuable, and I know that the more I pay attention to me, the more examples I will see in other people that have no objective awareness of this information. I pay attention to that a lot; I always have, but even more so now in what I draw to me and where other people are at and the changes I see, and the people that I'm associated with that to my knowledge don't have an objective awareness of this information.

ELIAS: And it matters not, for this is your reflection to yourself of your movement.

CATHY: I know! I know that! It's pretty cool.

ELIAS: And I may express to you also, you quite efficiently and purposefully generate the reflection to yourself through drawing to yourself other individuals, as you have stated, that you view as not incorporating objective awareness of this information, and this is significant in association with your orientation.

For inwardly you have expressed from the onset of your engagement of this forum that you do not incorporate an objective understanding - which you do - but you offer yourself validation of yourself by presenting to yourself individuals that do not engage this forum but generate the same movement. This expresses to you a genuine recognition and validation that it matters not what your assessment of your understanding objectively is. The movement occurs regardless.

CATHY: That's true. It just took a little time to figure it out. I remember how I felt when I finally figured out that the whole shift was about yourself and not about trying to get everybody else to agree with or use the same information that I do to go along in the game of life or whatever. (Elias laughs) I just remember that that was one of those phone-ringing things where I picked up the phone finally. You know, one of those things where you were droning on (Elias laughs) and I thought, "Why didn't he just say that at the beginning?" And of course, I went back and looked at all those beginning sessions, and of course you did. (Elias laughs) I just love that! And people still get on you about that droning stuff, don't they?

ELIAS: Ha ha ha ha! And it matters not, for they continue to not objectively incorporate a genuine understanding, and therefore I continue to offer.

CATHY: Yeah, the drone master!

I did have another little question about a little Paul thing that happened a couple of months ago. He just mentioned something about an expression of mergence within this facilitation between myself and Michael and Olivia and Jale. I'm just wondering if you could give a little more information on that.

ELIAS: Jale incorporates a tremendous desire to be offering energy and is offering energy to the facilitation of the movement of this forum and in keeping with its agenda, so to speak, in its expansion. In this, there are challenges that you each generate in association with the movement of this forum, which also is associated with what we have been speaking of this morning and the information that I have offered to you in relation to the points.

Now; in this, Jale participates in a mergence of energy with the four essences and at times five in an expression of supportiveness. This holds some significance, for as Lawrence has chosen to be disengaging physical focus, Jale offers an expression of energy which is generated in the physical aspect, in a manner of speaking to offer a type of continued supportiveness in counterpart to Lawrence in an objective physical expression. Are you understanding?

CATHY: Yes, I am. Absolutely. Her whole objective expression prior to Lawrence's disengagement of spending a lot of time with her was probably all... I don't really get the probable probabilities, because I keep going to the place that your choices are made in the moment.

ELIAS: You are correct.

CATHY: So that's a little hard for me to go to that place, but I get it and I was getting it all along when it was happening - but, well, you know what I mean. It's like this is supposed to be a final focus for me, but I know it's a choice so I just don't put... You know what I mean?

ELIAS: Yes.

CATHY: Those things I hear and I get it in my head, and I just don't dwell on it because I don't think it's necessary.

ELIAS: I am understanding. I may express to you, do not incorporate confusion, for Jale is not offering or expressing energy as a substitution for Lawrence's physical expression, but in counterpart action with Lawrence is offering another expression of supportive energy in continuation within this forum.

CATHY: That makes perfect sense. I get it, and I'm intermediate! (Elias laughs loudly)

Well, this certainly has been fun! It was fun and I got some good information that I already knew about, but it was still fun to hear it.

ELIAS: And perhaps you may be paying attention and allowing yourself to generate the objective choice, regardless of the influence of the beliefs, to express a freedom to choose to genuinely express yourself, my friend. There are no appropriate times or environments or interactions with other individuals. What holds significance, or in simple terms, what matters is your allowance of your choices to express what you want, and what you want is not received from other individuals or any expression outside of yourself, but rather the reverse. What you want is to express you outwardly and express your appreciation.

Let me express to you, my friend, the actual translation of the truth of love within your physical dimension is knowing and appreciation. The greatest offering that you may express within your physical dimension is the allowance of yourself to generate an expression of knowing and appreciation of yourself outwardly, for this generates an automatic by-product of the same in relation to all that you view to be outside of yourself.

CATHY: I think I get that. I get it loud and clear, and I might be so bold as to say I have that with myself and might be pretty much on the way with Ron.

ELIAS: Quite. Now allow yourself to freely express this regardless of other individuals, circumstances, situations or environments, for it matters not.

CATHY: I didn't hear that last word.

ELIAS: For it matters not.

CATHY: Oh, it matters not! That's who I hang out with, Mr. It-Matters-Not!

ELIAS: (Laughs) Interesting offering to yourself of continuous objective imagery.

CATHY: That's for sure! I can genuinely say this has been a fun conversation.

ELIAS: Ha ha ha! And I may be in agreement with you. Perhaps we shall engage conversation more frequently than within your linear time framework every few years! Ha ha ha!

CATHY: Perhaps!

ELIAS: Or perhaps not!

CATHY: Because it matters not.

ELIAS: You are quite correct! (Laughing)

CATHY: Well, thanks a lot, and I hope to see you in physical proximity, because you do know I prefer that.

ELIAS: I am aware, and this is your choice. I am available to you and you incorporate the ability to be creating this. Ha ha ha!

CATHY: Yeah, I know. Okay ... it's been real!

ELIAS: HA HA! Quite!

CATHY: I'll talk to you soon.

ELIAS: Very well, my dear friend. I express to you, as always, my genuine love, and anticipate our continued interaction. Au revoir, Shynla.

CATHY: Bye.

Elias departs at 11:59 AM.

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