Misinterpreting Your Inner Voice
Topics:
“Misinterpreting Your Inner Voice”
Wednesday, August 18, 1999-2
© 1999 (Private/Phone)
Participants: Mary (Michael) and Gina (Bahlah).
Elias arrives at 12:54 PM. (There is no arrival time,
as this session was held right after the last session, and there was no
break.)
GINA: Hello!
ELIAS: Bon jour!
GINA: Hi! Bon jour! How are you?
ELIAS: Ha ha! As always!
GINA: Good! Okay, listen. I’ve got some questions
here. I know we’ve got five, ten, fifteen, twenty ... we’ve got a
half hour. So, I’m gonna ask the easy questions first, okay?
And then we’re gonna go into the more in-depth ones. Are you ready?
ELIAS: Always!
GINA: Okay! My past lives; we’re gonna go into my past lives
here. I did a little research on my own, and I am curious.
You said I had a focus in the 1930’s. Was it Anna Magnini?
Or Magnani? (Pause)
ELIAS: You are correct.
GINA: Incorrect or correct?
ELIAS: Correct.
GINA: Correct! Alright! Okay, my Egyptian focus where
I was a dancer, was I involved in a temple dance ritual as a priestess?
ELIAS: Not as what you term to be a priestess, although in that
focus, you hold education and are a member of court.
GINA: Okay, so it wasn’t in any way a dance ritual as a priestess
of Bast or Hethert? Nothing like that?
ELIAS: It IS a ritual, but not holding the position of a priestess.
Let me express to you that within this time framework, individuals were
designated, so to speak, as priests and priestesses, and these individuals
held apprentices, and therefore, they surround themselves with many other
individuals that participate with them in their rituals that they create.
The reason that they engage this type of practice is their knowing of
combined energy, for as you objectively combine energy with each other
cooperatively, you lend strength, so to speak, in what you are creating.
GINA: Okay, alright. Now the next question is, was I ever
involved in Ireland or the surrounding areas at all as an ovate in the
Celtic religion? (Pause)
ELIAS: Yes, one focus.
GINA: Okay. Now I’m gonna go into the next question.
What is the overall expression of vibrational
quality that I emit, and are any of them out of alignment?
ELIAS: Are you wishing for color vibrational quality?
GINA: Correct. What is my overall expression of vibrational
quality that I emit, and are any of them out of alignment? (Pause)
ELIAS: The vibrational quality that you resonate with would hold
the resonating quality of what you identify in your now physical color
spectrum as sienna.
GINA: Sienna?
ELIAS: Correct.
GINA: What does sienna represent, the color?
ELIAS: This is a vibrational color of brown, but also with an
element of red.
GINA: Hmm. So that’s what I emit? That is my basic,
overall expression is sienna, which is brown and red?
ELIAS: Correct.
GINA: Are any of them out of alignment?
ELIAS: As to your energy centers and the alignment of your energy
centers, you may look to your orange and yellow energy centers, and you
may be directing your attention to be realigning of these two energy centers
which have moved out of alignment.
GINA: Okay. What is the expression of my individual intent?
ELIAS: Your intent within this particular focus.... (Here,
Elias starts chuckling, and Gina laughs)
GINA: Please, tell me!
ELIAS: Shall we engage in a hearty bit of laughter in this area?
GINA: Okay, I’m always up for a good laugh!
ELIAS: You have chosen in this particular manifestation, as your
intent, to be creating of a movement within energy that is agitating.
GINA: A movement of energy that is agitating?
ELIAS: Correct. You create this type of energy within yourself
as an exploration and an experimentation in viewing what you may be creating
in this type of action. In relation to other individuals, you create
this type of movement within energy to be offering yourself examples of
different types of responses that individuals may hold as introduced to
this type of energy, and also creating a movement within energy that offers
other individuals the opportunity to view many of their own creations.
In a manner of speaking, what you create is a stirring of elements which
creates a similar action to boiling water. The bubbles begin at the
bottom, and increase in size and form as they surface and pop.
GINA: Hmm. Okay, what can I do to alleviate the irritation?
ELIAS: I express to you once again, as I have spoken with you
previously, turn your attention to self.
You lean in the direction of holding your attention with other individuals,
evaluating the actions of other individuals, evaluating and assessing the
creations, the behaviors, the events concerning other individuals, the
thought processes, the emotions of other individuals, and as I have expressed
to you previously, turn your attention to self.
GINA: Okay. How has my movement been in the direction of accepting
self? I think I’ve been a little bit better with it.
ELIAS: You ARE moving into the direction of more of an acceptance
of self, but this is not what I am speaking to you of.
GINA: Okay.
ELIAS: I am acknowledging of you in the area that you do turn
your attention to self and are allowing yourself less judgment upon self,
but you continue to move your attention to the movements and the creations
of other individuals, and this diverts your attention from self.
These are different types of expressions.
You are allowing yourself the beginnings of movement into the acceptance
of self, in which you look to certain expressions of self and you recognize
within yourself that it is unnecessary for you to be creating judgments
upon your choices, but you distract yourself quite often in the viewing
of interactions with other individuals and the evaluation of their participation.
What I am expressing to you as I suggest that you turn your attention
to self is that as you engage other individuals, regardless of who they
may be, but as you turn your attention to self in your interactions with
other individuals, be listening to self and not confusing the message that
you are offering to yourself.
Now; hear this and pay attention, for in this, you have created a type
of action within yourself that is very familiar and [that] you listen to
very often, and it confuses your perception.
In this, let us express a very simple example.
You may be engaging an interaction with your partner. Your partner
may be expressing ANY direction to you. It matters not. Hear
that it genuinely matters not which direction your partner projects energy
to you from. The expression may be humorous. It may be what
you shall term to be rancorous. It may be the expression of lovingness.
This is the projection of the energy.
Now; the confusion is in the reception of the energy, for within you,
your inner voice, your intuition, is quite in working order and you are
paying attention to this voice, but you also many times may be misinterpreting
the message. It is not that you are not hearing the voice.
It is the question of WHAT you are hearing within the voice.
Now; let us return to our example. Hypothetically speaking, quite
figuratively, place yourself in the visualization — now — of an engagement
of interaction between yourself and your partner. Your partner projects
energy to you and physically extends a fist. This fist that is extended
creates a contact with your physical body and is physically engaging your
physical arm.
Now; the energy has been projected. The action and the movement
has been engaged. Within you, your voice is speaking to you and is
offering you information as to what you perceive to be the incoming — figuratively
speaking — energy which has been projected by the other individual.
Now; in this, what oftentimes occurs is that the voice is expressing
a message to you, but your perception is interpreting the message.
Therefore, you are creating a perception which may be receiving the energy
projected and the action differently from how it is projected.
Therefore, let us express that the intention or the direction of the
energy — hypothetically — which is projected from your partner is expressed
in playfulness. In the moment of hearing the voice within and the
moment of interpretation, you project the impulse of energy to your perception
in receiving that energy, and your interpretation may be, “I shall not
be accepting of this projection of energy, for it is hurtful, and I dislike
this.”
Now; think of electrical currents. This also is a movement of
energy, and as you are visualizing these electrical currents of energy,
two different elements need be connecting to be allowing a free flow of
electrical current through a particular element. In this, if there
is not this connection, there also shall not be the free flow of energy
through the connection. The connection is broken.
GINA: I see. So in other words, I need to re-evaluate my
perception once it has gotten to my inner being.
ELIAS: What I am expressing to you is to be turning your attention
to self. What I am expressing to you is, it matters not what another
individual projects. It matters not what the intention of the other
individual may be. It matters not what another individual has created
in energy. What holds importance is how you shall receive it, for
you hold the choice.
Let us also express that in this same scenario, the individual, as your
partner, is projecting the energy not in playfulness, not in fun, and is
projecting the energy to you in the manner of hurtfulness. YOU HOLD
THE CHOICE. Just as you hold the choice of the perception and how
you choose to be receiving the energy in viewing it to be hurtful as it
is not projected in a hurtful manner, you also hold the choice in what
you may term to be the reverse.
You hold the choice always of how you receive the energy which is projected,
and this is the point. The other individual may be projecting energy
to you in the intention of being hurtful, and you may receive the energy
in playfulness.
GINA: I see. Is that why I’ve been tired? I’ve been
very tired lately. Is it the way that I’m accepting his energy sometimes?
ELIAS: Yes!
GINA: Is that why?
ELIAS: You are correct, for in this, you have created what you....
GINA: A weak line! (Laughing)
ELIAS: No, no, no!
GINA: No?
ELIAS: A very strong expression of protection. You have
created a very strong, thick layer of energy around you which you hold
very tightly, and this may be fatiguing.
GINA: This may be what? I’m sorry.
ELIAS: Fatiguing.
GINA: Fatiguing, okay. Well, is that the efficient way to
do it? Am I doing it efficiently? I’ve been noticing that I’ve
been very tired lately, and I don’t like feeling like that.
ELIAS: And I express to you that if you are relaxing your hold
upon your energy, recognizing that it is unnecessary for you to be creating
of this protection and that you hold the choice of how you receive any
energy projected by any other individual, you shall relax your energy,
and in this relaxation of your energy, you also create an automatic byproduct
that allows the energy projection of another individual to figuratively
bounce away.
GINA: I see. Okay, I understand. Very interesting.
Okay, I think we have enough time here.
I’ve been having some dreams, and a couple or a few of the dreams, I
should say — I’ve not been remembering too much lately — but probably a
couple of weeks ago, a lot of them had to do with my hands. What
am I trying to tell myself? (Pause)
ELIAS: You are imaging with your physical hands to be offering
yourself information as to the manipulation of energy, for your hands,
within YOUR imagery, are representative of an element that may mold, that
may manipulate and may direct the creation of elements within your reality.
Therefore, as you image your hands, you are also imaging to yourself
that you hold the ability as efficiently within energy to be manipulating
your energy and how you are directing of it as you are of directing objectively
and quite intentionally what you produce with your hands.
GINA: I see. Am I efficiently projecting my energy?
I don’t know if that’s the right way ... am I efficiently projecting my
energy? Am I manipulating it in the right way, or should I be doing
it more efficiently? Sometimes I don’t think I do, but then I think
I am doing a good job of it.
ELIAS: Let me express to you once again that ALL that you express
within energy is beneficial.
This be the reason that I am speaking with you presently, in that you
are inquiring of the efficiency of what you are manipulating within energy,
and as I have expressed to you, the most efficient movement that you may
be creating within your energy is to be turning your attention to self
and the recognition of how you engage your energy, how you allow your energy
to move through your perception, and how this dictates your behavior.
GINA: I see. Okay. Do I have an essence twin in this
time, in this focus? An essence twin?
ELIAS: No.
GINA: No. Okay, let me see. Can I get the essence
names for my sisters and brothers-in-law? We’ll start out with Kim.
(Pause)
ELIAS: Essence name, Tu; T-U. (pronounced to)
GINA: Okay, just T-U?
ELIAS: Correct.
GINA: Okay, Linda. (Pause)
ELIAS: Essence name, Math.
GINA: Okay, can you spell that?
ELIAS: M-A-T-H.
GINA: Okay, Mark. (Pause)
ELIAS: Essence name, Rebecca.
GINA: Okay, Jim. (Pause)
ELIAS: Essence name, Filna; F-I-L-N-A. (pronounced fil’na)
GINA: Okay, and one more. I want to get my father-in-law,
John. (Pause)
ELIAS: Essence name, Samson.
GINA: Oh wow! Samson?
ELIAS: Yes.
GINA: I just had a dream about him. He disengaged probably
about a year-and-a-half ago, and I just had a dream about him not too long
ago. Was that just like a visual of him telling me something, or
did I astral project and speak with him, or what was that dream about?
ELIAS: This is an engagement of an energy deposit of that individual
which continues within this physical dimension....
GINA: Awesome! Okay, so it was like an astral projection
type of a thing?
ELIAS: This would be a projection into a particular area that
this energy deposit is placed within, yes.
GINA: Okay. Is he still in transition? Is he still
going through transition now, or has he gone into other dimensions, or
Regional Areas 2 or 3, or ...?
ELIAS: This particular individual focus would be engaging the
action of transition, yes.
GINA: Okay. Was the energy deposit in my house — remember,
I was asking you probably the first time that we talked — was the energy
deposit in my garage, was that my father-in-law?
ELIAS: No.
GINA: It wasn’t. Okay, I thought it was. Okay, let
me see.
I am going to be engaging in a business affair, trying to make some
money and stuff, and I just want to know if the line of work that I plan
on participating in is going to be efficient for this time, this moment
in time.
ELIAS: Within this present time framework, this would be your
most probable probability, yes.
GINA: Okay, let me see. I don’t think we have too much time
left, but let me see if I have any more questions real quickly. (Pause)
Okay, you know what? I think that’s about it. That’s all I
have.
ELIAS: Very well.
GINA: It was very nice talking with you, and I plan on talking
with you in a couple of weeks again.
ELIAS: Very well.
GINA: Okay, thank you very much, Elias.
ELIAS: I express to you, be practicing with what I have offered
to you in examples this day.
GINA: Yes, I will do that.
ELIAS: Ha ha! And I shall be watching your progress!
GINA: Okay. Well, I’ll be calling on you!
ELIAS: Ha ha!
GINA: You take care, okay?
ELIAS: To you this day ...
GINA: Okay, au revoir!
ELIAS: ... au revoir.
GINA: Bye-bye.
Elias departs at 1:29 PM.
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