Misinterpreting Your Inner Voice
“Misinterpreting Your Inner Voice”
Wednesday, August 18, 1999-2
© 1999 (Private/Phone)
Participants: Mary (Michael) and Gina (Bahlah).
Elias arrives at 12:54 PM. (There is no arrival time, as this session was held right after the last session, and there was no break.)
ELIAS: Bon jour!
GINA: Hi! Bon jour! How are you?
ELIAS: Ha ha! As always!
GINA: Good! Okay, listen. I’ve got some questions here. I know we’ve got five, ten, fifteen, twenty ... we’ve got a half hour. So, I’m gonna ask the easy questions first, okay? And then we’re gonna go into the more in-depth ones. Are you ready?
GINA: Okay! My past lives; we’re gonna go into my past lives here. I did a little research on my own, and I am curious. You said I had a focus in the 1930’s. Was it Anna Magnini? Or Magnani? (Pause)
ELIAS: You are correct.
GINA: Incorrect or correct?
GINA: Correct! Alright! Okay, my Egyptian focus where I was a dancer, was I involved in a temple dance ritual as a priestess?
ELIAS: Not as what you term to be a priestess, although in that focus, you hold education and are a member of court.
GINA: Okay, so it wasn’t in any way a dance ritual as a priestess of Bast or Hethert? Nothing like that?
ELIAS: It IS a ritual, but not holding the position of a priestess. Let me express to you that within this time framework, individuals were designated, so to speak, as priests and priestesses, and these individuals held apprentices, and therefore, they surround themselves with many other individuals that participate with them in their rituals that they create.
The reason that they engage this type of practice is their knowing of combined energy, for as you objectively combine energy with each other cooperatively, you lend strength, so to speak, in what you are creating.
GINA: Okay, alright. Now the next question is, was I ever involved in Ireland or the surrounding areas at all as an ovate in the Celtic religion? (Pause)
ELIAS: Yes, one focus.
GINA: Okay. Now I’m gonna go into the next question. What is the overall expression of vibrational quality that I emit, and are any of them out of alignment?
ELIAS: Are you wishing for color vibrational quality?
GINA: Correct. What is my overall expression of vibrational quality that I emit, and are any of them out of alignment? (Pause)
ELIAS: The vibrational quality that you resonate with would hold the resonating quality of what you identify in your now physical color spectrum as sienna.
GINA: What does sienna represent, the color?
ELIAS: This is a vibrational color of brown, but also with an element of red.
GINA: Hmm. So that’s what I emit? That is my basic, overall expression is sienna, which is brown and red?
GINA: Are any of them out of alignment?
ELIAS: As to your energy centers and the alignment of your energy centers, you may look to your orange and yellow energy centers, and you may be directing your attention to be realigning of these two energy centers which have moved out of alignment.
GINA: Okay. What is the expression of my individual intent?
ELIAS: Your intent within this particular focus.... (Here, Elias starts chuckling, and Gina laughs)
GINA: Please, tell me!
ELIAS: Shall we engage in a hearty bit of laughter in this area?
GINA: Okay, I’m always up for a good laugh!
ELIAS: You have chosen in this particular manifestation, as your intent, to be creating of a movement within energy that is agitating.
GINA: A movement of energy that is agitating?
ELIAS: Correct. You create this type of energy within yourself as an exploration and an experimentation in viewing what you may be creating in this type of action. In relation to other individuals, you create this type of movement within energy to be offering yourself examples of different types of responses that individuals may hold as introduced to this type of energy, and also creating a movement within energy that offers other individuals the opportunity to view many of their own creations.
In a manner of speaking, what you create is a stirring of elements which creates a similar action to boiling water. The bubbles begin at the bottom, and increase in size and form as they surface and pop.
GINA: Hmm. Okay, what can I do to alleviate the irritation?
ELIAS: I express to you once again, as I have spoken with you previously, turn your attention to self.
You lean in the direction of holding your attention with other individuals, evaluating the actions of other individuals, evaluating and assessing the creations, the behaviors, the events concerning other individuals, the thought processes, the emotions of other individuals, and as I have expressed to you previously, turn your attention to self.
GINA: Okay. How has my movement been in the direction of accepting self? I think I’ve been a little bit better with it.
ELIAS: You ARE moving into the direction of more of an acceptance of self, but this is not what I am speaking to you of.
ELIAS: I am acknowledging of you in the area that you do turn your attention to self and are allowing yourself less judgment upon self, but you continue to move your attention to the movements and the creations of other individuals, and this diverts your attention from self. These are different types of expressions.
You are allowing yourself the beginnings of movement into the acceptance of self, in which you look to certain expressions of self and you recognize within yourself that it is unnecessary for you to be creating judgments upon your choices, but you distract yourself quite often in the viewing of interactions with other individuals and the evaluation of their participation.
What I am expressing to you as I suggest that you turn your attention to self is that as you engage other individuals, regardless of who they may be, but as you turn your attention to self in your interactions with other individuals, be listening to self and not confusing the message that you are offering to yourself.
Now; hear this and pay attention, for in this, you have created a type of action within yourself that is very familiar and [that] you listen to very often, and it confuses your perception.
In this, let us express a very simple example.
You may be engaging an interaction with your partner. Your partner may be expressing ANY direction to you. It matters not. Hear that it genuinely matters not which direction your partner projects energy to you from. The expression may be humorous. It may be what you shall term to be rancorous. It may be the expression of lovingness. This is the projection of the energy.
Now; the confusion is in the reception of the energy, for within you, your inner voice, your intuition, is quite in working order and you are paying attention to this voice, but you also many times may be misinterpreting the message. It is not that you are not hearing the voice. It is the question of WHAT you are hearing within the voice.
Now; let us return to our example. Hypothetically speaking, quite figuratively, place yourself in the visualization — now — of an engagement of interaction between yourself and your partner. Your partner projects energy to you and physically extends a fist. This fist that is extended creates a contact with your physical body and is physically engaging your physical arm.
Now; the energy has been projected. The action and the movement has been engaged. Within you, your voice is speaking to you and is offering you information as to what you perceive to be the incoming — figuratively speaking — energy which has been projected by the other individual.
Now; in this, what oftentimes occurs is that the voice is expressing a message to you, but your perception is interpreting the message. Therefore, you are creating a perception which may be receiving the energy projected and the action differently from how it is projected.
Therefore, let us express that the intention or the direction of the energy — hypothetically — which is projected from your partner is expressed in playfulness. In the moment of hearing the voice within and the moment of interpretation, you project the impulse of energy to your perception in receiving that energy, and your interpretation may be, “I shall not be accepting of this projection of energy, for it is hurtful, and I dislike this.”
Now; think of electrical currents. This also is a movement of energy, and as you are visualizing these electrical currents of energy, two different elements need be connecting to be allowing a free flow of electrical current through a particular element. In this, if there is not this connection, there also shall not be the free flow of energy through the connection. The connection is broken.
GINA: I see. So in other words, I need to re-evaluate my perception once it has gotten to my inner being.
ELIAS: What I am expressing to you is to be turning your attention to self. What I am expressing to you is, it matters not what another individual projects. It matters not what the intention of the other individual may be. It matters not what another individual has created in energy. What holds importance is how you shall receive it, for you hold the choice.
Let us also express that in this same scenario, the individual, as your partner, is projecting the energy not in playfulness, not in fun, and is projecting the energy to you in the manner of hurtfulness. YOU HOLD THE CHOICE. Just as you hold the choice of the perception and how you choose to be receiving the energy in viewing it to be hurtful as it is not projected in a hurtful manner, you also hold the choice in what you may term to be the reverse.
You hold the choice always of how you receive the energy which is projected, and this is the point. The other individual may be projecting energy to you in the intention of being hurtful, and you may receive the energy in playfulness.
GINA: I see. Is that why I’ve been tired? I’ve been very tired lately. Is it the way that I’m accepting his energy sometimes?
GINA: Is that why?
ELIAS: You are correct, for in this, you have created what you....
GINA: A weak line! (Laughing)
ELIAS: No, no, no!
ELIAS: A very strong expression of protection. You have created a very strong, thick layer of energy around you which you hold very tightly, and this may be fatiguing.
GINA: This may be what? I’m sorry.
GINA: Fatiguing, okay. Well, is that the efficient way to do it? Am I doing it efficiently? I’ve been noticing that I’ve been very tired lately, and I don’t like feeling like that.
ELIAS: And I express to you that if you are relaxing your hold upon your energy, recognizing that it is unnecessary for you to be creating of this protection and that you hold the choice of how you receive any energy projected by any other individual, you shall relax your energy, and in this relaxation of your energy, you also create an automatic byproduct that allows the energy projection of another individual to figuratively bounce away.
GINA: I see. Okay, I understand. Very interesting. Okay, I think we have enough time here.
I’ve been having some dreams, and a couple or a few of the dreams, I should say — I’ve not been remembering too much lately — but probably a couple of weeks ago, a lot of them had to do with my hands. What am I trying to tell myself? (Pause)
ELIAS: You are imaging with your physical hands to be offering yourself information as to the manipulation of energy, for your hands, within YOUR imagery, are representative of an element that may mold, that may manipulate and may direct the creation of elements within your reality.
Therefore, as you image your hands, you are also imaging to yourself that you hold the ability as efficiently within energy to be manipulating your energy and how you are directing of it as you are of directing objectively and quite intentionally what you produce with your hands.
GINA: I see. Am I efficiently projecting my energy? I don’t know if that’s the right way ... am I efficiently projecting my energy? Am I manipulating it in the right way, or should I be doing it more efficiently? Sometimes I don’t think I do, but then I think I am doing a good job of it.
ELIAS: Let me express to you once again that ALL that you express within energy is beneficial.
This be the reason that I am speaking with you presently, in that you are inquiring of the efficiency of what you are manipulating within energy, and as I have expressed to you, the most efficient movement that you may be creating within your energy is to be turning your attention to self and the recognition of how you engage your energy, how you allow your energy to move through your perception, and how this dictates your behavior.
GINA: I see. Okay. Do I have an essence twin in this time, in this focus? An essence twin?
GINA: No. Okay, let me see. Can I get the essence names for my sisters and brothers-in-law? We’ll start out with Kim. (Pause)
ELIAS: Essence name, Tu; T-U. (pronounced to)
GINA: Okay, just T-U?
GINA: Okay, Linda. (Pause)
ELIAS: Essence name, Math.
GINA: Okay, can you spell that?
GINA: Okay, Mark. (Pause)
ELIAS: Essence name, Rebecca.
GINA: Okay, Jim. (Pause)
ELIAS: Essence name, Filna; F-I-L-N-A. (pronounced fil’na)
GINA: Okay, and one more. I want to get my father-in-law, John. (Pause)
ELIAS: Essence name, Samson.
GINA: Oh wow! Samson?
GINA: I just had a dream about him. He disengaged probably about a year-and-a-half ago, and I just had a dream about him not too long ago. Was that just like a visual of him telling me something, or did I astral project and speak with him, or what was that dream about?
ELIAS: This is an engagement of an energy deposit of that individual which continues within this physical dimension....
GINA: Awesome! Okay, so it was like an astral projection type of a thing?
ELIAS: This would be a projection into a particular area that this energy deposit is placed within, yes.
GINA: Okay. Is he still in transition? Is he still going through transition now, or has he gone into other dimensions, or Regional Areas 2 or 3, or ...?
ELIAS: This particular individual focus would be engaging the action of transition, yes.
GINA: Okay. Was the energy deposit in my house — remember, I was asking you probably the first time that we talked — was the energy deposit in my garage, was that my father-in-law?
GINA: It wasn’t. Okay, I thought it was. Okay, let me see.
I am going to be engaging in a business affair, trying to make some money and stuff, and I just want to know if the line of work that I plan on participating in is going to be efficient for this time, this moment in time.
ELIAS: Within this present time framework, this would be your most probable probability, yes.
GINA: Okay, let me see. I don’t think we have too much time left, but let me see if I have any more questions real quickly. (Pause) Okay, you know what? I think that’s about it. That’s all I have.
ELIAS: Very well.
GINA: It was very nice talking with you, and I plan on talking with you in a couple of weeks again.
ELIAS: Very well.
GINA: Okay, thank you very much, Elias.
ELIAS: I express to you, be practicing with what I have offered to you in examples this day.
GINA: Yes, I will do that.
ELIAS: Ha ha! And I shall be watching your progress!
GINA: Okay. Well, I’ll be calling on you!
ELIAS: Ha ha!
GINA: You take care, okay?
ELIAS: To you this day ...
GINA: Okay, au revoir!
ELIAS: ... au revoir.
Elias departs at 1:29 PM.
© 1999 Vicki Pendley/Mary Ennis, All Rights Reserved
Copyright 1999 Mary Ennis, All Rights Reserved.