Sexual Orientation
Topics:
“Sexual Orientation”
Tuesday, September 29, 1998 © 1999 (Private/Phone)
Participants: Mary (Michael) and Rob (Mendoe).
Elias arrives at 9:14 AM. (Arrival time is 18 seconds)
ELIAS: Good day! (Smiling)
ROB: Greeting, Elias, from Mendoe.
ELIAS: (Chuckling) We meet again!
ROB: Indeed, and thank you.
ELIAS: (Still chuckling) And you have inquiries this day?
ROB: Yes, please. I have followed an impulse to study theology
at a Catholic college, and I’m happy with that at various levels.
I’m wondering if there are likely to be quite a lot of Sumafi in this kind
of setting.
ELIAS: Yes. Within certain religious orders, you may be
finding many individuals that are belonging to the Sumafi family.
You may also encounter individuals that are aligning with the Sumafi family,
for this would be one of the areas that individuals belonging to this family
move into within physical focus. There are also individuals within
many of the sciences, so to speak, and many individuals within your institutions
of schools, that are belonging to this particular essence family.
ROB: Thank you. I experience, very strongly at times, a
sense of ... it’s almost as if I am in a monastic order, or carrying out
religious duties. Am I perhaps influenced in this by other incarnational
focuses?
ELIAS: Yes. This would be an action of a bleed-through,
which also draws you to this particular choice within this present now,
in your movement into investigation within this subject matter. In
your movement into this area, you may also offer yourself the opportunity
to be connecting with other focuses which involve themselves in activity
in this manner. Within this physical dimension, you hold several
focuses that incorporate this type of action. Not all of these focuses
are incorporating of the same religious expression, but are investigating
of the subject matter of your religious belief systems within physical
focus. You also hold several counterparts that engage in this action
and lend energy to your experience in this area.
ROB: I’m not sure, Elias, if I understand you in the use of the
word “counterpart.” Is this what some
others call probable selves, or is this a different action?
ELIAS: This would not be the action of probable selves.
Counterparts in this type of situation would be other individuals which
are physically focused within this time period, within this dimension,
that are not necessarily focuses of your essence but may be of other essences,
which are experiencing certain subjects within their focus that they hold
a counterpart action with you, and in this action lend energy to your own
experience.
The action of counterpart is a choice of experience that essence has
created to be experiencing the fullness of different choices within physical
dimensions in a more efficient manner.
As you manifest singularly into any one physical focus, there are certain
limitations to your physical experiences and the creations of your physical
experiences within your reality. Therefore, to offer you the fullness
in all of the different aspects and angles of each subject matter, essences
that are physically focused within this dimension and within other dimensions
choose to be incorporating an action of counterparts which lends energy
to each other, and within this energy you assimilate the experiences of
each other. Therefore, it is unnecessary for you to physically be
experiencing all of the aspects of any one given subject matter.
ROB: I understand. Thank you. I have been trying to
ponder my intent in this focus, understanding my focus as one simultaneous
action. Am I perhaps understanding correctly that in part, my intent
is to experience the meaning of acceptance within this particular reality?
ELIAS: This would be partially an aspect of your intent, for within
this particular focus within this time framework, all of the essences that
are choosing to be physically focused hold an aspect of the intent of this
shift in consciousness. Therefore, this is not necessarily your individual,
personal intent of this individual focus of essence, but it is an aspect
of your essence intent in your manifestation within this time framework.
All individuals hold this particular aspect if they are manifest within
this particular time framework.
As to your individual intent as aligning with your essence families
and the choice within your individual pool of probabilities in this particular
focus, you move in the direction of investigating commonalities of different
cultures, so to speak, which also is in alignment with the underlying intent
of this shift in consciousness.
Let me explain that each individual holds their own individual, personal
intent within their focus, and coupled with that intent shall be the intent
of this shift in consciousness. Therefore, they shall complement
each other and move in harmony with each other. You now are moving
into the direction more fully of the expression of your personal, individual
intent within this focus.
In this, I am quite encouraging of your present choices and movement
in your new line of probabilities of your investigation of religious belief
systems, for in alignment with your Ilda qualities, you move now into more
of a fullness of the expression of your own intent, making comparisons,
so to speak, of different cultural lines and incorporating the similarities,
so to speak, of different belief systems, enabling you more efficiently
to be helpful and offering information, not merely to yourself but to other
individuals in alignment with this shift in consciousness, recognizing
that the belief systems themselves that are held are neutral and do not
hold a right or wrong, good or bad quality. It is merely the aspects
of the belief systems which are so very influencing and are creating of
judgments, and therefore are also creating of the lack of acceptance.
Therefore also, in response to your question, yes, you are, in a manner
of speaking, moving in the direction of your intent of acceptance and the
expression of acceptance within the expression of your individual intent
and also in alignment with this shift in consciousness, for the point is
to be recognizing and acknowledging of all of these belief systems and
to be accepting of them within yourself and within other individuals, not
to be eliminating these belief systems or to be moving in the direction
of attempting to change other individuals’ belief systems. Are you
understanding?
ROB: Yes, thank you. I’ve had a number of experiences of
finding dead birds by the back door of my home. (Elias grins) Does
this perhaps relate to Rose?
ELIAS: Yes, and other individuals have also encountered this experience
as of late. I have expressed several times previously that Rose
is quite fond of incorporating imagery which is involving of these creatures
of birds, almost as what you may term to be in physical focus a trademark.
(Chuckling)
In this, this particular imagery is suggestive of the movement of this
particular essence in the action that approaches, so to speak, of the fragmentation
of the manifestations of this particular essence within physical focus.
As you are aware, this particular essence holds nine manifestations presently
in conjunction with this shift in consciousness, and in this, I have expressed
previously that there is held a future probability that each of these nine
focuses shall be fragmenting and creating of their own essences.
In this, there shall be occurring an unusual dynamic, so to speak,
within this action, in returning Rose, in a manner of speaking, to what
you may term to be the status of Dream Walker.
I shall futurely be discussing this subject matter more fully, but within
this present time framework there are difficulties presented in offering
this subject matter, for it is quite abstract, and individuals lean in
the direction of thought processes in which they are listening and attempting
to assimilate this information in this particular subject matter in too
much of a literal type of term, which this particular action that Rose
incorporates is quite abstract and does not translate well into your physically
focused language and concepts. Therefore, I shall be encouraging
individuals to be incorporating and practicing with their inner sense of
conceptualization before I am moving in the direction of offering more
of this information in conjunction with this essence of Rose.
ROB: Thank you.
ELIAS: You are welcome.
ROB: I have had an experience of ideas of leaving my back door
open at night while I’m asleep. I wonder whether this is perhaps
imagery of being open to Rose during my dream state.
ELIAS: Very good! I am acknowledging of your interpretation
of your own movement and your own creation of your imagery. In this,
you are creating of physical expression of imagery which lends energy to
the incorporation of the mergence of objective and subjective awarenesses
in your communication with essence. As you have allowed yourself
to be open to the imagery of this essence of Rose within objective terms,
so to speak, with these birds, you also may allow yourself an openness
within other time frameworks and states of consciousness, in a manner of
speaking, to be engaging information in conjunction with this essence of
Rose also.
ROB: We have spoken in our other conversation about my tendency
not to interact with others, and how this extends to my sexual
experience. This has produced inner confusion. Could you comment
on my sexual orientation in this focus, please?
ELIAS: I am aware that there are confusions within certain individuals
as they choose to be manifesting within this dimension of physical focuses.
In this, let me express to you that the belief systems which are held en
masse are very strong and they are quite influencing, not merely in mass
expressions, but very influencing within individual expressions.
The belief system of duplicity is intertwined with all of your other belief
systems. Therefore, it also is quite influencing.
In this, duplicity is the belief system that influences much of your
judgments in aspects of your other belief systems, expressing to you that
aspects of the belief systems are good or bad, and this is quite influencing.
Now; I have expressed many times that you manifest within this particular
dimension to be experiencing physically the manifestation of sexuality
and of emotion. In this, you create genders to be experiencing more
fully different aspects of sexual orientation and events. The confusion
in many individuals, and yourself also, arises in the situation that you
are quite influenced by the mass belief systems that certain orientations
within sexual areas are acceptable, and certain orientations are not acceptable.
I am not expressing to you that there is a difference in the manifestations
of individuals within this time framework as opposed to other time frameworks
within this dimension, for individuals manifesting within this particular
dimension have always manifested within these three types of sexual orientation
for the experience, but there IS a difference of quality and understanding
within the manifestations of sexual orientation within this time framework
presently, for you are within the action of this shift in consciousness.
Therefore, there is a new influence which is occurring.
(Grinning) I am well aware that you are viewing this is not quite
answering of your question (Rob laughs) and that I am becoming quite long-winded
in this area, but this is quite purposeful to your understanding.
In this, I am offering you explanation that shall be coupled with the definitive
answer, that you may more efficiently assimilate the answer and not automatically
move in the direction of the mass held belief systems and be more accepting
of your own choices, for I shall express to you that within this particular
physical focus, you have chosen to be experiencing “other.” You merely
have moved through this particular focus not acknowledging this to yourself
objectively, and in this you have been attempting to be aligning with the
massly held belief systems, and you DO, in certain aspects, align with
the mass held belief systems. Therefore, they are quite influencing
of you.
Let me also very clearly express to you that although certain individuals
move into much of a physical exploration of this particular orientation
within physical focus, this is not to say that all focuses choose these
particular probabilities or this particular line of experiences, in a manner
of speaking. What I am expressing to you is that there are many focuses
of essences that manifest into this physical dimension with the choice
of experience of the sexual orientation of what we fondly term as “other,”
as to be not offensive to any individuals. (Grinning)
This is not to say that these focuses may necessarily be choosing certain
physical experiences, but to be allowing themselves the orientation of
sexuality in this direction for the emotional quality of that particular
sexual orientation, that they may hold more of an understanding of the
emotional workings and functionings, so to speak, of themselves within
a physical focus — and of other individuals — in their incorporation of
both genders simultaneously. For in choosing the sexual orientation
of “other,” you choose to be experiencing aspects of emotional orientation
that is farther removed from individuals that focus within a male or female
orientation singularly. Are you understanding?
ROB: Yes, I am.
ELIAS: I am quite expressing to you that I may not emphasize enough
to you, in opposition to the influences of mass held belief systems and
duplicity, that this particular type of sexual orientation is an opportunity
and IS NOT BAD. Therefore, DO NOT be discounting of self, but in
a manner of speaking embrace this information, that you may be more fully
experiencing your physical focus and allowing yourself more of a freedom
within your expressions and eliminating more of your conflict, for you
have held to your own energy very tightly within this physical focus.
Other physical focuses of your essence lend much energy to you and have
bled through, but you also push away this energy to not be viewing aspects
of this particular focus that you experience within this present now, for
it is not in alignment with the officially accepted belief systems and
this is creating of much conflict throughout your focus, for it is very
reinforcing of your own lack of acceptance of self, and in this it also
lends to your own isolation, which is creating of great conflict and is
in opposition to your individual intent, which is also creating of much
conflict.
I have anticipated this particular encounter between myself and yourself,
in your allowance of myself to be offering you this information, and have
held an understanding that within our last meeting, you did not hold a
readiness for this information, and also, the objective setting, so to
speak, was inappropriate for the offering of this information to you.
I hold great affection with you, and I am quite understanding, as I
have been expressive to you previously, of the turmoil that you present
within your own conflicts of your own struggles inwardly, and the fearfulness
that you have created in attempting to be addressing to your own creation
within this particular focus. I also express GREAT acknowledgment
to you within this present moment, in moving through a fearfulness and
allowing yourself to be objectively presenting this line of questioning
to me within this day.
ROB: Thank you, Elias.
ELIAS: You are quite welcome. I offer to you much energy
and much affection, for I hold great understanding of this inner conflict
and of the influence of these belief systems. There is great struggling
that has occurred for much time framework within your focus, and I have
held an awareness of this for much of your time period and welcome the
opportunity to share with you information, that you may eventually move
into the probability of accepting and therefore offering yourself new freedoms.
I express to you, in great lovingness also, that I am quite encouraging
in the direction that you may be within communication of Michael, for he
may also, in objective terms, be quite helpful to you in what you may find
to be much of a surprising area within this particular subject matter.
You may also, if you are so choosing, hold this particular session within
what you term to be confidence of myself and yourself physically, until
such a time framework that you are holding more of a comfortability with
this.
Be assured that I am lending energy to you always and that my presence
is with you, and I shall be encouraging of you within your movement and
am quite encouraging of your new movement that you are engaging.
ROB: Thank you.
ELIAS: You are very welcome.
ROB: I think perhaps what I have in mind now links with what you
have been saying. In my dreams at various times, there are boys of
various nationalities who are not known to me, and there are various expressions
of affection. The feelings are not those which are accepted within
mass belief systems. Is this a part of what you have been speaking
of?
ELIAS: Yes, and this is your imagery that you present to yourself
that this is not bad. It merely is a choice of manifestation within
a particular sexual orientation of this particular dimension.
Be noticing that within your dream imagery, the belief systems are quite
relaxed, and in this you do not feel the sting or the bite, so to speak,
of the negative in this area, but you may look into these soft faces and
you may find a lovingness and a compassion and also an excitement that
you do not allow yourself within your objective
imagery and expressions.
Many times individuals move in the direction of presenting imagery
to themselves within dream state that they do not allow themselves to be
addressing within their objective waking state, for within their objective
state and the influences of their belief systems, they do not feel an element
of safety ... which is another aspect of belief systems! But nonetheless,
it is quite an element of your reality within physical focus. Within
your dream state, this becomes a non-issue, so to speak, for you may allow
yourselves many expressions and hold that element of safety that you do
not allow yourselves within your objective awareness.
Notice that you may hold misgivings or uncomfortableness as you awake
and you create your translation into objective terms, but within your dream
state, you experience quite a different expression and are not holding
fearfulness or that aspect of uncomfortableness, for you are not incorporating
the strength of the objectively held belief systems. This is an acknowledgment
to you. It is an offering to you. I have expressed many times,
in conjunction with the dream mission, that your dream state is your communication
with essence which you translate into objective terms, so to speak, terms
that you may understand within your knowing of creations in physical focus.
In this, essence is communicating to you that this is acceptable.
It is merely a choice, and this imagery offers you the opportunity to view
a positive aspect, for you ALL move in the direction of comparisons of
positive and negative, and you create these judgments. This is the
movement of belief systems, creating positive and negative judgments: good
and bad, right and wrong. And in this, within essence there is no
gender, and as you move into the action of this shift, look about you!
Although there continues to be the mass held belief system of sexual orientation
in the area of right and wrong and what is acceptable and what is not acceptable,
this is moving in the direction of a relaxation also, for all of the belief
systems are becoming more and more relaxed as the action of this shift
gains momentum, and individuals singularly and en masse are addressing
more and more to these held belief systems.
I have expressed previously that the action of this mass expression
of disease of AIDS is a mass expression of a collective agreement to be
addressing to the judgments and the focus upon the belief system of sexual
orientation and the movement in limitations in this area. As I have
expressed, within essence, within consciousness, there is no gender.
This is a manifestation of physical focuses merely for experience within
physical form, but as you move more into the action of this shift, there
is also more of an acceptance of all of the expressions of sexual orientation,
for there is more of a recognition that these are merely physical expressions
of physical experience, and that you all hold all of these aspects of sexual
orientation within you, for you ARE ESSENCE.
In this, gender is merely a manifestation within physical form, an
expression, a choice. It is not an absolute. Therefore, although
many individuals within this present time framework view, in your terms,
that you hold “a long way to go,” so to speak, within your addressing to
this belief system, I shall express to you that within a very, very small
time framework, there has been great movement into the expression of acceptance
in this area. This shall serve as a very good example of acceptance
of a belief system, for you may view objectively en masse the extreme of
expression for centuries in one direction with this particular subject
matter.
“Other,” so to speak, as a choice of sexual orientation for centuries
has been unacceptable within your officially accepted reality as influenced
by the mass belief systems. Within this present time framework, you
move more and more and more into an acceptance of this orientation, for
your attention moves in the direction of addressing to these belief systems
and a recognition that this is merely a physical expression and not an
absolute. It is not a truth. It is a belief system expressed
within physical focus. Are you understanding?
ROB: Yes, Elias. One last question, please. I hold alcohol
as something of a difficulty, and I’m aware that I use it to block out
objective reality, and I suppose this stems from a non-acceptance of the
kinds of things we’ve been discussing. Is there a specific line I
can look to, to break this habit?
ELIAS: (Chuckling) Let me express to you that this be another
area influenced by belief systems. I have expressed many times that
it matters not what type of substances you are incorporating. It
merely matters the influence of the belief systems that you attach to this
consumption of certain substances. You attach very strong judgments
in the area of some particular substances.
Now; I shall express to you that many individuals hold a belief that
this particular type of substance incorporated into your physical form
or consumed, so to speak, shall be quite affecting of you in physical terms.
At times it may be, and at times it may not be, but regardless, the mass
belief system is that it IS very affecting, and therefore it BECOMES very
affecting.
In this, many individuals move in the direction of use of this type
of substance as what you term in your belief systems to be escaping or
blocking or numbing, which you are not accomplishing of ANY of these aspects
within the use of this substance! This is merely another aspect of
the belief system that you attach to the usage of these types of substance,
and this allows you the direction of creating more judgments, which is
reinforcing of your belief system of duplicity, and as you continue to
reinforce the duplicity, you also reinforce all of its aspects.
It is as a very large carousel that continues to move around and around
and around and remains within its same orb and does not alter, for all
of the actions reinforce themselves. You continue to be consuming
of a substance, which continues to be reinforcing of negativity, in your
terms, and your own judgment upon yourself, which reinforces your lack
of worthiness and your perception that you are bad, which continues to
perpetuate the action of the usage of the substance, and round and round
and round you continue!
In this, I express to you to be looking to the source, which is yourself,
and how you are viewing of yourself. If you are accepting of yourself
and recognizing that all of your expressions and choices are acceptable
and are not bad, and also are not good as opposed to bad, this shall be
moving you in the direction of much less conflict, and your perception
of your own actions shall alter.
Let me express to you that individuals move in the direction of creating
many new aspects of these belief systems, attaching to certain usages of
substances, in explanation of these usages, in the direction of very many
deficiencies and malfunctions of your individual selves. They may
also move in the direction of actual physical malfunctions and disabilities,
so to speak.
In actuality, if you are addressing to your own individual lack of acceptance
of self, you may also view that the substance itself is neutral, and that
you may engage the participation of this substance if you are so choosing,
or you may not if you are so choosing, and IT MATTERS NOT.
You may engage participation in this substance to be acquiring of a
certain physical experience, and if you are not holding judgment upon this
action, the action itself shall alter, for your perception shall alter,
and in this you do not move in the direction of creating what you think
of as dependency, or in any of your other attachments in negativities in
your definitions, of the engagement of your choice with these particular
substances.
It is quite interesting how very efficiently individuals within physical
focus attach so very many negative aspects to their choices and their actions,
which is quite an expression of the strength and intensity of this one
belief system of duplicity!
Therefore, in this, I shall not express to you that you be hurriedly
moving in the direction of associating yourself with certain groups of
individuals that shall move you in the direction of discontinuing of this
action of consuming of this substance, for this also lends energy to the
belief system of duplicity, for it is quite reinforcing of your own belief
system that what you are engaging is bad. Therefore, YOU are bad!
I am quite understanding that this is a very strongly held belief system
and there is much energy lent to this belief system, and I myself have
moved in the direction of upset with many individuals in addressing to
this particular subject matter, for I am quite advocating of pleasure,
in ALL of its forms, regardless!
Individuals have moved in the direction of inquiring of me in these
particular areas with these particular subject matters that they view to
be bad — sexuality, substances, certain behaviors ... oh, very very very
bad! — and I am expressing to them, if you are experiencing of pleasure,
you are lessening the thickness of your energy within physical focus.
But if you are moving in this direction and you are placing judgments upon
yourself, you are lending energy to your own thickness, for you are not
experiencing pleasure. You are creating a non-pleasurable experience
within a pleasurable act.
ROB: Thank you, Elias.
ELIAS: You are quite welcome.
ROB: I think that is all. Thank you very much indeed!
ELIAS: Be acknowledging of yourself. Be remembering that
you are a glorious being, and that all that you engage within physical
focus is merely a choice of experience and not bad, and all of these experiences
are an opportunity for you to be acknowledging of self and to be more fully
experiencing all of the wonders that you may create for yourself within
your physical experience, and not to be placing judgments upon them.
This is an action of this shift in consciousness, to be accepting of
self and accepting of your belief systems and your experiences, and in
this offering yourselves great creativity and immense freedom within your
physical expressions, that you may move into new and amazing areas of creating
your physical reality, which I am lending much energy to you all in this
area.
Be also accepting of my energy to you in my encouragement with you,
and be recognizing of my continued interaction with you, not merely within
subjective interaction, but it matters not that you may not be within a
physical proximity of the energy exchange which appears within physical
focus, but that I hold the ability to be interactive within energy in certain
objective terms to be allowing you the knowing that I am present with you,
and this shall be encouraging to you and reinforcing to you. Rose
is not merely the only essence that may be offering objective imagery to
individuals within physical focus! (Chuckling) I merely do not choose
to be incorporating birds, and am quite fascinated with electrical qualities!
(Chuckling)
I express great affection to you this day, and continue to be encouraging
of your objective interaction with Michael. In this, you may be allowing
yourself to find great supportiveness in much of your new movements, and
in acknowledgment of yourself.
For myself, I offer you an intensity of lovingness this day, and I offer
you much energy and express to you a great fondness, and in this, au revoir!
Elias departs at 10:25 AM.
Vic’s note: Very well done, Elias and Rob!
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Copyright 1998 Mary Ennis, All Rights Reserved.