Session 222

Focusing on Focuses


"Focusing on Focuses"

Saturday, September 27, 1997 © 1997 (Private)
Participants: Mary (Michael), Vicki (Lawrence), Letty (Castille), and Stella (Cindel).
Vic's note: Stella's energy and enthusiasm is not only funny, it's infectious. There's certainly no lack of zeal or joy in Stella!
Elias arrives at 6:51 PM. (Time was twelve seconds)

ELIAS: Good evening. (Grinning) And Michael is expressing to Elias that I am long-winded! (Laughter)

STELLA: (To Letty) Go ahead! You start, my darling!

LETTY: When my brother Marta was here last time, he asked a question for me about a person that I guess was my brother in another focus, and I'm trying to understand the bleed-through. I guess I'm having problems because if we were so close and we had such a close relationship there, why is it causing conflict in this focus?

ELIAS: (Accessing) Hmmm. There have been unresolved issues that were chosen in another focus to be ignored and to be moved beyond, and the focus was placed upon the appreciation of the relationship and the moving into the experience of the emotional connection within that focus. Therefore, you were not choosing to be focusing upon issues dealing with this relationship.

Now; let me explain that this is a choice. This is not a situation of karma; that you have unresolved issues within one focus, therefore within the area of cause and effect you choose to be engaging and resolving those issues within this focus. This is not the case. It is merely a choice within probabilities of presenting yourself with these issues of acceptance and relationships in different areas that apply within the probabilities that you choose within THIS focus. Therefore, in working through these issues and this conflict, you shall be benefiting yourself in the area of acceptance within this focus. In this, you choose to allow bleed-throughs from another focus to be influencing within this focus, that you may be dealing with situations that directly apply to you within this focus.

LETTY: Thank you. Can I ask you, what is his essence name?

ELIAS: (Accessing) Jhondh. J-H-O-N-D-H.

LETTY: Thank you.

ELIAS: You are welcome.

LETTY: (To Stella) Go ahead.

STELLA: Elias, it's so great to hear you! I've had a lot of experiences since we last spoke last week on Saturday!

ELIAS: This is so very surprising to me! (Laughter)

STELLA: I'm sure it is! But anyway, you came into my dreams and you told me "blue." Were you the one? Yes?

ELIAS: Yes. (Grinning)

STELLA: Were you telling me sort of like that you were there? Because you had told the little girl that I was with ... I forget her essence name. But anyway, Karla, you told her, "Remember my eyes are blue," or something in that context. So when you said blue, I'm imagining that you meant for me to know that it was you.

ELIAS: Correct.

STELLA: Oh, I'm so excited! Now, let me see. (Elias is chuckling) Anyway, that Saturday night I had a lot of experiences in my dream. I'm looking at my notes because I don't have such a good memory. I saw a lot of colors. Oh, one thing that came up a lot and has been coming up a lot is the Milumet. Now, why Milumet? It's not coming from you, I don't think. Are you telling me Milumet?

ELIAS: Milumet. (Correcting Stella's pronunciation)

STELLA: Yes. Why? It's driving me crazy! Why? Are you telling me?

ELIAS: (Chuckling) You are expressing this to yourself. This would be a connection with Shynla, and also with this future focus that you are so very intent upon recently.

STELLA: Lisa? Shynla ... meaning with her and Lisa?

ELIAS: It is an identification of connections. You are offering yourself information to be identifying and investigating connections that you hold with both of these individuals.

STELLA: Oh. But then why? Because Milumet ... the way you pronounce it, I don't pronounce it the same way.

ELIAS: This also is so very surprising! (Laughing)

STELLA: Isn't that a family of consciousness?

ELIAS: Correct.

STELLA: Yeah, but what do they have to do with this whole thing?

ELIAS: Both of these individuals align within their individual focuses with this family.

STELLA: Oh, okay. Now it makes sense. Okay, another thing and then I'll let Letty go. Listen. This other one, I can see like a little TV in front of my eyes, and I've been seeing a lot of colors, and I've been seeing ... it goes really, really fast. This is another dimension, right?

ELIAS: This projection which moves very quickly is a symbolization to yourself within your dream state of all of the focuses of your essence that you are allowing yourself to be viewing, but they are moving too quickly for you to be viewing them all. Therefore, you offer yourself the opportunity to slow the motion, that you may stop the motion and choose one to be viewing.

STELLA: Last night I was able to stop it a little bit, like a little bit slower. Anyway, the colors are wonderful and it's all going very nicely. Does it have anything to do with my eyes? Because I seem to feel like my eyes are going to ... like I'm blinking pretty quick.

ELIAS: This is merely imagery.

STELLA: Okay. Oh god, this is so interesting! Would you help me go to the pond? (Whining) I want to see you! (Laughter)

LETTY: We all want to see you, Elias, at the pond!

ELIAS: This be merely your choice; and if you are projecting to this area, I shall be interacting with you.

STELLA: Thank you so much! Would you hold me by my hand? Because it's sort of like I'm getting lost in the bushes! I absolutely am! But I really do want to get there! You have blue eyes, huh?


STELLA: Deep, deep, blue eyes. Okay. (Elias is laughing) I'll stop now, until I get the rest of my questions together.

LETTY: Before I forget, I want to ask you ... this week, somebody visited me at night while I was asleep. I could not see, I don't remember what I was dreaming, but it happened a couple of times where I kind of have a semi wake-up stage. I feel and I smell somebody, and this definitely was a male because I could smell men's cologne. It seemed familiar, but I couldn't tell what it was, and I definitely felt a presence. Was that you?


LETTY: Who was that?



ELIAS: This being another focus of your essence which you are allowing to be intersecting with you.

LETTY: Because a few months ago, I had the same experience. Well, maybe more than a few months ago, maybe last year. I had a female because I smelled a perfume, and I also felt very, very comfortable with it. I feel somebody in the room and I don't get scared. I don't feel threatened, but I know somebody's there, and yet I can't wake up. That was me too?

ELIAS: Yes. This would be your beginnings. You are choosing not to entirely objectively engage this action yet for this is unfamiliar to you, but you are allowing a partial engagement and an identification and an objective knowing that there is no need to be fearful, for these are focuses of your essence which you are allowing to be intersecting with you.

LETTY: How could I do it so I could see them more? Interact more?

ELIAS: Merely be accepting that these are focuses of yourself, of your essence. In this, you shall be allowing more of an interaction and you shall hold more of an objective awareness of the presence and the interaction.

LETTY: Oh, wow! I thought these were my guides.

ELIAS: There are no guides!!


STELLA: Was that the one who kicked her today?

LETTY: Yeah, somebody kicked me today while I was trying to go into a deep meditation.

ELIAS: (Laughing) This would be another aspect of yourself.

LETTY: Oh, wow!

ELIAS: Therefore, acknowledge yourself that you are allowing interaction and you are holding the beginnings of objective awareness of this interaction that is occurring.

LETTY: I have a lot of focuses going on?


LETTY: I like to keep busy!

ELIAS: (Chuckling) As do you all!

LETTY: Can we go into a little bit about what dreams then really represent? I know a lot of it has to do with your ... I'm trying to understand the dream state, and how it relates to my wake-up state.

ELIAS: Ah! Moving into the area of the dream mission!

LETTY: Yeah!

ELIAS: You may be connecting with Michael and Lawrence in this area, for they investigate continuously of this dream mission with a sizable amount of fervor! (Chuckling) Michael engages the subjective activity in this investigation and Lawrence provides the objective avenue within this dream mission, for they are within harmony and move hand-in-hand.

Your dream state is directly affecting of your waking state, as I have stated many times. This is all imagery that you create in creating your reality within this particular physical focus. It is influenced through Regional Area 2, which is where you are initially creating of your reality and then translating this into your dream and waking states. My clue, which is already partially known, is that what is occurring within Regional Area 2 is beyond imagery. (Staring at Letty) ALL imagery is a translation. Therefore, your waking objective reality is a translation of what is occurring within Regional Area 2.

LETTY: Which is our dream.

ELIAS: Partially. Your dream state is the imagery of Regional Area 2. It is not necessarily the entirety of the action. It is the translation of the action within imagery. (Pause)

VICKI: Can I ask a question here? Can you explain the imagery that Mary and I both had, of both being woken up twice in the same night by Cathy's dog, who wasn't in our physical presence at all?

Vic's note: Mary and I were both awoken the same night by the sound of one sharp bark, and we both "knew" it was Cathy's dog.

ELIAS: (Chuckling) You have each, within one layer of your imagery, addressed correctly, that you are offering yourselves your "wake-up call!" (Grinning) Beyond this, you are also both connecting with a neutral element which is connected with Shynla, in recognition that Shynla and both of your connections to her may be helpful to you each and to you both within the situation that you engage presently. Shynla, as being the dispersed, may offer helpfulness to you each within your objective struggling presently, in her ability to be partially accepting of you each within the very different belief systems that you hold.

VICKI: As far as the action of the dream mission, would that particular imagery be indicative of the action of her helpfulness within consciousness?

ELIAS: Correct, and your connection to it, and both of you allowing yourselves simultaneously to be connecting to this helpfulness in recognition of this, and also offering yourselves the same imagery that you may be also connecting to, offering yourselves a reconfirmation of your interconnectedness, although objectively you feel disconnected from each other. Therefore, you offer yourselves imagery that reaffirms that you are very connected.

VICKI: Thank you.

ELIAS: You are welcome.

LETTY: So is that kind of like when I dream of Stella? She comes into my dreams. She's awake, but yet she's part of my dream state.

ELIAS: This would be in actuality a projection. (To Stella) Although you are not aware objectively of your projecting subjectively, you are projecting and connecting out-of-body, so to speak, (to Letty) with you.

STELLA: We're pretty connected. We get hot together! (Wild laughter)

ELIAS: Interesting terminology! (Laughing)

LETTY: Our energies combine often.

ELIAS: (Humorously) I shall be expressing that this session shall remain private in an attempt to not be incorporating distortion and misinterpretation, that individuals are not experiencing the focus of female and "other" simultaneously in one focus! (Much laughter)

STELLA: It came quite spontaneously! Well, I have a lot of fun, I've got to say! Another thing that I need to ... I've started crying already! (Isn't it interesting that when we laugh really hard, we cry?) Last week I asked you about the white noise and of course you explained it, but you didn't explain it to a degree that I could understand it.


STELLA: Aha! Vicki was telling me that there was a part that was missing from last week that didn't come out on the tape or something. What the hell is going on?? This is really interesting!

ELIAS: You are allowing an opening of your essence. In this, you are connecting with other essences -- the essence of Elias and these other essences that are depicted within your game, and beyond -- and in this you are creating of electrical disturbances temporarily, for you have not realized yet how to be directing of this energy. It is merely flowing through, so to speak, and becomes scattered as it is introduced into physical focus. Therefore, as you learn to be connecting with self more, you shall also be more directing of your own energy. This is different from many individuals within physical focus, for they do not allow an objective bleed-through of essence; although we have been presented objectively with one individual that has allowed much flow-through of essence into objective awareness, this one individual being that essence of Beth, which has been presented within this forum previously, although this individual IS directing and focusing much of the energy of essence regardless that they hold a complete objective awareness of this. In this, the energy is directed more focused, and therefore is not so very scattered and not interfering with electrical equipment.

STELLA: So as I get more into my essence, then I'll be able to manipulate it more so that it's not scattered? Can I do that?

ELIAS: Correct.

STELLA: And am I doing it, do you think?

ELIAS: You are beginning.

STELLA: Yeah? So can I have some help there? I need all the help I can get!

ELIAS: You shall be accomplishing in this area. You need hold no concern for this action. It is merely a minor inconvenience temporarily, and is not affecting of other individuals in what you may term to be a negative way.

STELLA: Oh, okay. So then we can just disregard this. It's no big deal.

ELIAS: Correct. It shall, once again in your terms, correct itself naturally, for you shall naturally be directing more focused and more efficiently with this energy.

STELLA: Oh, okay. Thank you, Elias.

ELIAS: You are welcome.

LETTY: I've been reading a lot of the transcripts, but I'm behind in my reading. Can you explain a little bit more about duplicity belief systems?

ELIAS: The belief system of duplicity underlies all of your other belief systems. This belief system would move hand-in-hand with your belief systems of right and wrong or good and evil, for you hold within you this double element of self and how you view yourself. You view yourselves to be intrinsically bad and intrinsically good at the same time. You look to self and you express to yourself that you are a good and positive and wonderful being, but underlying, between your religious and scientific belief systems, you also hold the belief system that you are intrinsically not good; that you are, at your base level, untrustworthy and deceitful and bad. You believe this within scientific areas which express to you that your animal nature, which is your base of your being, is not to be trusted. Your impulses are what you equate with your base instincts, which are not to be acknowledged, for these are bad. Within your religious belief systems, you look to elements such as original sin that you enter physical focus with and must be cleansed from, for you are intrinsically bad upon entering physical focus and removed from all that is or your creator or god or whatever you choose to be labeling all of consciousness with. Therefore, throughout your focus, as this is a globally-held mass belief system and is underlying within you all, you battle with this issue of duplicity throughout your focus.

You need be only recognizing that there is no intrinsically bad. You do not enter physical focus with a mark against you. You do not enter physical focus with the sins of the fathers before. You are intrinsically perfect. Therefore, you need not be making up for elements that are bad within you, for there is no bad! You need merely be accepting of the wondrousness of self, and recognizing that all of your choices are probabilities for experience.

LETTY: Is this mainly in this dimension or this focus?

ELIAS: Correct.

LETTY: Thank god!

ELIAS: (Chuckling) It is how you have created this reality within the creation of belief systems within this dimension; but this also, be recognizing, has added to your experiences. Therefore, it has been beneficial.

STELLA: Elias, were we in another focus? Are we in another focus together? Yeah? (Elias begins chuckling) Or you just met me?

ELIAS: (Mysteriously) Ah, I shall be gazing into my crystal ball once again and attempting to be holding the remembrance of Cindel within other focuses. Ah!! I view! (Laughter) I shall challenge you to investigate the focus of the ravaging Frenchman, for within this focus that other individuals within this forum also share, you have played an active role also.

STELLA: So you're talking about when you were Oscar Wilde?


STELLA: So which Frenchman?

ELIAS: Investigate within the area of France within your eighteenth century, not nineteenth century.

LETTY: Seventeen hundreds?

ELIAS: Correct.

STELLA: So we were all together there?

ELIAS: Correct.

STELLA: Were we real close?


STELLA: Hmm. We liked each other, huh. Yeah, we did, because I like you very much! (Elias chuckles) So then I'm going to have to work on another one now. Okay, I will.

ELIAS: It is a challenge!

STELLA: It is. It's always a challenge. I found the difference that you were telling me about ... do you know that I'm using you as a teacher? You know that, right? Surprise! Aren't you surprised?

ELIAS: (With a very straight face) Absolutely. This comes to me as new news.

STELLA: Yeah! Quite an honor, huh?

ELIAS: Quite. I shall be hoping to be living up to this expectation.

STELLA: Oh, you are already! Except when you tell me to find out myself, but I understand. I understand!

ELIAS: (Chuckling) The mark of a good teacher!

STELLA: Yes, you're absolutely right. I did what you were saying ... about although there is no separation, there is a need to separate. With my focus of Zulu, I realized that the darkness ... I was afraid of the darkness, and I saw the darkness the way Zulu would see it, and it's really scary, very scary. It's dark, dark, dark. And then I closed my eyes again, and I opened them again, and I wasn't asleep or anything. Then I saw myself as now. I could see the light coming through the windows, and it wasn't as dark. I was not afraid of the dark! I was always afraid of this darkness of Zulu. And do you know that I have felt that ever since I was little? I was very much afraid of the darkness when I was little; very young, always afraid. So I don't know if it's going to take away the fear, but it's nice to recognize where it's coming from, and it's not from this focus.

ELIAS: And in this, you have also been affecting of the other focus.

STELLA: See, that's wonderful! That's great! Another thing that I have never asked: I always had a fear of knives, ever since I was little. Actually, you know what happens with knives -- I think it's a bleed-through -- it happens that I feel this weird and horrible sensation in my body, and I can't explain it other than it's a horrible thing. It's a horrible thing! I've always been afraid of knives. Is this a bleed-through from another focus?

ELIAS: Yes. This would be a remembrance of another focus in which you engaged action with another individual in desecrating the bodies of creatures, and eventually encountered individuals opposing this action, and these individuals were implementing the same action to you -- causing your death -- that you had inflicted upon creatures. Therefore, in the action of acquiring trophies from creatures, individuals opposing of this acquired trophies from you, which was implementing of your disengagement within that focus. In this, this situation bleeds through into this focus and is creating of fearfulness, for you create this focus very differently.

LETTY: Were those animals by any chance snakes?

ELIAS: Some; not all, but some.

LETTY: 'Cause I had a dream where I was with other people, and we were taking snakes and cutting their heads off and skinning them.

ELIAS: Among other creatures also. (Stella sighs) Do not be holding judgment! It is merely a choice of experience. Therefore, you need not be non-accepting of this other focus, and you need not be holding to this either; for although it is you within essence -- it is another focus -- it is not you.

STELLA: So we've done this together? (Meaning herself and Letty)


STELLA: Is this when we were lovers?


STELLA: So we've been together quite often too, huh?

LETTY: Many focuses?

ELIAS: Correct; this being why you feel within this focus the comradery and the identification and what you identify as closeness.

I shall be initiating a break, and you may continue with your questions.

BREAK 7:35 PM RESUME 8:03 PM (Time was five seconds)

ELIAS: Continuing.

STELLA: Elias, I'm going to ask you ... oh wait! I have to ask you something that somebody asked me to ask you, so before I get into the other question ... and that was my mom. Do you know that I've left her alone? It's kind of nice. It's working nicely. It's better, although today I got a little bit into it, but it wasn't too bad. I'm getting better at accepting, basically because I feel that I'm not responsible for her any more, so it's nice. Anyway, since I'm not bothering her, now she's bothering me, saying what is her essence name? (Laughter, and Elias chuckles)

ELIAS: Linda. L-Y-N-D-A.


ELIAS: Correct.

STELLA: Well! Lynda. I'm going to call her Lynda. That's a nice name. Okay, I was told to ask you, so it's not coming from me! (Laughter) It's Vicki. Vicki, Vicki, Vicki! Vicki told me ask you about transition! Interesting, huh? (Stella, you crack me up!)

ELIAS: (Chuckling) And what shall you inquire about transition?

STELLA: I should have asked her! (Laughter) I think I'm interested in transition. Am I in some transition period already? Am I doing some transition? Have I been doing transition since I've been in this focus? I've been wanting to die from eight years old. Yes?


STELLA: Wow! So do you think it would work really nice to help people in this ... and this has nothing to do with your ball! I mean, I am not doing this! ... to help people in their transition when they go to the other whatever-we-call-it? Yeah?

ELIAS: Ah! The whatever-we-call-it! Area of transition.

STELLA: Yes! Okay, that's the area of transition.

ELIAS: Regional Area 3 would be the designation of this area of consciousness, and as you are moving into the action of transition within this focus and accomplishing in this direction, you shall be offering helpfulness to other individuals within the action of transition also, physically and non-physically.

STELLA: Well, that feels good. I like that very much. I think I've always wanted to do that. I have another question ... I have so many questions! Why is it that I have been dreaming of ... not so much now, but after I left my ex-husband and my step-sister and this whole mess behind me, why is it that they continue to be in my dreams?

ELIAS: You are lending energy to these individuals within this focus. Therefore, you create imagery to be reminding yourself of these individuals, to be offering energy to them.

STELLA: Why do I want to give them energy? Why do I offer them energy? Why do I do that?

ELIAS: Within helpfulness of this shift.

STELLA: That feels good. That feels very good, because see, a lot of people don't understand my feelings about the whole situation. I really and truly, from my heart, wish them the best. I wish them well, and if they could be in seventh heaven, it would be wonderful. I feel great! A lot of people don't seem to understand that in this focus here because they think, after what happened in my life with these people, how could I feel that way? But I do. I do! I kind of have always, like my step-sister. There's a big connection there. There's always been a very big connection.

ELIAS: This also, be noticing of; for within this action of lending energy to these individuals, you also reinforce yourself within imagery of your own action and movement in the area of acceptance, which you may be acknowledging to yourself.

STELLA: Okay. For instance, I've always had a peculiarity about the situation with my sister, because why would she want to live her life through me in what happened? Because she actually lived her life through me in being the mother, being the wife, instead of her having her own life. And of course, it was with my agreement!

ELIAS: Correct.

STELLA: I absolutely agree with that. I know that. I agreed to the whole thing. Why would we both agree to this thing?

ELIAS: In shared counterpart action in paralleling counterparts, you choose to be sharing the imagery within the focus; in a manner of speaking, sharing the responsibility of the focuses and lending energy to each other in this action. This would be an example of a parallel counterpart situation.

STELLA: So that's what my sister and I are, parallel counterparts?

ELIAS: Correct.

STELLA: Yeah, it makes sense. Is makes total sense. And what about with Robert? I know we were together. We've been together before in other focuses with him too, right?

ELIAS: Correct.

STELLA: Yeah. And one more thing ... this isn't a question. I feel that I was Dick's -- my present husband -- I feel that I was his mother, and my name was Sophia.

ELIAS: Correct.

STELLA: This is so great! This feels so good! Yes! And you know what happened? He hurt his finger to get my attention ... to get my attention! I feel that this is what happened. That was the time when I felt ... I have felt it at times, the bleed-through, but this time, when he hurt his finger, I felt like, "My god, I'm his mother!" And it was so wonderful, because this feeling of mother-ness came over me, and he loves it when I mother him! He loves it! So, yes! Okay! I was Sophia! Thank you very much! Oh, this is so exciting! (I have NEVER seen anyone get as excited as Stella during a session)

LETTY: Very good!

ELIAS: You are welcome. (Grinning and chuckling)

LETTY: I'm not as lucky as she is. I can't remember everything. I want to ask you, was it in a previous focus that I was a sibling to Jhondh? What time period was that? I want to know a little bit more about our lives.

ELIAS: This would be within your fifteenth century.

LETTY: Wow! A long time ago. Have we had other focuses together, or was this the only one?

ELIAS: You have interacted, although not within this type of capacity and relationship. You have had what you term to be casual friendships in other focuses, but not so intimately affecting of each other.

LETTY: Okay, that might help a little bit. I have one more question. I think, from reading the other essence families, that I align with Vold. Is that correct?

ELIAS: Correct. (Letty and Stella both get very excited!)


STELLA: Oh, good! See? There you go!

LETTY: I'm learning!

STELLA: There you go! Wonderful! (Elias chuckles)

LETTY: Well, since we're talking about essence families, what is Jhondh? I don't think he's Sumafi.

ELIAS: This would be essence family of Gramada, aligned with -- interesting alignment within this particular focus -- aligned with Zuli.

STELLA: Why do you say interesting? 'Cause they don't mix together?

ELIAS: In a manner of speaking. It is uncommon for individuals within physical focus to hold these two essence families together.

LETTY: Why is that?

ELIAS: The action within the intents of these families do not complement each other, although at times essences may be choosing to create an individual focus in which they may be aligning with a family that would not be complementing necessarily of the family that they belong to, purely for the experience.

LETTY: Do you think that's why he may have problems right now? He's in a very unsure state of his life where he doesn't know what to do, and he needs another job, and he kind of feels lost and insecure.

ELIAS: No. This would be different reasoning, and a lack of acceptance of self presently; but it is within the realm of probabilities that an alignment with this family and belonging to the family of Gramada would be at times causing confusion or elements of conflict, but this would be the choice for experience. (Pause)

LETTY: It was his choice.... (Pause)

STELLA: I have a question from Marta. He had a dream and it was a very interesting dream because see, he took off his head! He took off his head and he's got it in the palm of his hand and he's looking at it and he's not afraid, he's not nothing! He's just looking at it and kind of examining it. And he says that he's thinking how strange it is, but he's not afraid. And he was wanting me to ask you.

ELIAS: This would be imagery of the individual examining the affectingness of the intellect within the focus. Within this present now, this individual is choosing to be turning their attention to the intuition, and examining the role of the distracting element of the intellect if not properly balanced.

STELLA: Very interesting! Okay, great. Okay, before we go, I had a dream last night, and the thing that caught my attention was that I was in this car and there were a whole lot of people and I saw two of the people that work with me, two ladies. I'm not driving, but I am sort of giving directions, and I'm telling the driver to make a right turn, and we make a right turn, and then we're going uphill, uphill, uphill, and it's like really really uphill, and when we get there, there's a wall you can't go through. Then he turns around and we're coming down the hill. It's a steep, steep, steep hill. As we're coming down, then he's like flying! It's like flying, and now he's looking to see where he's going to guide the car together with the traffic. Then we get down, and I tell him another right, and we go uphill -- the same story again! And then I end up in some house, and I don't know, there's a lot of confusion. The two ladies seem like they're not too happy. But is was kind of weird going up this hill!

ELIAS: This would be indicative of imagery that you are creating for yourself in mirroring much action that you are engaging presently, and mirroring a desire. In this, the hill is representative of your desire to be moving to areas of consciousness that you view to be inaccessible presently. As you approach the top of your hill you approach this wall, for there are blocks and there is only so far that you perceive that you may be accomplishing within physical focus. In a recognition of this, knowing that there are certain areas of consciousness that you may not be prepared to be accessing yet, you choose to be moving down your hill once again, but not viewing this as a negative action; therefore affirming to yourself that continuing within physical focus may be an exciting and enjoyable experience. Therefore, you offer the imagery of flying. But you continue within your imagery of confusion and other individuals, as imaging to yourself the confusion that you experience within your new experiences and bleed-throughs of consciousness, and recognizing that other individuals experience this also and that you may be connecting with these other individuals in offering information for their confusion. Therefore, you image them to be not very happy.

STELLA: Thank you, Elias!

ELIAS: You are quite welcome.

LETTY: Thank you very much, Elias. Good to see you again.

ELIAS: You are very welcome.

STELLA: I'll see you in my dreams ... at the pond!

ELIAS: I shall be anticipating our meeting!

STELLA: Oh, how neat! Okay!

ELIAS: And you may be engaging a swim with Elias!


ELIAS: I express to you this evening, much affection to you both, and I shall be engaging with you soon. To you both, au revoir!

Elias departs at 8:24 PM.

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