Healing a Brain Tumor Through Diet and Meditation
Topics:
“Healing a Brain Tumor Through Diet and Meditation”
“Remembering the Future”
“Feeling the Mass Energy”
“Generating Crises for Practice”
Sunday, November 16, 2025 (Private/Phone)
Participants: Mary (Michael) and Terri (Uliva)
(Audio starts partway through session)
TERRI: Really thinking that I would see some sort of change in the regression-type way. And it hadn’t grown at all, so… Which is still good.
ELIAS: That’s good.
TERRI: Yes. So that’s… So my question to you is: Did the three changes happen, and the three changes showed up as no growth?
ELIAS: Correct.
TERRI: Okay. So now, we’re in the second six months. That was at the end of August, and my next follow-up is February 12th, which I think is very interesting because it’s a little earlier than six months and it falls on Valentine’s weekend. And the imagery to me is a loving energy that I’m going to see a regression this time.
ELIAS: Ah! I would say that that is a very interesting expression of imagery, and I would very much be encouraging you and expressing to you that that could be very likely.
TERRI: Okay. Is it—
ELIAS: I cannot express to you absolutely, but – because that depends on you – but I can say that it’s very likely.
TERRI: Okay. So, it’s more probable. It’s more in the realm of probability, not just possibility?
ELIAS: Yes.
TERRI: Okay. Okay. So then, so for this six months I found Dr. Joe Dispenza and I’ve really been deep-diving into his meditations and his interviews and talks, and I think it marries your information with science. So this is what I’ve added for the second six months. And do you think that… So, (a) am I doing them correctly? Am I getting into that beta-gamma state that allows changes to happen? And is that what’s propelling me towards actually being able to see a visible regression on the—
ELIAS: Yes.
TERRI: Okay.
ELIAS: Yes.
TERRI: Okay. So I’m doing good with that?
ELIAS: Yes. I would agree and I would also say to you, congratulations.
TERRI: On finding him? (Laughs)
ELIAS: On actually moving in a direction of doing meditations consistently.
TERRI: Yeah. I’m doing them every morning, right when I wake up, no matter whether it’s four a.m. or five or six, and mostly another one at night before or while I’m going to sleep.
ELIAS: Very well.
TERRI: Yeah. And so, you would say that I’m reaching that gamma state? Is that the ultra-wavy state that I feel?
ELIAS: Yes.
TERRI: Okay. Okay. Cool. And I have a very clear visualization. He talks about remembering the future, so I have a very clear memory of sitting in the office and the doctor coming in and shrugging his shoulders and saying, “I can’t explain it, but it’s gone. I don’t know how you did it.” And I have the whole conversation of saying, “Oh, I want to see the pictures,” and him bringing up the MRI pictures and seeing a completely clear scan. And I’m going to bring a T-shirt with me that says, “I did it!” (Both laugh) So would you say I’m doing a good job of remembering the future?
ELIAS: Yes.
TERRI: Okay. Cool. Okay. And then I wanted to ask you—
ELIAS: That doesn’t mean an immediate future. You understand that?
TERRI: Yeah. Yeah, but I’m doing… It’s kind of like the campground.
ELIAS: But you are moving in that direction, yes.
TERRI: Yeah, and I keep remembering when I was trying to create purchasing that campground, and walking towards it, and that didn’t come out but something even better came out of it, with going on the road for ten years. So I already have that ingrained in me, that it may not show up exactly like the memory but last time it showed up even better.
ELIAS: Yes, I understand.
TERRI: Okay.
ELIAS: And what I’d say to you is: Are your meditations guided meditations?
TERRI: Yes.
ELIAS: Then what I would say is, either at the beginning or the end of the meditation incorporate a few minutes. It doesn’t have to be much but in that, in those few minutes, concentrate your attention on very precisely pinpointing the physical manifestation and then relax into it. Keep relaxing it and relaxing it until you feel a sensation of melting.
TERRI: Okay.
ELIAS: That will help.
TERRI: The other thing I’ve been picturing is, it kind of looks like a tadpole on the MRI and I picture it swimming out of my brain into, back into nothingness.
ELIAS: Ah! That’s excellent.
TERRI: Okay. But I will try that. I’ll add that, I should say.
ELIAS: Excellent.
TERRI: Cool. Okay. So I wanted to ask you about this feeling that’s been coming up at different times. And it just came up Friday. I felt it Friday. It’s like an overwhelming feeling of… I don’t know if dread is the right way, the right word. And it’s not associated with an event. It’s kind of… maybe like an ultra-depressed feeling. And I do, I bring myself out of it but it’s not immediate. It lingers. And I’m wondering… I thought maybe it cropped up because I really didn’t want to do the farmers’ market and I wasn’t allowing myself to acknowledge that, and that’s where that… But that feeling’s been coming up at different times and it’s not like something I usually feel, so I wanted to get more clarification on that.
ELIAS: Different times meaning?
TERRI: Of the month, or week, or… It just seems to come out of nowhere. It’s not like something happened and I felt, “Oh my god, what’s the use?” I didn’t feel that about the farmers’ market, but I wasn’t letting myself acknowledge that I didn’t really want to do it.
ELIAS: But that wouldn’t create a feeling of dread.
TERRI: Yeah. So can you…? Do you know what feeling I’m talking about? For me?
ELIAS: Yes.
TERRI: Okay. And where—
ELIAS: One moment. (Pause) Does this feeling happen at different times during the day? Or do you experience this feeling when you wake up from sleep?
TERRI: No. It’s different times during the day.
ELIAS: Very well.
TERRI: It’ll like top in and then it lingers.
ELIAS: Very well. (Pause) Ah! Very well. You can stop that. I would say that what is happening, which is not necessarily unusual, is because you have changed so much in your lifestyle and you are consistently daily doing a meditation, it’s creating a situation in which you are more open to energy than you were. And in that, what’s happening is, at different times when there may be surges in energy in mass energy, you’re picking that up.
TERRI: Okay.
ELIAS: And you’re feeling what other individuals are feeling in mass.
TERRI: Like in empathy?
ELIAS: Yes.
TERRI: Okay.
ELIAS: Yes. Yes. And I would say that, in relation to your meditations and perhaps even periodically throughout the day, you might simply remind yourself that you can be open and not take on mass energy.
TERRI: Okay. So is it—
ELIAS: And when, if you feel it, then you can also express to yourself what this is and therefore you can, in a manner of speaking, banish it.
TERRI: Okay. All right. Cool. Well, that’s cool though, because I’m opening to… Because during the meditations, I do remind myself that I can handle the energy now.
ELIAS: Yes.
TERRI: Because there is a lot more of it.
ELIAS: Yes.
TERRI: Yeah. Okay. And also tied into that is, I’m working on… Dr. Joe talks about when you’re doing the meditations you’re not doing, you’re not doing this work to heal yourself. You’re doing this work to change yourself and the healing is a by-product of it. In that, you need to change your personal reality to change your… or you need to change your personality to change your personal reality. So I’ve been working on the love piece, which through my life has just felt so foreign to me. So do you think I’m getting closer to that feeling of love?
ELIAS: Yes.
TERRI: And do you have any (laughs) advice there? It’s very challenging. It’s just so—
ELIAS: That’s another thing that is a matter of relaxing into it, and simply allowing it to be.
TERRI: And are the meditations helping with that?
ELIAS: Yes.
TERRI: And what do you…? Can you expand on “allow it to be” a little bit? (Laughs)
ELIAS: Remember: love is not a feeling. Affection is a feeling and that very frequently accompanies love, but love in itself is not a feeling. Therefore it’s a matter of using that openness that you been developing and expressing that allowance of yourself to be recognizing that expression of love. Because you’re already doing it.
TERRI: I am.
ELIAS: And therefore the feeling that you might express that might accompany it, other than affection, could be a feeling of (pause) gratitude.
TERRI: And I’ve been working a lot with gratitude, really feeling grateful for all of the close friends that I have here and what makes each one special, and how they’ve helped me, and—
ELIAS: That is—
TERRI: I spend a lot of time in gratitude. (Laughs)
ELIAS: Then you are doing well, my friend.
TERRI: And can you feel that? Can you feel a difference in my energy?
ELIAS: Oh yes.
TERRI: Okay. Good. (Laughs) Progress! (Laughs)
ELIAS: Yes. And I would say most definitely, yes.
TERRI: Awesome. (Laughs) All right. And so, Thursday is a big day. I have another appointment with the eye doctor, which is how this whole brain tumor thing started, trying to get my double vision fixed. So I’m hoping that she’ll agree to do the surgery to fix my double vision, but also if I can regress the tumor enough it would correct on its own. So—
ELIAS: I would agree, but I would say that that likely would incorporate more time than you may be willing to wait for.
TERRI: Right. So if I do the surgery and the tumor regresses over time, would it undo what she does?
ELIAS: No.
TERRI: Okay. And she’s also whole-food, plant-based, so she understands what I’m working towards. So I have a good feeling that she’ll move forward with the surgery, that I can create that. Would you agree that that’s more probable than possible?
ELIAS: Yes.
TERRI: Okay. Cool. Okay. That’s awesome. Okay, and then I wanted to ask about my diet. All that I’ve been doing, is it enough? Or do you have recommendations? I was looking at going more towards raw, which I find challenging but I’ll do it if that’s what’s going to make the difference in seeing a visible regression in--
ELIAS: No.
TERRI: — the tumor.
ELIAS: No.
TERRI: Okay. Am I doing enough with all that I’m doing now?
ELIAS: What source of proteins are you consuming?
TERRI: I grow lentil sprouts and black beans, chickpeas. Of course, all vegetables have protein in them but mainly lentils, beans, quinoa – I don’t know if that has protein. But yeah, I guess chickpeas, other types of beans—
ELIAS: Good.
TERRI: — are my main sources of protein.
ELIAS: Good. Good.
TERRI: Okay. All right. So, because you know, Curtis – oh, he’s such a pain in my ass (Elias laughs) – but he just refuses to acknowledge all that I’ve done, and keeps saying, “You’re not doing enough. You can’t have any oil. You can’t have any nuts. You’re undoing everything! Blah blah blah blah blah! Every time you eat a cooked meal, you’re going back to the beginning.” And it’s just draining me.
ELIAS: I’d say that’s HIS plan and that’s what he believes. That’s not necessarily entirely true.
TERRI: Right. So do you see anything that I need to still tweak or be stricter on, or…?
ELIAS: No.
TERRI: Okay. Ah, that’s a relief. (Both laugh) Oh.
ELIAS: No.
TERRI: Okay. So I found this—
ELIAS: And if you move in the direction of cooked food in any moment, it’s not a setback.
TERRI: Okay, good. That’s good to know. Like I had oatmeal this morning, but I didn’t cook it to death. As soon as it started to get hot, I turned it off and let it soak. And then I had fresh persimmons and pears and dates in it and some cinnamon and so… But I didn’t cook it to death (laughs) like I used to. I didn’t boil it for ten minutes. So I’m trying to be gentler. If I do cook something, I’m trying to be gentler on the cooking. But most of the stuff I eat, I do… I’ve got a juicer, so I’m juicing and—
ELIAS: Good.
TERRI: — doing smoothies and throwing the greens in the smoothies. And I have a huge salad with all kinds of variety in it. So I feel like I’m… that I’m doing good.
ELIAS: I agree.
TERRI: Oh, good. (Both laugh) All right, so then I wanted to ask real quick about supplements. So I found a study online that showed regression of meningiomas in – I don’t know if it was just in a petri dish or mice too – with a combination of rishi mushrooms, citric acid and wild ginger root. So I got citrus bioflavonoid capsules, and also I have oranges, lots of oranges, and rishi mushroom tea I have every day, and wild ginger root that I add into my fresh-pressed juices. Is that a good idea? Is that study valid? Does it need to be different forms? Is that helping?
ELIAS: I’d say it’s helpful.
TERRI: Okay. It’s helpful in the forms that I’m using now?
ELIAS: Yes.
TERRI: Okay. Good. Okay. And then I also take a general supplement and a probiotic and of course my turmeric, which I know that’s helpful. Is there anything else—
ELIAS: Repeat.
TERRI: Oh, I said I also take a general supplement and a probiotic and my turmeric capsules. I also use powdered turmeric in dishes. Is there anything else I should add?
ELIAS: No.
TERRI: Okay. And any of those that I should—
ELIAS: People too often move in the direction of more and more supplements, and that’s not helpful.
TERRI: Right. Okay. So just stay with that base.
ELIAS: Correct.
TERRI: And then I also added essiac tea and the protocol is to do three ounces, three times a day. Which the first batch, I did really good on that. This batch I kind of slipped off of that. I keep forgetting, and I don’t know if I’m forgetting because I don’t need that much, or that it’s not helpful at all. What are your…?
ELIAS: I’d say you’re forgetting because you don’t need that much.
TERRI: Okay. That’s what I felt. So is the one, one dose a day good? Or should I aim for two?
ELIAS: One is fine.
TERRI: Okay. And one at the three ounces or should I increase the ounces?
ELIAS: That’s fine.
TERRI: Okay. Okay. But it is a helpful mixture?
ELIAS: Yes.
TERRI: Okay. Okay. And I don’t feel like I’d need to add anything else right now. I think that’s a good base of what I’m doing.
ELIAS: I agree.
TERRI: Okay. Okay. Good. Okay. And then October was quite the month, with so many things, (To one of her dogs) Gypsy! (Snapping fingers) Gypsy! (Snapping fingers!) …with so many things happening, like my refrigerator went out and I haven’t been in my house since like September 19th. And I got a new refrigerator and it didn’t work from the first day and it took us like a month to figure it out, and one of my other friends figured it out. But it wasn’t really the refrigerator I wanted, so I think I created the delay because… to get the one I really wanted. And then Drake died, the one that had the heart transplant, and he died on my mother’s birthday. He was buried on Curtis’ birthday, which made me take the trip to Virginia so I had the stress of travel. And why? I mean, so all of these things coming up, and was it, is it because I’m changing so much that it’s… I’m generating lots of things to practice on?
ELIAS: Yes.
TERRI: Okay.
ELIAS: Congratulations, that you recognize that.
TERRI: Thank you.
ELIAS: And that you’re not automatically looking for the negatives.
TERRI: Yeah, and I think I did a really good job moving through all of it—
ELIAS: I agree—
TERRI: — much differently than I would have (laughs).
ELIAS: — and express congratulations to you again.
TERRI: Thank you. Because I would’ve handled a bunch of those things very differently. (Laughs)
ELIAS: I know.
TERRI: Just a short while ago.
ELIAS: I would say that it is a tremendous testament to everything that you’re doing. It changes everything in your life.
TERRI: Yes, and it certainly has.
ELIAS: Which is tremendous. That’s excellent, my friend.
TERRI: Thank you.
ELIAS: Because in that, then you’re not as bothered by those boulders falling into your stream.
TERRI: Yeah, I kind of watch them roll past.
ELIAS: Yes.
TERRI: (Laughs) And then—
ELIAS: That’s exquisite.
TERRI: Thank you. Yeah, it’s… Yeah, I mean if you’d told me all this last year – it looks like we had a session last November – if you’d told me all this was going to happen between then and this November, I would’ve been like, “No way!” (Both laugh) So this year has been quite the year. (Laughs)
ELIAS: Quite the year for change.
TERRI: Yes.
ELIAS: I very much agree.
TERRI: Yeah. So and on the abundance front, I keep… I keep hearing you say, “Your ship never docks just once.”
ELIAS: Correct.
TERRI: And in my game that I play, notice the ships going out to the islands and coming back and docking, and recently that’s stood out to me. And I keep… I have—
ELIAS: Remember: when I say your ship never only docks once, you’re ON the ship.
TERRI: Right.
ELIAS: It’s not that a ship is coming to you and docking multiple times. It’s YOUR ship.
TERRI: Right. And I am the ship.
ELIAS: You’re… Yes.
TERRI: But you know I’m a very visual person, so this feeling, I keep having this feeling that it’s going to dock in a big financial way, like it did when my mother died. Like I keep feeling that feeling building.
ELIAS: I’d say that in that, you may be creating a new avenue in which you might bring yourself that windfall. But remember: whenever you do that, it doesn’t always appear in the manner that you think.
TERRI: Right. And there’s like… You know, if I was looking at it like stars in the sky, I can see so many different stars, so many different ways that it could appear.
ELIAS: Correct.
TERRI: And I’m not really married to any of those, but I just keep feeling like it’s coming, like I can see the ship in the distance.
ELIAS: Aha. I’d say good for you, my dear. (Both laugh)
TERRI: So when Drake passed, well he passed on my mother’s birthday and the night before and that next night when I went to let the dogs out, this little sparrow – and this was ‘way after dark – this little sparrow came and just attached itself to the screen door, like right in front of me when I opened the door. And at first I thought that was Drake saying good-bye, but it was also my mother’s birthday and she likes to come as birds, so was that her coming in support?
ELIAS: I’d say both.
TERRI: Oh, okay. Okay. Like one each night? Or…
ELIAS: Yes.
TERRI: Okay.
ELIAS: And know that that’s something you would pay attention to.
TERRI: Oh, yeah, I mean that (laughs) was super surprising, to open the door and this bird was like HA! Right there, stuck to the screen door. (Both laugh) All right. So we’re down to our last minute. Do you have any advice for me to finish out the year with? Because I really want to create a visible regression on the next MRI in some way.
ELIAS: I’d say keep doing what you’re doing. You’re moving in an excellent direction. I would very much encourage you. And the only other thing I would express to you to enhance and strengthen your meditations would be to add a dedication in the beginning. It doesn’t matter who you dedicate the meditation to, and you don’t have to think about that person or anything to do with them throughout your meditation, but dedicating your meditations to someone. And it also could be many someones, it doesn’t have to be one individual. But when you generate a dedication at the beginning of your meditation, it increases the power of the energy.
TERRI: Okay, so it can just be as simple as “I dedicate this to,” and it could be somebody that I… I’ve been doing the ho’oponopono a lot for people that have been popping up that I’m working towards feeling more love towards. Like I do it to my other son and different people that I’m like, “Oh yeah, I guess I still hold some resentment towards that person,” so I’ll do that. So I could hold it towards one of those people also?
ELIAS: Yes, you could.
TERRI: Okay. Or even like my core group of friends here or somebody that’s…
ELIAS: Yes.
TERRI: Okay. Okay. That’s interesting.
ELIAS: And as I said, it doesn’t matter who you dedicate the meditation to. The act of dedicating it in itself increases the energy.
TERRI: Okay. All right. And has the ho’oponopono prayer been helping towards those relationships?
ELIAS: Yes.
TERRI: Okay. Cool. Okay. All right. So we’re at the end of our time. I’ll let Mary know her timer never went off, but (laughs) it just kind of just stopped there so I heard it in the background. (Laughs)
ELIAS: Very well. And—
TERRI: But thank you. We got to all of my points and I feel really good.
ELIAS: Excellent. And I shall greatly be looking forward to our next meeting.
TERRI: Me too. And if you could send me some hints or energy when you… when you see something that I need to move more towards or adjust, I would greatly appreciate it.
ELIAS: Very well.
TERRI: Thank you.
ELIAS: You are very welcome. In tremendous love and dear, dear friendship as always, au revoir.
TERRI: Au revoir.
(Elias departs after 33 minutes)
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