A Genuine Sense of the Expansiveness of Who You Are
Topics:
“Offering Yourself a Genuine Sense of the Expansiveness of Who You Are”
Wednesday, May 24, 2006 (Private/Phone)
Participants: Mary (Michael) and Jim S. (Bevan)
ELIAS: Good afternoon!
JIM: Well, good afternoon, Elias. Good to hear your voice again.
ELIAS: And yourself?
JIM: Okay. Got a few questions for you. Probably my list is longer than my allotted time. I will honor it though and have some left hover.
ELIAS: (Laughs)
JIM: Let’s start with, when I heard a woman’s voice say “Hello” as I woke from a nap, was that my translation of an energy projection from Senta Willings?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: It was. Okay. Senta has been very much on my mind lately. She is, of course, closely associated with Rico Cardinales and I’m getting an association of her with portions of Rachmaninoff’s Third Symphony, and Bevan is observing Rachmaninoff. Now I feel that there’s a connection between Rico and Rachmaninoff. Are they both focuses of the same essence?
ELIAS: Counterpart.
JIM: Counterpart. Okay. I’m still trying to pick up the essence on Rico. Is he, by any chance a focus of Hardy?
ELIAS: No.
JIM: No. I’m going to have to ask for his essence name, I guess. I can’t seem to come up with it.
ELIAS: Essence name, Yevette
JIM: Yvette. Y-V-E-T-T-E?
ELIAS: Y-E-V-E…
JIM: Y-E-V-E-T-T-E.
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Okay. Rico. No wonder I haven’t been able to get that.
ELIAS: (Laughs)
JIM: Does he belong Sumari?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Yes. I think I’ve got all the other stuff right. How many focuses does Yevette share with Bevan?
ELIAS: 81.
JIM: Wow! Okay. Now, the name, Astarte, popped into my head for no obvious reason and, when I looked it up, I found it was the name of a Babylonian goddess. I suspect that the goddess myth arose from at least one individual. Am I, perhaps, an observing essence of such an originator of the Astarte myth? I don’t think she is a focus of mine.
ELIAS: Yes, you are correct.
JIM: I observing. Is she a focus of Jene, J-E-N-E?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Yes. (chuckles) I got it. Dale/Jene’s mention of Antigone in a forum posting caught my attention at the time that I was wondering about Astarte. The way that the name, Antigone, has been haunting me, I think she may be a focus of mine. Is she?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Does she align Vold?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Common orientation?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Emotional focus?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: I find the story of her clash with Cleon quite emotionally affecting. Is Cleon, by any chance, a focus of Cuit? (The name is Creon, not Cleon. My mistake.)
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Is Oedipus a focus of Mubu?
ELIAS: No.
JIM: No.
ELIAS: No.
JIM: Alright. May I have his essence name then, please?
ELIAS: Essence name, Caana, C-A-A-N-A.
JIM: A-N-N-A?
ELIAS: No. C-A-A-N-A.
JIM: C-A-A-N-A. Alright. Belong Milumet?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: How many lives do we share in this dimension?
ELIAS: 70.
JIM: 70, right.
ELIAS: (chuckles)
JIM: Align Zuli?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Common orientation?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Political focus?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: Yes?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Is Jocasta a focus of Wynnuza?
ELIAS: Observing..
JIM: Observing. Alright. Then could I have her essence name, please?
ELIAS: Essence name, Langley, L-A-N-G-L-E-Y.
JIM: L-A-N-D as in dog?
ELIAS: G.
JIM: Z? As in zebra?
ELIAS: No. As in ghost.
JIM: Alright. Belong Borledim?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: How many lives do I share with her in this dimension?
ELIAS: 44.
JIM: 44. Align Tumold?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Soft orientation?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: Emotional focus?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Is the attitude regarding incest that appears in some of my stories influenced by Antigone’s incestuous conception?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: The woman in the recycling center seems very familiar. I suspect that I share a number of lives with her. Do I?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Yes?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: I think she is a focus of Mahji. Is that the case?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Align Gramada?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Common orientation?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: Thought focused?
ELIAS: Political.
JIM: Political. I left a number of books at the center that dealt with material similar to what you discuss. Did she happen to read any of those books?
ELIAS: Briefly.
JIM: Briefly. In other words, she wasn’t very interested.
ELIAS: Somewhat.
JIM: Somewhat. Okay.
JIM: About the woman whose ashes I have been asked to merge with the waters of the Atlantic, I believe she is a focus of Poalite. Is she?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Does she align Sumari?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Soft orientation?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Emotional focus?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Is this encounter a message of reconciliation from my first wife? To me that works on a number of levels.
ELIAS: In a manner of speaking, yes.
JIM: You said that Joy’s surname wasn’t Murchinson. Is it either Masters or Masterson?
ELIAS: Masterson.
JIM: Masterson. If it’s Masterson and it is, is Joy’s husband a descendent of lawman Bat Masterson?
ELIAS: No.
JIM: No, okay. I think I understand why you made the distinction of “lived” to my “live” in discussing Naomi Richter. Her husband, Paul, was sent to Costa Rica to manage that sugar cane plantation, wasn’t he?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: They previously lived in New Orleans, didn’t they?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: I get the impression that, after he leaves that manager position, he and his family move back to New Orleans. Thus they only “lived” in Costa Rica for a while. Is that the case?
ELIAS: Yes, you are correct.
JIM: May I have Paul’s essence name, please?
ELIAS: Essence name, Abduhl, A-B-D-U-H-L.
JIM: Abduhl. A_B_D_U_H_L?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Alrignt, then how many focuses do we share in this dimension?
ELIAS: 28.
JIM: 28. Is Melanie Loach a focus of Jale?
ELIAS: Counterpart.
JIM: Counterpart. (unintelligible) Alright, then could I have her essence name, please?
ELIAS: Essence name, Rushi, R-U-S-H-I.
JIM: Rushi. Alright. How many focuses shared with Bevan?
ELIAS: 29.
JIM: Is she a contemporary of Madeline Kochs?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: I see her working toward a doctorate in psychology at the university where Marcia Mackerer establishes a department of Psychic Sciences. Do I have that right?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Does she align Tumold?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Common orientation?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: Thought focused?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Does she serve as regression hypnotist for Maia Hammond?
ELIAS: At times.
JIM: At times. Does the regression hypnosis reveal that Maia, in another life, is the wife of a focus of Jahana?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Her name is Nohara, N-O-H-A-R-A?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: Yes?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Is that focus of Jahana named Jahana?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Does Maia give birth to a son who is a focus of Jahana?
ELIAS: No, but observed.
JIM: Observed. Okay. Is Charles Raimer, R-A-I-M-E-R, or R-A-Y-M-E-R, a focus of mine?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Which name is it?
ELIAS: The latter.
JIM: Is he a clown by profession?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Time frame late 1800s, early 1900s?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Does he align Zuli?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: Soft orientation?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Emotional focus?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: I associate him with Sarasota, Florida. Is that a winter base, perhaps?
ELIAS: No, but it has been visited and generated an (unintelligible).
JIM: Okay. Is he associated with Ringling Brothers Circus?
ELIAS: No.
JIM: No. He is very popular with kids, though?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Was he traveling with either of the two circus trains that I was involved in switching when I worked for the railroad?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: He was! Great!
ELIAS: (laughs)
JIM: Do I have a future focus names Clinton Waylee, W-A-Y-L-E-E?
ELIAS: Yes. You are correct.
JIM: Was he born on Earth but attended Lunar University on the Moon because of the space exploration program that it offered?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Is he aligned Zuli?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: Common orientation?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: Thought focused?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Does he meet Maia Bitress at Lunar U?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Are the two of them teamed for exploration of the Oort cloud?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: I thought at first that Maia was a focus of Poalite, but I’m getting a strong impression that she is a focus of Liephio. Is she a focus of either of these essences?
ELIAS: The latter.
JIM: The latter. Is she, too, aligned Ilda?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Soft orientation?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: Emotional focus?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: Was Maia born and raised in the Lunar University settlement?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Did Maia and Clint discover an energy deposit in the Oort cloud similar to the Bermuda Triangle energy deposit?
ELIAS: Yes, similar.
JIM: Similar. Were they involved in the exploration of that energy deposit?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Did the encounter other-dimensional focuses of themselves during that exploration?
ELIAS: Yes, and others.
JIM: And others. How many lives do Bevan and Takkita share in this dimension?
ELIAS: 65.
JIM: Oh, wow! Is the focus of Takkita in the Cigarette Shopper store named Margaret?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: I get the sound of the word, bell, associated with her. Is that sound part of her name, perhaps her middle name?
ELIAS: That is the naming of another focus of (unintelligible).
JIM: Another focus of Takkita?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Okay. I have her associated with Barbara Bel Geddes. Is there some connection there or is it just the Bel part that’s confusing me?
ELIAS: Counterpart.
JIM: Counterpart. Another focus. Alright. I’ll have to look at that one. Does Takkita have a focus whose tribal name is Tumbling Lark?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Is she a member of the Osage tribe?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: I see her as a slim, vivacious girl in her teens, full of mischief and fun, graceful and swift like an antelope. Is that about right?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: This would be in the early 1800 time frame?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: She aligns Zuli?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Soft orientation?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Emotional focus?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: She is both a delight and a trial to her father?
ELIAS: (laughs) Correct.
JIM: I am her father in that life?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: My name is Charging Bull?
ELIAS: Buffalo.
JIM: Buffalo?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Okay. I am a medicine man?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Align Tumold?
ELIAS: Correcy.
JIM: Common orientation?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: Political focus?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Do I have a focus who sang a tenor role in the premier performance of Rimsky-Korsakoff’s “Le Coq D’Or” in Moscow in 1909?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Yes, did you say yes?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Is his name Ivan Kevsky, K-E-V-S-K-Y?
ELIAS: Investigate.
JIM: I’m sorry.
ELIAS: Investigate.
JIM: Investigate. Probably Kevsky’s wrong.
ELIAS: (laughs)
JIM: I don’t really pick up these surnames very well. Aligns sumari?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: Intermediate orientation?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Emotional focus?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: For some reason, this identification invokes an emotional response in me that I suspect reflects Ivan’s feelings. Was he in love with another member of the cast or with someone involved in the production?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: I’m getting the name, Olga Tessarov. Was she the object of Ivan’s emotion?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Olga sang a soprano role?
ELIAS: Yes, but not lead.
JIM: Not lead. She did not return his affection, and, in fact, had a female lover?
ELIAS: You are correct.
JIM: Is Olga a focus of Holly?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Yes?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Align Vold?
ALIAS: Correct.
JIM: Common orientation?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Emotional focus?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Is Holly Simms a focus of Jale?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Yes, Y-E-S?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Alright. Okay. We’ve got that already. I think that I have created a symbol for Muriel in that particular part of Menoti’s violin concerto that I associate with dancing with her. Have I?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: An e-mail ad caught my attention and prompted me to add this question to my list, yet I feel uneasy about it. Do I have some connection to William Shakespeare? I really regretted losing a book of his plays that I bought for a college course.
ELIAS: Observing.
JIM: Observing. I would like to fill out some details on the information that I’ve gotten so far. Is Rosita Rossi a focus of Poalite?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Is Brother Jupiter’s surname Benvenito or something similar to that?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: No or yes?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Yes. Okay, have I got the spelling right, B-E-N-V-E-N-I-T-O?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Is Rose Jollen a focus of Liephio?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Yes. Did you say yes?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Is Daisy Jollen a focus of Anne?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: Emotional focus?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Did Helga Rivers play with the Cleveland Symphony Orchestra?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Yes, no?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Is Claude Montcrief a focus of Wynnuza?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Yes. Is Katrina Pelter a focus of Liam?
ELIAS: Observing.
JIM: Observing. I thought that Becky Thorp is a focus of Liam, but now I think that she may be a focus of Takkita. Is she a focus of either of these essences?
ELIAS: The latter.
JIM: The latter. Is Olga Kurasov a focus of Beauregarde?
ELIAS: Observing.
JIM: Observing. Alright, maybe I should get her essence name, too, please?
ELIAS: Essence name, Bilanni, B-I-L-A-N-N-I.
JIM: Thank you. How many focuses does she share with Bevan in this dimension?
ELIAS: 33.
JIM: Is John L. Lewis a focus of Cuit?
ELIAS: Counterpart.
JIM: Counterpart. Okay, may I have his essence name, please, since I’m a lifetime observer of him?
ELIAS: Essence name, Rasheid.
JIM: R-A-S-H-I-D?
ELIAS: E-I-D.
JIM: R-A-S-H-E-I-D?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Belong Vold?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: How many focuses shared with Bevan in this dimension?
ELIAS: 14.
JIM: One four?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Is John L. of soft orientation?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Does essence Patmae belong Vold?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: How many focuses do Patmae and Bevan share in this dimension?
ELIAS: 82.
JIM: 83?
ELIAS: 2.
JIM: 82. Boy! Does essence Hardy belong Sumari?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: How many focuses shared with Bevan?
ELIAS: 88.
JIM: Eight eight. Does Madeline Aubergier align Sumari?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Yes?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Soft orientation?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Emotional focus?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Does John Witherspoon align Sumari?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Soft orientation?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: Political focus?
ELIAS: Thought.
JIM: Does Bjorn Borgson align Ilda?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Common orientation?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: Political focus?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: Does my focus, Ahmed, align Ilda?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Common orientation?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Thought focus?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Does Maria Inez Montoya align Sumari?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Soft orientation?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: Emotional focus?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: Does Paul Nu align Ilda?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Common orientation?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: Thought focus?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: Is Heidi Bellenger of common orientation?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: Emotional focus?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Does Gustav Muller align Vold?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Common orientation?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Emotional focus?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Does Lily Pons align Sumari?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: Soft orientation?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Emotional focus?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: May I have the essence name of Marion McMahon, please?
ELIAS: Essence name, Donita, D-O-N-I-T-A.
JIM: D-O-N-I-T-A. How many lives shared with Bevan in this dimension?
ELIAS: 51.
JIM: Five one?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: May I have the essence name of Cina Vormann, please?
ELIAS: Essence name, Eleanor.
JIM: E-L-E-A-N-O-R?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: May I have the essence name of Gretchen Hoffstadter, please?
ELIAS: Essence name, Kin
JIM: K_I_M, Kim?
ELIAS: Kin, K-I-N.
JIM: Kin. Thank you. You said that Dave Ryder and Howie Smith did not work for an airline. Do they work for a railroad?
ELIAS: Shipping.
JIM: I beg your pardon?
ELIAS: Shipping.
JIM: Does Andre Kostelanetz align Sumari?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Soft orientation>
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Emotional focus?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: Does Hilda Brackenridge align Gramada?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Common orientation?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Political focus?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: Is the woman in the picture “Touching” named Lillian?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: I believe her last name is Stendahl or something close to that. Is it?
ELIAS: No.
JIM: I beg your pardon?
ELIAS: No.
JIM: No. Alright. I guessed on that again. I think that picture that I have was taken in Italy, but she considers Germany her home. Is that the case?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: That would be Bavaria?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: In or near Nuremburg?
ELIAS: Near.
JIM: Near. Is she a focus of Lyryn, L-Y-R-Y-N?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Yes or no?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Align Zuli?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: Soft orientation?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: Political focus?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Is the man in the picture with Jessica Haoli named Frank?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Yes, no?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: No.
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Yes, alright. I get the impression that his last name is either Hawkings or Hawkens. Is it?
ELIAS: The latter.
JIM: The latter, Hawkens. He is Australian by birth?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: In or near Sydney?
ELIAS: Near Melbourne.
JIM: Oh, okay. I don’t think that I’m familiar with his essence name. Could you give me that, please?
ELIAS: Essence name, Culier, C-U-L-I-E-R.
JIM: Thank you. Belong Zuli?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: Align Sumafi?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: Intermediate orientation?
ELIAS: Correct.
JIM: Political focus?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: How many lives does he share with Jene in this dimension?
ELIAS: 38.
JIM: 38. Am I observing essence of Frank?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: In my story of Ma Lin, was my description of Angela’s chant fairly accurate?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Was she chanting Sumari?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Yes? The occasion was the healing of Professor Feinstein’s heart by Ma Lin. I don’t see what Sumari has to do with that. That’s a Tumold action, isn’t it?
ELIAS: Yes, but other individuals belonging to or aligning with other families can also generate and interest in this part of action and generate that. It is not exclusive to individuals belonging to or aligning with Sumari.
JIM: Okay, Were the focuses that circle participants saw limited to focuses of themselves in the dimension that they were aware of?
ELIAS: For the most part.
JIM: For the most part. I have the feeling that there are many focuses of mine hovering at the edge of my awareness. Names keep popping up, but if I’m not where I can make note of them, I forget them. What am I accomplishing in turning up my focuses?
ELIAS: What you are accomplishing, my friend, is offering yourself more and more a genuine sense of the expansiveness of who you are.
JIM: I’m trying to do that, I guess. Why am I so emotionally involved with some of them? Awareness of Antigone has shaken me and, of course, there is Muriel.
ELIAS: For some, you can answer that, you are strongly and in that you allow yourself to experience their energy and, in your terms, part of you.
JIM: Well that makes sense. Alright. When I asked you why I got the name L-I-R-I-N associated with focuses of Mahji, you told me it was a counterpart action. I’ve been trying to understand that and haven’t made much progress. Is Lirin a focus name or an essence name, L-I-R-I-N?
ELIAS: Both.
JIM: It’s both a focus name and an essence name?
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Oh, my! Alright.
ELIAS: And you can engage counterpart action with an essence that is not necessarily physically focused.
JIM: Ah! That’s what I was going to ask you in my next question. Okay. Alright. That explains that.
ELIAS: For you may manifest and you may be engaging focuses in other realities and in that you may engage a counterpart action with an essence that is not necessarily physically focused in your reality.
JIM: Oh, okay. Alright. That’s interesting. I’m curious about a small brown spot on my arm. It appeared seemingly between one waking period and the next. When I first noticed it, I wondered if it was benign or the beginning of something like a melanoma which might, hopefully, eventually provide me with a socially justifiable reason for disengagement. That possibility kept my attention returning to the spot for a few days and then, between one waking period and the next, it disappeared. I guess my question here is, do I have one or more probable selves with a small brown skin blemish on the right arm? In other words, did my awareness switch back and forth between probable selves?
ELIAS: You did create a probable self.
JIM: Oh, I created one!
ELIAS: Which generates that melanoma. For you chose not to.
JIM: Okay. I’m being persistent that way, aren’t I?
ELIAS: (laughs)
JIM: So, I did create a probable self at that point.
ELIAS: Yes.
JIM: Okay. Well, I’ve run out of questions, Elias.
ELIAS: (laughs)
JIM: And I haven’t quite run out of time (Elias laughs) which surprises me. I thank you very, very much for your time.
ELIAS: You are very welcome, my friend.
JIM: And I enjoyed the talk with you, as always.
ELIAS: And I with you, as always. And I, as always, would encourage you and offer my energy to you in great supportiveness and (unintellible).
JIM: Thank you very much, Elias.
ELIAS: To you, in (unintellible) and appreciation, au revoir.
JIM: Au revoir.
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