Friday, November 11, 2005 (Private/Phone)

Participants: Mary (Michael) and Mark (Baruch)

(Elias’ arrival time is 17 seconds.)

ELIAS: Good evening!

MARK: Elias!

ELIAS: (Chuckles) And what shall we discuss?

MARK: Well, it’s quite amazing. I’ve been creating all sorts of problems with trying to record this myself, and it’s just amazing how things have been breaking around me. So, I suppose I would actually like to go into that, first of all.

I spoke to you sometime back where I was talking to you about what I was creating working within my job and not being able to find anything that suited me. I understand that I create this, and when I go to interviews and they turn around and say either that I’m too experienced or I’m not experienced enough in that particular industry, that is all my creating and I’m not really wanting that position. I certainly do see that at times. But having said that, it’s still a concept that is at times shall we say difficult to comprehend and understand that that is exactly what I am creating and doing.

What I wanted to find out from you was what am I doing at this moment, because it looks like I may very well be creating a job shortly. I’m working with my NLP and I’m starting to draw more customers to me, and I’m finding ways of accepting and money is paying for this. I am moving in the right direction with a number of things, which is exciting stuff. But I’ve created my car breaking down on me, and it’s going to cost like $3000 to fix it. I don’t have the funds to do that. I’m just bringing so much to my attention at the moment that I feel rather overwhelmed or lost in some way, and I really wanted to hear from you some idea about what I’m creating here.

ELIAS: Very well. First of all, let me express to you that all of these situations are interrelated, and all of what is being generated is associated with your energy and what you are projecting, whether it be that different mechanisms are breaking or whether it be that your interviews are broken. (Chuckles) It is all associated with the energy that you are projecting, which I am understanding that intellectually you understand that. What you are not aware of or paying attention to is what type of energy you are actually projecting.

This situation in this time with your recorder, this is an adequate example.

Now; in this, what type of energy are you projecting now?

MARK: I’m pushing. I’m really forcing something to happen.

ELIAS: Correct.

MARK: I want this to work, and it’s not! (Laughs)

ELIAS: Correct, and therefore you continue to push, and you continue to force, and you continue to create what you do not want.

Now; the point is not merely to be noticing that but to engage different choices intentionally, to change what you are doing. Interrupt that energy, notice that you are projecting a particular type of energy in forcing or pushing, and stop and engage another action that will interrupt that pushing of energy.

It is not enough to merely engage thought. Thought does not direct your reality. It does not create it; it does not direct it. It does not generate any actual action or reality. It merely offers you explanation.

In this, once you notice that you are pushing energy, the automatic response is to engage thought and to begin thinking, attempting to think of some manner in which you can change what is occurring. That is futile. Once you notice that you are pushing, what is effective is to actually engage some other action that interrupts your concentration upon the pushing of energy.

In similar manner, in association with the employment it is not necessarily a situation that each of these different establishments is not what you want. That may not necessarily be what is occurring in the moment. You may be unclear as to whether you actually want a particular job, so to speak, or not, or you may even be neutral as to whether you want it or do not want it. That is not the point. That is surface. What is the point is how you are projecting your energy and what is involved in that projection of energy, what is actually occurring.

More times than not, with you, it is not necessarily a situation of whether you want or do not want. It is more an expression of whether you are doubting or not doubting — doubting yourself and your ability to be creating, period. Not necessarily a want or a lack of a want, but merely a doubt within yourself concerning your ability to generate in the direction that you want — the subject or the object becomes secondary. The direction becomes primary, and that is what the doubt is associated with. In that, as the doubt is expressed, you generate a similar energy to what you have with the recorder. You begin to force; you begin to push.

You can be pushing energy and also perceive yourself to be calm, but calm is not necessarily relaxed. Therefore, you may perceive yourself to be engaged in a calm state of mind and therefore fool yourself in thinking that you are relaxed, for you are paying attention to a calm state of mind; but that is not to say that your energy is relaxed. As you continue to concentrate your attention upon the validation of the calm state of mind, you are not paying attention to what type of energy you are expressing or whether you are actually relaxed or not.

MARK: Tell me, then, how would I actually go about doing that?

ELIAS: If you recognize that you are engaging a calm state of mind, allow yourself thusly to evaluate your energy. Move your attention to your physical body consciousness first, and evaluate. Is your body consciousness actually relaxed? The mind may be calm, and the energy can be agitated. Your body consciousness is one indicator of whether your energy is relaxed or not.

Also, move your attention, subsequent to your body consciousness, to an evaluation of what you are actually doing. I am aware that this may initially appear quite simplistic, but it is actually more involved than individuals generally realize. In any given moment, you are doing many actions simultaneously, even if you perceive yourself to merely be sitting within a chair.

Your senses, your inner and outer senses, are continuously engaged, and they are inputting information. Your attention may be focused in one singular direction, but there are aspects of that attention, periphery of that attention, that are also focused on many different elements that are occurring and [that are] inputting information to you in each moment.

You may be sitting within a chair and you may be engaging conversation with myself, but you are also present within an environment, one that you have created. You are also responsive to not merely the interaction that is occurring, but also to your environment and to your associations that are being generated or triggered in the moment.

In this moment now, what are you doing?

MARK: I suppose in this moment I’m actually evaluating what I am doing.

ELIAS: And what is it that you are doing? Where is your physical body?

MARK: Sat in the chair.

ELIAS: In the chair. And how is your posture?

MARK: (Laughs) Okay...

ELIAS: And what is within the room in which you are sitting?

MARK: My computer, the cat is here, and Dawn is actually here checking my posture. (Both laugh)

ELIAS: Therefore, there are other energies in the room with you, and you are aware of the other energies in the room with you.

MARK: Yes, I am very aware of that, and that grows stronger and stronger. I connect greatly to energies such as Arkandin and my future focus of Chelay and Dawn’s future focus of Dana and Ordin, and I’ve been connecting to you an awful lot in energy projections and physical manifestations, as well in merging with all sorts of energy interactions. I seem to be doing this more and more, but within the work side of things that is where I don’t seem to be comfortable in actually doing. I feel like I would prefer to be doing the interaction stuff and doing my NLP stuff.

ELIAS: And therefore, you generate an energy of opposition in association with employment. As you generate that energy of opposition, you also reflect that to yourself. Therefore, you do not accomplish, and in continuing to not accomplish, you also perpetuate the opposing energy. You also reinforce doubting yourself, which is also another form of opposition.

MARK: The accomplishing side I can understand to some extent but the accomplishing side within the energy work that I’ve been doing and the focusing aspect for myself or for Dawn or for other people that I’m interacting with, and that is working just perfectly. That’s what I find quite amazing, because that is actually not bringing me in any energy of finance. When it comes to the energy of finance, I’m not creating it on that side; but on the other side, I am doing incredibly well.

ELIAS: I am understanding, but you are separating. Rather than incorporating these two elements in cooperation with each other and merging them together in similar manner that you merge energy with other individuals or other essences, merging these two actions together as one, not separating them in association with one being physical and one being spiritual.

The money can be generated in association with what you want to do and what you prefer and what you enjoy and what is fulfilling, but you are generating an automatic association of separating that from what you enjoy. Work creates money, and what you enjoy creates fulfillment — this is not true.

Money is a by-product creation. It is not the primary creation. It is a by-product, and you can create that by-product with any action. It is merely a matter of recognizing how you generate distinctions and separate and create these automatic associations that the by-product of money is merely produced in association with work.

MARK: That’s it, then, Elias. That means that my sister and I have shared in purchasing lottery tickets, so that’s it, all done! (Both laugh) I will ponder on those things, and I shall definitely be creating vast amounts of this by-product. (Laughs)

ELIAS: Very well! I am greatly encouraging of you in this endeavor!

MARK: Simplicity and ease.

ELIAS: Yes!

MARK: What I’ll do now is go through some questions that have been brought to me by my family and some of the things that we’ve been focusing on and looking at.

ELIAS: Very well.

MARK: Unless, of course, you have something else to say to me with my previous question.

ELIAS: Merely to be engaging action of interruption when you notice. That is the key and important. And I may suggest that you continue to be generating the exercise in appreciation. Also, perhaps, in conjunction with that appreciation, be acknowledging your accomplishments.

MARK: Yes, I have been doing that, Elias, especially within the work that I’ve done with NLP. I have been quite sort of appreciating the fact that the work that I have done there has been so great, and I just love it.

ELIAS: Yes, and in this, each time you are moving in the direction of not acknowledging yourself in other directions, allow yourself to stop and generate some type of acknowledgment of accomplishment.

MARK: Yes, I shall. Thank you for that.

ELIAS: You are quite welcome, my friend.

MARK: Now, I’m going to the other questions that I have here. My son, Christopher, believes that he has a focus that is connected to the architecture and finance of Dubai in this now, current now, and I believe that is correct.

ELIAS: Yes.

MARK: He also asked me to look at a focus of his, a possible focus of a boxer, and I actually feel that it is Jake LaMotta.

ELIAS: Yes.

MARK: Thank you. And Chloe, we believe she is Edie Sedgwick.

ELIAS: Observing.

MARK: That’s what Chloe thought. How about is she, then, Edith Black?

ELIAS: Counterpart, and also incorporates a focus with that individual.

MARK: She has a very close friend, and Dawn and I, we feel that we’re close to this person as well, but we actually believe that this person is a focus of Tolkien.

ELIAS: Correct.

MARK: Well, great. And could you help us with his essence name?

ELIAS: Essence name, Braun, B-R-A-U-N (BRAWN).

MARK: Is he Baron, as well?

ELIAS: No.

MARK: Some questions Dawn and I worked on: is the essence of Aviani fragmented from Awan and Ordin?

ELIAS: Yes.

MARK: Great. Is the essence Arkandin fragmented from Ayla and Ordin? (Pause)

ELIAS: And Patel.

MARK: And are the Dragonlance stories a translation of another dimension?

ELIAS: Yes.

MARK: And you are Raistlin?

ELIAS: Equivalent to, yes.

MARK: And Awan is Crysania and Ordin is Waylan?

ELIAS: Yes.

MARK: Dawn feels that she connected to Tom Holland in the dream state and got a blank email a couple of years ago that she feels was a translation of a message from Tom Holland. Is this correct?

ELIAS: Yes.

MARK: A focus in the 1920s that we were focusing on, where Dawn, I believe, is called Sandra, is married to Tommy, who is Tomkin, and they live in an apartment that I actually saw was overlooking Lake Michigan. Is this correct?

ELIAS: Yes.

MARK: A focus in the 1950s, in Santiago, where Dawn/Awan is named Estelle and is married to Federico, who is Ordin?

ELIAS: Correct.

MARK: A focus in Sacramento, where Awan is Annie, is married to Don/Arkandin, and they attend Woodstock, where Dawn dances naked in the mud. (Laughs) Why would she do that?! Annie, I believe, dies of a disease very similar to Motor Neuron disease. Is that correct?

ELIAS: Yes.

MARK: A very passionate focus in about 2037, I believe that it is, there Awan is Triana and Arkandin is Emilio, in what is now Spain, where Triana hosts large outdoor media events. Is this correct?

ELIAS: Yes.

MARK: A focus with Patel and yourself, who are Apollo and Vasco da Gama, and Awan, I believe, is the wife of Vasco, yourself. Caterina, Awan, was going to marry Apollo, who is Patel, but he died on a trip back from the East Indies.

ELIAS: Correct.

MARK: A focus of Awan was a sister of Krishna, Subhadra, who married Arjuna. Is that correct?

ELIAS: Yes.

MARK: Dawn had a feeling that she is a focus of Herodias.

ELIAS: Observing.

MARK: Dawn feels that she was resisting connecting with Arkandin at one point, and she felt that you came through and said, “Accept this expression of loving energy,” and then later you congratulated her on her allowance within the energy work.

ELIAS: Correct.

MARK: Dawn wants to know if — and I actually feel that it is, and I don’t know why she’s asking — but I feel that this is a very big accomplishment that Dawn has been working on, in her allowance in this type of energy interaction.

ELIAS: Yes.

MARK: Thank you. Do myself, Awan, Arkandin and Seale have current focuses in the tribe in South America, the one that you said were more shifted?

ELIAS: Yes.

MARK: Excellent. I’ll have to work on those names. I was thinking they were really strange names. (Both laugh) I wanted to ask you as well about Carla, who’s been looking for a focus and or a well-known focus, and she feels that Lucille Ball is a focus of hers.

ELIAS: Observing.

MARK: Oh, okay, then I won’t ask the other question, because I know the answer wasn’t correct. And I’m certainly not Lucille Ball’s husband at that time.

ELIAS: Correct.

MARK: Well, that’s actually great. That’s really been extremely helpful, especially the fact that with the work that Dawn and I have been doing with energy and connecting with Arkandin and Chelay and Dana and Ordin. The work that we’ve been doing there we feel has been quite shifty, is the word to use.

ELIAS: I would agree.

MARK: Would you care to make any other comment on that?

ELIAS: (Chuckles) Merely an encouragement, my friend.

MARK: I knew you were going to say that. Our imagery within that is highly accurate, isn’t it?

ELIAS: Yes.

MARK: It’s been quite incredible, and we’ve so enjoyed doing this connecting with future focuses in this way, which has been quite rewarding. (Elias chuckles) Will it actually get easier the more we do this?

ELIAS: Yes.

MARK: That’s fantastic. I have gained so much from this session, Elias, and I just so love that I’m able to connect with you more objectively. I’m happy that subjectively the connection as always has been so incredibly beautiful and wonderful, and I so do appreciate my interactions and connections with you.

ELIAS: And I also, my friend. I am always available.

MARK: I understand that, and I do so greatly appreciate that fact, and I do use it a lot.

ELIAS: I express tremendous friendship to you both and tremendous appreciation of you each. And in great lovingness, I shall be anticipating our next meeting and continuing to express a playful energy with you. (Chuckles)

MARK: Elias, that is absolutely fantastic. And I express the sentiments so much so and a big love and affection to you and great appreciation. I know that we shall be connecting far more subjectively, and we shall be connecting objectively as well through Mary in the very near future, because I’m quite sure that this by-product will be over-flowing here very shortly.

ELIAS: (Laughs) Very well, my friend. I shall be anticipating that. To you both in great fondness, au revoir.

MARK: Au revoir.

Elias departs after 39 minutes.

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