Saturday, May 29, 2004 (Private/Phone)

Participants: Mary (Michael) and Daryl (Ashrah)

(Elias’ arrival time is 13 seconds.)

ELIAS: Good morning! (Chuckles)

DARYL: Hello! So, we’re going to do something different. We’re going to have half a session now and half a session later.

ELIAS: Very well!

DARYL: I’m going to try to get through a bunch of little things, I guess, and then I want to talk to you about something else before we end.

ELIAS: Very well.

DARYL: A couple of people would like their information. First one is named Ester, and she thought maybe her essence name is Asra, A-S-R-A.

ELIAS: That is a focus. Essence name, Ashule, A-S-H-U-L-E (ah SHOOL).

DARYL: She was thinking that she is Sumafi/Gramada.

ELIAS: Correct.

DARYL: Orientation soft?

ELIAS: Correct.

DARYL: And thought-focused?

ELIAS: Political.

DARYL: Okay, and that she’s a final focus?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: The second person is named Claire, and she doesn’t have an idea for her essence name.

ELIAS: Hilary.

DARYL: She thinks she’s perhaps Sumari/Zuli.

ELIAS: Correct.

DARYL: And intermediate?

ELIAS: Correct.

DARYL: I have some more questions for other people. Is Chita Rivera a focus of Nanaiis?

ELIAS: Observing.

DARYL: Sandel took a picture of a gardening monk with a blue bucket in Rome, and she wondered if that was an energy manifestation of you.

ELIAS: In a manner of speaking. That is an individual, and what was recognized was my energy, in a manner of speaking, superimposed with the individual.

DARYL: Is Edith Frank a focus of Sandel?

ELIAS: Also observing.

DARYL: Would that be lifetime observing?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: Does Milde have a focus named Leslie Graves?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: And is he American, 17th century?

ELIAS: No, future.

DARYL: Do you have a century?

ELIAS: Twenty-second.

DARYL: She also got the name George Graves. I wondered if that was me, but I don’t know that I have a future focus named that.

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: Oh, wow. Is that a new focus?

ELIAS: Relatively speaking.

DARYL: You snuck that in on me! (Elias laughs) Are they brothers?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: They are, okay. So he’s also 22nd century, I guess.

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: I also wanted to check on a couple of future focuses. One is named David Cairo, and I think he’s in England.

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: I couldn’t get a timeframe for him.

ELIAS: Also 22nd century.

DARYL: Wow, I’m loading up on the 22nd century. (Elias laughs) I also got one, Rajneesh Tupelo or Tupeloo, I guess.

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: And that person is both genders?

ELIAS: Yes, you are correct.

DARYL: I got 43rd century.

ELIAS: Correct.

DARYL: And he’s in India or Nepal?

ELIAS: What would be known to you as India.

DARYL: So that’s three new futures. I usually do them in two’s. Is there another one out there that I didn’t notice?

ELIAS: Not yet.

DARYL: Not yet, okay! (Elias laughs) I don’t think this will be the end of them, the way they keep popping up. I got the name Charles Edward Shaw, and then I thought it was maybe Charles Everett Scott, and I wondered if that’s a future focus of mine.

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: Is it Shaw or Scott?

ELIAS: Scott.

DARYL: I had a dream that I was a 60s or 70s radical that had gone underground and was being chased by the FBI, and I wondered if that was an observing essence.

ELIAS: Yes, you are correct.

DARYL: Was that Emily Harris?

ELIAS: Yes! Congratulations!

DARYL: No wonder I noticed the SLA thing going on! (Elias laughs) Now I have a whole bunch of observing essence questions about myself to ask you, because they keep on popping into my head. Let’s see, the first one is Dory Previn.

ELIAS: Correct.

DARYL: Joan Baez?

ELIAS: Correct.

DARYL: Nanci Griffith?

ELIAS: Counterpart.

DARYL: That’s why she felt different, then. Dara Williams?

ELIAS: Correct.

DARYL: Dean Koontz?

ELIAS: Partial.

DARYL: Partial life?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: Anais Nin?

ELIAS: Correct.

DARYL: Is she lifetime?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: A focus of Oona’s named Pashi?

ELIAS: Correct.

DARYL: Is that lifetime also?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: Phyllis McKinley?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: A.E. Houseman?

ELIAS: Counterpart.

DARYL: Franz Kafka?

ELIAS: Correct.

DARYL: Dostoyevsky?

ELIAS: Correct, and counterpart with this focus.

DARYL: I’m not sure, but I think Lawrence is the directing essence.

ELIAS: No, also observing.

DARYL: Oh, I wasn’t sure. I thought there was some connection there. So am I lifetime observing in that?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: John Fowles, F-O-W-L-E-S?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: And Cher’s mother, Georgia Holt?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: Wow. That’s another bunch of them, that’s for sure! (Elias laughs) Let’s see, a focus question. I want to know if Dr. Pietro Padello is a focus of Patel.

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: I was wondering since Patel has been around in George Sands’ life, does he have a focus there?

ELIAS: Yes, in that time framework, but not interactive with that individual.

DARYL: That’s too bad! (Elias laughs) I’ve noticed before when I was looking at the art of someone who turned out to be an observing essence, Georgia O’Keefe, that I was having stuff go on in my green energy center. Then last week, I was listening to a song and noticed I felt that, and that was also by someone who I’m observing. I wondered if there’s some kind of connection there between the green energy center and me being OE.

ELIAS: That would be your imagery to yourself in allowing you to generate somewhat more of a distinction of observing essence role.

DARYL: The last time that we had a session, the official tape with Mary cut off half way through. I was wondering what that was about.

ELIAS: And your impression?

DARYL: My only thought was it might have to do with the individual I asked about.

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: That’s it?

ELIAS: But that was generated by your energy, for at that time you put forth the inquiry but you also were generating an energy of uncertainty of whether you should or shouldn’t incorporate that question.

DARYL: Since I taped it myself I do have the answer, but it isn’t available to a lot of people, which is kind of what concerned me.

ELIAS: In what manner are you concerned?

DARYL: I guess I felt like I was invading his privacy or something.

ELIAS: Which is the energy that you were projecting at that time, and this is the reason that you generated an interruption.

DARYL: Do you have anything else that may be helpful about that?

ELIAS: I may express to you, as you are aware now, you may choose or may not choose to be incorporating within your transcription the addition, but that is your choice. I may express to you, it was not an intrusive question, although I am aware of what your energy was and I am also aware of the direction that you were moving in in that time framework. I may express to you that the individual would not perceive it as intrusive. Therefore, it is your choice.

DARYL: In terms of other translations of my tone, I wondered if “Ashoon” is a translation.

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: That just kind of came to me. (Elias chuckles)

Those were the little ones, and I assume that I have some reason for splitting the session. It wasn’t my idea; it was presented to me. So I guess I want to talk to you about the most pressing thing, and then we’ll be talking again in about ten days or so.

ELIAS: Very well.

DARYL: Since you’ve been hanging around me, you probably know that I’ve been, I don’t know, I’ve been feeling like I’ve been at the end of my rope, essentially. First thing is I wondered if we had an energy surge that started a month ago.

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: Basically I’ve been feeling depressed a lot of the time, and I’ve also been having a lot of physical stuff, including some new stuff. When I get this particular feeling of depression, it’s difficult for me to try to go in and get the message. What happens is I kind of go directly into feeling like I want to disengage, and then I kind of get lost in there. When I do go in and try to get the message, I can’t seem to get one, except I figure there’s a message that I’m limiting my choices because that’s usually what sad kind of things are. I haven’t ever felt like I’ve gotten it real clearly. Sometimes the depression will just disappear and I don’t feel like I have gotten the message, or if I have, I certainly didn’t get it through thought.

Along with this, I’m doing some low-level breathing stuff and a lot of the heat stuff, and let’s see, pain in the lump. I’ve added this new thing about pain in the neck that goes into my left shoulder and left arm. I know what I’m creating in terms of the truth wave is that I’m uncovering some truths about life, which I would kind of sum of as the belief that life sucks, and beliefs about separation and stuff about being alive versus not wanting to be alive, or alive versus dead. So that’s kind of a summary of it.

The other thing that’s been going on is I’ve been having kind of new encounters with self that are... It’s hard to put into words, but I’ve had a few of them. I felt, just before the session, that you were around and something was going on with that. I planned earlier to ask you for an experience during the session, if you could, where you would facilitate less separation with me and self. But now that the session is split, I don’t want to do that, I don’t think, today. But maybe we can start talking about what’s going on with me.

ELIAS: Very well. Many of these manifestations that you are creating now are also associated not merely with a lack of choices or a limitation of choices, but an association of lacking control of directing yourself and not perceiving that you incorporate control of your direction. You image this in creating more physical manifestations that you generate in association with also that you cannot control these manifestations; that rather they appear to you to be controlling you and controlling your choices and limiting you.

DARYL: That’s definitely how I experience them.

ELIAS: Which, this is also associated with what you are speaking of in this separation. For you have generated an association of separating you from your body consciousness, generating this association that your body consciousness is almost another entity from you. Therefore, it controls and is affecting of you.

Figuratively speaking, what you have created is an association of the essential you, which does not incorporate form, and the physical you, which does not incorporate the essential you. As the essential you does not incorporate form, it is limited in how it may battle the physical, in a manner of speaking.

DARYL: So I’m fighting with myself?

ELIAS: Partially but not entirely, for this is the element of the lack of control. Let me offer you a hypothetical example. Hypothetically, you may visualize a scenario in which there is an enormous physical form and there is also a nonphysical presence of energy.

Now; the physical form is creating many disturbing expressions and behaviors, and the nonphysical energy stands before it, in a manner of speaking, for there is a presence which may almost be translated into a form but an energy form. Therefore, visualize it to be translucent. But as it does not incorporate a physical quality, it perceives itself to not incorporate the strength to physically engage the physical manifestation. As the physical manifestation or the physical form is very large, what the nonphysical energy wants to do is to push this large physical form, and in that pushing, it wants to push the physical form in a particular direction. But it perceives itself to be unable to push the physical form, for it shall merely pass through the physical form for it does not incorporate a physical quality. Are you understanding the story thus far?

DARYL: Yes.

ELIAS: Now; what you have generated with yourself is a very similar scenario. Your body is the physical form, but the essential you is perceived to be not physical. The essential you does incorporate some element of association with thought as part of this nonphysical energy of the essential you, but none of the essential you incorporates a physical quality. Therefore, there is a perception generated that you cannot control the direction of the physical form, and regardless of how hard you push, it matters not, for that essential you merely passes through but does not actually contact the physical form. Are you understanding?

DARYL: Yes.

ELIAS: Now; as you allow yourself to pay attention and to merge the essential you with the physical form and allow yourself to dissipate that separation and genuinely incorporate a knowing that there is no separation between that essential you and the physical you, you shall offer yourself a new empowerment, in which these two aspects of yourself move together as one. In that, it shall be unnecessary to be attempting to push and to force energy, and you shall begin to recognize that it is not a matter of control but rather a matter of cooperation and allowance.

DARYL: Are these experiences with self in the direction of uniting me?

ELIAS: Yes. This is the reason that you are generating that, and this is the reason that you incorporated the request for my mergence with you, which I shall be compliant with in the interim time period prior to our next meeting.

Therefore, be aware and allow yourself to relax and generate an openness to receive the energy that I shall be projecting with you, for I shall be generating mergences with you at your request, to allow you to practice being aware of and noticing less separation. That may be helpful to you in offering you more of an awareness of how to generate that similar action with yourself and these different elements of yourself.

DARYL: Is the session being split in two also imagery of this?

ELIAS: Yes.

DARYL: (Laughs) I thought so! (Elias chuckles) Well, unfortunately, it’s already over, so I need to let Michael come back. I’ll talk to you again in about ten days after he returns from Vienna.

ELIAS: Very well. And be remembering of our mergences in that time framework.

DARYL: I will, and I appreciate your help with that.

ELIAS: And you may also comfort yourself in generating these two interactions between yourself and myself, for you have offered yourself the essential information that you wanted today, and you have also provided yourself with information to be practicing specific actions to familiarize yourself with the direction that you are moving into in this expression of less separation with yourself.

I shall be encouraging to you, Ashrah. (Chuckles) As I am always! And as always, I express tremendous lovingness to you. Be GENTLE with yourself.

DARYL: I’ll try to do that more, yeah. (Elias laughs)

ELIAS: And remember, I am always with you; therefore, I am aware as you are not being gentle with yourself! (Chuckles) Very well, my dear friend, I shall bid you au revoir and encouragement.

DARYL: Au revoir.

Elias departs after 31 minutes.

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