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Session 202010241 - Mary’s Talk

“Twenty-Five Years”

Saturday, October 24, 2020 (Group/Hinsdale, New Hampshire)

Participants: Mary (Michael), Ann (Vivette), Cathy (Shynla), Christina (Melian), Denise (Azura), Eric (Doren), Ivan K., Jean (Lyla), Jim O., John (Lonn), John (Rrussell), Karen (Turell), Katie (Muriel), Kenny G. (Marcel), Leonor (Kitzell), Lynda (Ruther), Marcos (Marta), Mark (Liam), Melissa (Leah), Ron (Olivia), Sandra (Atafah), Val (Atticus) and Veronica (Amadis)

MARY: First of all, I really, really, really wanted to say thank you to all of you guys, because I really am grateful and appreciate all of you. I really, really do. And I can’t believe that I’ve made it to twenty-five years! (Group laughter and applause)

This is really significant for me, because we used to talk about the big channelers, like Abraham, Esther Hicks with Abraham. And you know, that’s big. And what’s her name?

LYNDA: Jane Roberts? (Group laughter)

MARY: No. (Group laughter) Well, everybody knows THAT one, but what’s the one with the Ramtha person? That one.

LYNDA: J.Z. Knight. (Group chatter)

MARY: Right. J.Z. (Group chatter and laughter concerning rapper Jay-Z) God, I hope this doesn’t go out on the internet. (Group laughter)

LYNDA: Lawsuit!

MARY: (Laughs) I just screwed up! I put his name out—how awful is that? Anyway. You know, all those big guys out there have been channeling forever, and I mean they were already channeling forever when I first started, and I mean I just kind of thought that—What?

RON: Shepherd Hoodwin.

MARY: Oh! Oh yeah! Shepherd! Oh yeah, oh yeah. “Does everyone feel the energy in the room?” I still remember that! (Group laughter) Oh god.

LYNDA: We’re walking down memory lane.

MARY: When all of this first started all of this, right, Vicki thought it would be a really good idea to take me to see somebody else channel. (Laughs) Oh my god. Okay, this was horrible. (Laughs) Cathy’s doing the same thing now that she did sitting next to me. (Laughs) It was awful. We laughed so hard, and we couldn’t stop. I mean, this guy, he wrote a book and we got the book. And then Vicki had us go to The Bodhi Tree in California to see him channel so that I could see somebody else do it. Because she had already taken me to a friend of hers to talk about channeling, and we came in and all he said to me was, “Run away as fast as you can.” (Group laughter) He was like, “Don’t do it! Run away!” (Group laughter) I was like, “Yikes! Okay.” (Laughs)

So then we went to see this guy, Shepherd Hoodwin, and he channels the Michael entity, right? Yeah. This like thing, it’s like a big thing--it’s not one thing. And before he started, he walked around and he was like, “Does everyone feel the energy in the room? I feel the energy in the room.” And we were like “pffft.” (Group laughter) We were dying. I mean, Vicki’s all “Mm,” me and Cathy are sitting there going, “Oh my god!” We were dying. It was terrible. I can’t even remember half of it, it was so bad. (Laughs) And the only part I can remember is the energy in the room. That was… Yeah. And he kept doing these weird things, like he was choking, or something.

RON: That’s the only thing I remember.

MARY: Yeah. It was like he was barking, coughing, choking—I don’t know. He was like barking or whatever. (Group laughter)

LYNDA: Tourette’s. (Group laughter) He was a shepherd.

MARY: Yeah, well, the energy in the room was making him do this weird (Mary makes dry choking noise in her throat) thing, and we were like, “God, is he going to die in front of us?” It was awful. It was just terrible. And I was like, wowwww. (Laughs)

Then we also did one in Connecticut, and the person… (laughs) oh, I think got this from Jane Roberts, but channeled and flung his glasses across the room and almost binged me in the head. (Laughs) And I was like “AAHH!” It was terrifying. And (laughs) so I was like wow, yeah, the experiences with this are not so great. (Group laughter and chatter)

FEMALE: Do I really want to do this?

JOHN/LONN: And you ignored all the signs? (Group laughter)

MARY: Yeah, I did! (Laughs) And I did it anyway! And people kept listening to me. It was like retarded. And I was like, I remember getting really angry one time at Vicki at her house and saying, “I don’t want to do this anymore. This is stupid. Obviously I have a brain tumor and I keep blacking out.” (Group laughter) And you people are idiots for listening to me!” I’m like, “Who knows what I’m babbling when I’m blacked out or whatever!” And she was like, “It’s all right, Mary. Just calm down.” I was like, “AAHHH!” Yeah. Back then, I was a little bit insane, but (laughs)… I was a lot insane. (Laughs)

But I don’t know, it has been a journey that has definitely been a crazy, crazy ride. And I think I personally have learned a lot along this road and have… It’s almost like I’ve turned into a different person. I don’t even recognize that person from twenty-five years ago. It’s like I was so… I was pretty fucked up. (Laughs) But you know, I just… I didn’t know anything, you know. And I think that this whole journey has been… I don’t know. It’s been amazing. I have met so many people. I have really had the privilege to hear so many stories and interact with so many people. I’ve had so many experiences that have shown me how wonderful people are. As much as we like to bitch about everybody and each other and whatever, people really are wonderful, and they really do pull together when you need them or when you want them to. And they are very supportive. And I have learned that over the years and have become exceedingly grateful for everything that everybody has given to me. And it’s amazing, and I’m amazed that I’m now up there with the big ones.

GROUP: Yes. Yes, you are.

MARY: I’m up there with all those people that I looked up to and thought, “Oh my god, they’re really something.” And I’ve got all those years behind me now too.

GROUP: Yes, you do. Yes, you do.

MARY: So, I kind of feel like I’ve… I know, I still don’t like the whole earning thing, but I think I’ve kind of earned my place.

GROUP: Yes. Yeah!

LYNDA: I think the word is accomplishment.

MARY: Yeah. Yeah.

LYNDA: He likes that word.

MARY: Yeah, I think I have, at this point. I never thought that I would actually make it this far. I didn’t think… I thought Carol, who was our resident psychic in the beginning, I thought she was crazy (laughs) when she was like, “No, I have a vision of you, and I see you years in the future doing this.” I was like, “Yeah, okay, you’re crazy.” “And talking to thousands of people.” I’m like, “Uh-huh. Right. Uh-huh.” (Laughs) And it’s really interesting. Her little crazy, psychic self actually was right. (Laughs)

And like I said, I feel very, very, very grateful for everything. It’s like people talk to me and they, you know, thank me for things and they tell me that they are grateful to me because I’ve influenced their lives, and it’s very hard for me to take that in. I automatically defer to The Dead Guy and automatically give him the credit, and I think that I’m getting to a place where I can see my part in all of it.

GROUP: Yay. Yes! (Dog barking) Even Sadie agrees. And so does Sophie.

MARY: That it is a partnership and that I do have a part in it, too. (Dog barks again) And I feel also very grateful to be in the position that I’m in. I don’t know why he picked me, because I certainly don’t feel like I’m anybody special. And God knows, I certainly have baggage behind me. I mean, my life has not been like the picture-perfect life, but maybe that’s part of why he picked me, because I can relate to a lot of people in a lot of situations. But I feel exceptionally privileged. I feel that I am in a very unique position, and not many people get to be in this kind of a position in their life, and it’s pretty great. (Chuckles)

GROUP: Awwww! Awesome. Wonderful.

MARY: It is. It’s pretty great. And I think that at this point in my life I’ve also finally gotten to a point – it’s only taken me twenty-five years, or sixty-five years (laughs)—that I’m actually pretty darn content and satisfied and happy, too, that things have finally gotten to a point where it’s paid off. (Laughs) So, if with all my baggage and crap I can get to a place where I’m actually really happy and content with my life, anybody can do it. (Laughs) Everybody can do it. (Chuckles)

So, I think that my big takeaway from all of this is thank you, to every one of you, because I think that I would not have been able to do all of this, with all its challenges, without all the support. So, thank you.

GROUP: Thank you! You’re welcome! Thank you! (Applause)

MARY: (To one of her dogs) Oh dear, did they wake you up? That’s terrible. (Laughs and talks to dog)

So anyway, everybody get your little recording devices ready, and we will start the show. We’ll start the whole situation with The Dead Guy and see what he has to talk about today, since I have no idea, as usual. (Group chatter about getting ready and clapping for The Dead Guy, to which Mary whispers to the dog, “They’re so weird. This is my group. They’re all so weird. Everybody is so weird.”

FEMALE: That’s the whole fun of it all! Who’s weird?

MARY: Actually, (chuckles) one of my clients, Frank, who I’ve talked about with everybody forever, he’s like my total, standard, hang-in-there regular client forever. He’s been my most consistent client forever. And every once in a while he’ll say something to me about, “Wow, you sure attract some strange ducks.” (Group laughter) And I’m like, ”Well, look what I DO, dude!” I mean, hello! I’m bound to get the oddballs, because hello, it comes with the territory. You can’t let a dead guy talk through you and not get some wackos. (Group laughter) It’s just going to happen.

MARK Who are you talking about?

MARY: (Laughs) There’s one! (Group laughter and chatter)

All right. And thank you, thank you, thank you, Cathy and Ron, for coming.[1] (Group cheers) I’m so happy. I’m so, so happy.

All right. (Becoming teary) I’m not going to do this. I’m going to go away now.

LYNDA: Too late! Too late!

MARY: (Laughs) All right. I will talk to you guys later.

VERONICA: Is that lamp too hot for you?

MARY: No, I’m fine. Yeah.

LYNDA: But that’s a good catch, because if it’s going to be, it would be.

MARY: Yeah, well if I get too hot, Brian put a fan here, so if I’m like burning up, because that’s what happens… Because I’m a Bunsen burner, what can I say? That’s the dead guy’s fault. (Laughs)

VAL: There’s a lot of energy coming through there.

MARY: (Laughs) That’s why I don’t go anywhere where they’re thinking about covid, because I WOULD be a covid! (Laughs) All right. See you later.

[1] Cathy and Ron were part of the original group in California when Mary first started channeling.

(Mary’s talk ends after 17 minutes)

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